"Dear Aziah

I Don't Know Why I Continue To Write To You Even Tho I Know You Won't Write Me Back So I'll Make This Letter Quick

I Must Of Wrote To You A Hundred Times I Wish You Would Atleast Try To Contact Me

If Your Reading This I Just Wanna Tell You That I Love You And I Never Ever Stopped Loving You I Know We Have A Lot To Talk About And Im Sure You Have A Ton Of Unanswered Questions For Me

And Baby Im Willing To Answer Every Question I Know I Haven't Been In Your Life But God As My Witness I Tried My Hardest To Be A Part Of Your Life But Unfortunately Your Mother Just Wouldn't Let That Be

Your Grown Now And Your Old Enough To Make You Own Decisions And I Hope You Decide Thats Its Not Too Late For You Too Have A Relationship With Me

I Wanna See You,I Wanna Talk Too You I Wanna Know If Your Still Persuading To Be A Doctor Just Like Me Its Been So Long Aziah Don't Let It Be Even Longer Write Me Back Or Atleast Call Me Im Leaving My Info In This Letter You Can Contact Me At ANY Time

From Yours Truly,Daddy"

"He Said He Wrote Me A Hundred"I Said Getting Angry

"How Could You Still Wanna Communicate With Him He Left Us For Another Family He Didn't Care About You Or Me"She Said

"You Should Of Told Me Ma!"I Said

"You Don't Need Him Aziah..."She Said

"Well Thats Not Your Decision! Its Mines"I Said Loudly So She Could Understand

"Aziah Baby"My Mama Said Trying To Comfort Me

"God I Can't Even Look At You Right Now Hiding Letters From My Father Is A Very Cruel Cruel Thang To Do By The Way"I Said While Frowning And Shakin My Head

I Stormed Out Of Her House

And All This Time I Thought He Forgot About Me...All These Years I Hated Him For Not Calling Me On My Birthdays And Holidays

I Never Thought My Mother Would Be So Cruel How Could She Keep My Father Away From Me

I Was So Upset With My Mother And I Really Need Someone To Talk To So I Called August While I Was Sitting In My Car In Front Of My Apartment Building

He Answered And Said "What Sup Love"

"Hey..Are You Busy Can You Talk"I Asked

"Yeah Im On My Way To The Label To A Meeting I Can Talk Whats Up"He Asked

"I Just Left My Mother House"I Said

"And?"He Said

"And I Found A Letter From My Father...I Have Seen My Father Since I Was Young And He's Been Writing Me And She's Been Hiding My Letters And I Didn't Know About It At All"I Said

"You Serious?"He Asked

"Thats What Im Sayin...All This Time I Thought My Father Forgot I Existed But I Just Haven't Got Any Of The Letters Thanks To My Mama"I Said

"Thats Some Crazy Shit..Man I Wish My Mama Would Ya Heard Me"He Said

"I Know Right Im Never Speakin To My Mama Again"I Stated

"Nah You Can't Do That Thats Ya Mama.."He Said

"Im So Mad At Her"I Said Shakin My Head

"Don't Be Mad...You Should Be Glad Now You Know That Ya Father Loves You Did He A Leave A Number In That Letter" He Asked

"Yeah He Left Everything Even His Own Email Address"I Said As I Laughed A Little

"You Should Use It..Its Only Right That You At Least Call Em Or Meet Up With Him"August Encourage Me

"I Don't Think Im Ready Mentally For All That Yet"I Said Truthfully

"Well I Hope You Take That Chance To Have A Relationship With Em"August Said

"Speaking Of Relationships Got Who Got Dumped Today"I Asked August

"Oh Shit Thats A Hard One..Hol Up Lemme Think..That Nigga Who Fixed My Rims"He Said As He Laughed

I Gigggled And Said "Wrong!...Nope It Was I"

"Ah Man...You A Single Woman Now"August Asked

"Im Single Ass Fuck" I Said

"You Know Ima Single Man Myself"He Said

"Well Im Single You Single So Whats Up?"I Said As Giggled

"You Already Know Whats Up?"He Said

I Blush And Said "Get Back To Work Call Me Later"

"Fasho Ima Call You After I Leave The Studio Tonight"He Said

I Smiled And Hung Up The Phone

Someone Tapped On My Window

I Let My Window Down And It Was That Girl Who Worked With Ryan At The Shop Her Name Myrah

"Myrah Right"I Asked Her

"Yeah Can I Talk You For A Second"She Asked

While Im Thinkinn Inside My Head "What The Fuck You Want"

I Opened My Car Door And Stepped Out The Car "What Can I Help You With" I Asked

"I Don't Know How Ima Say This But Im Just Goin To Say It"She Said

"Okay Well I Don't Have All Day So Just Spit It Out"I Said While Smilin

"Ryan And I Have Been...We Have...Well We Have Been Sleepin Together"She Said

"Sleepin Together As In Having Sex?"I Asked

"Yes..Im Not A Home Wrecker...Im Not That Kinda Of Girl Thats Why I Have To Let You Know I Can't Have This On My Congest "She Said Tryin To Explained

I Started Laughing

"Im Sorry" She Apologized

"No Don't Be...You Know Myrah I Would Care But I Met A Man Not Boy A Real Man With A Really Really Big Dick Who Fucks Me All Night Long So You Can Have Little Ryan And Little Ryan Can Have You..Why You Think I Cheated His Penis His Small And I Know You Know That"I Said As A Smiled Spread On My Face

Myrah Start Looking Very Uncomfortable

"I Would Love To Sit Here And Talk To You..But I Was Up All Night Getting My Pussy Fucked Hard..So I Have Go Get Some Rest Because Im Probably Getting So More Good D Tonight"I Said As I Smiled

"Umm Yeah Oh Okay"Myrah Said Looking Very Uncomfortable And Very Disturbed

"Bye Bye...And Girl I Love..Love Those Shoes By The Way"I Said Complimenting Her Pretty Pink Pumps

I Got Back In My Car And Began Laughing My Ass Off

So I Wasn't The Only One Creepin Around I Was So Over Ryan Now

I Spent That Whole Day Throwing All Ryan Shit Out

I Took A Hot Bubble Than My Ass Went To Sleep

I Woke Up To A Phone Call From About 2 In The Morning

"Hello"I Answered The Phone In A Half Sleep Tone

"Wake That Ass Up I Just Left The Studio" He Said

"Come Over"I Said

"Save My Spot Warm"He Said

"Hurry Up"I Said

"I'll Be There In About 10 Minutes"He Said

"Alright"I Said

He Hung Up The Phone I Quickly Got Up And Washed My Face And Brushed My Teeth

I Had On Some Pink Boy Shorts And A White Spaghetti Strap Tank Top

My Hair Was Up In A Ponytail And Had No Make Up On

August Arrived At My Door I Opened My Door

And Said "Welcome To My Castle" With A Smile

He Walked In And Picked Me Up

I Kissed Him And Said "I Miss You Too"

He Closed The Door Back And Said "Im Exhausted"

"Lets Go To Sleep"I Said As I Got Off Him I Grabbed Him By His Hand And Took Him To My Bedroom

He Took His Shoes Off Ass I Closed My Bedroom Door

He Laid On My Bed On His Back I Got On Top Of Him And Said "How Was Your Day"

"Stressful"He Said

"What Happened"I Asked As I Pulled His Shirt Up And Started Rubbing On His Tattoos

"Everybody And They Mama Want Me To Buy Em A House Or A Car...I Don't Even Got A An Album Out Yet"He Said Frustrated

"People Are A Tripp These Days"I Said Shakin My Head

"Tell Me About Me...This Fame Don't Make It No Better I Can't Even Tell Who Usin Me And Who Not...Sometimes I Miss Being Broke"He Said

"August Everything You Have Is Because You Grinded For It You Did It! Don't Feel Guilty About The Things You Worked Hard For Fuck Everybody Baby You Don't Owe Nobody Shit"I Explained

"But Everybody Steady Got They Hands Out"He Said

"Where They Was At When You Ain't Have Nothing...Lets Keep It Real If You Lost Everything Right Now Nobody Would Care About You No More"I Said

"Even You"He Asked

I Grabbed His Hand And Said "Never...Broke,Poor,Or Rich I'll Always Care About You"

I Kissed Him On His Neck

"Its Been A Change Of Plans..Im Starting Promo Tomorrow...Im Leaving For Newyork Tomorrow Night'He Said

I Just Stared At Him In Silence Because I Lowkey Didn't Want Him To Go And I Could Tell He Lowkey Didn't Want To Leave Me

"Ya Heard Me?"He Asked Me

"Yeah"I Said Softly

"When I Get Off Tour..You Probably Gon Have A Boyfriend And Shit And A Nigga Gon Be Hurt"He Said

I Smiled And Said "No Im Not"

"You Betta Not"He Said Seriously

He Grabbed My Pussy And Said "This My Pussy Don't Get Shit Twisted Im The Only Nigga Thats Gon Be Fuckin You"

"Its All Yours"I Said Softly