We Sexed Untill The Sun Came Up…He Was Real Gentle With Me But At The Same Time He Put It On Me

I Screamed With Pleasure All Night Long I Came Over And Over Again

The Way He Licked Me The Way He Stared At Me While Goin Deep Inside Me The Way He Licked His Lips As He Was About To Cum Was Something Truly To Experience

I Woke Up The Next Morning Way Before August I Was Just Staring At Him Thinkin About Last Night

It Was Good So Damn Good

I Was Sore But I Was Also Relaxed.I Felt Stressed Free.I Was Just Hoping That I Was Good To Him Like He Was So Goo To Me

He Finally Opened His Eyes And Said "Why Just Up Starin At Me While Im Sleep Being Creepy And Shit"

I Giggle And Said "Good D Will Make You Creepy"

He Smiled And Said "You Right About That I Done Had Bitches Stalk Me Because My Dick Was Too Good"

"Oh Whatever August You Ain't Got It Like That" I Said As I Smiled

"You Wasn't Talkin All That Shit Last Night"He Said

I Blush And Said "I Can't Believe We Did That Last Night We Did It All Night"

"Why Not You Was Ther...Shit Was Good Too…You A Freak"He Said

I Giggle And Said "I Don't Even Know How To Be A Freak"

My Phone That Was On The Night Stand Next To Me Started To Ring

I Looked At It…It Was Ryan Callin Again

I Just Decline His Call Again

"How Many Times He Called"August Asked

"I Lost Count"I Said

"Why Don't You Answer It…You Know You Love That Nigga"August Said

"Can You Really Say That After We Did What We Did Last Night"I Said

"If You Ain't Love That Nigga How Come You Ain't Just Break It Off With Him Last Night"He Asked

"Because We Haven't Made It Official Yet"I Said As I Smiled

"It Don't Matta!..Just Tell That Nigga You Done "August Demanded

"Are You Demanding Me To Break Up With My Boyfriend"I Asked Tryna Get A Clear Understanding

"Excuse Me Yo Boyfriend

..Was You Thinking About Your Boyfriend Last Night When You Was Suckin My Dick Last Night" He Asked

I Rolled My Eyes And And Threw My Pillow At Him

"Do You Always Gotta Be Asshole About Everything" I Said As I Frowned My Face And Stood Up And Stormed In To The Bathroom

And Slammed The Door "Stupid Asshole!" I Said To Myself

I Turned On The Shower And Took My Robe Off I Was Ready To Leave This Hotel

I Stepped In The Hot Steamy Shower

I Took Some Soap And Lather It On My Body

As I Stood Under The Shower And Felt The Hot Water On My Body It Was So Relaxing And Soothing

Until August Got In The Shower With Me

He Grabbed Me And I Pulled Away From Him

"Oh You Mad At Me Now"He Said

He Shoved Me In The Corner Of The Shower

"Leave Me Alone"I Said With And Attitude

He Got Closer To Me And Lifted Me Up Against The Shower Wall And Began Fuckin Me Hard

"This Pussy Aint Mad At Me Tho" August Said

He Kept Going Harder And Harder And I Just Couldn't Resist It It Was Feeling So Good To Me

"Daddy"I Moaned

He Whispered In My Ear And Said "Yeah Thats My Fuckin Name Say That Shit Again!"

"Daddy Daddy….Daddy"I Moaned Out

And Just Like I Wasn't Mad Anymore

After We Finished

We Got Out The Shower And I Was Dryin Off

"I Start Promo This Week"He Said

"Okay"I Said As I Smiled

"Okay And After That…The Tour Starts Off In Houston In A Few Weeks"He Said

"Oh I See" I Said

"I Don't Want This Distance Thang Tear Us Apart Ziah…You Know Girls Be Tripping When A Nigga Busy"He Said

"Im Not Like Those Girls..Go On The Road Get Ya Money…I Completely Understand I Will Nevaa Make You Choose Between Me And Your Career"I Said

He Grabbed Me By Arm And Said "Well I'll Facetime You Ever Night"

I Smiled "And I'll Call You Every Day"

He Rubbed On My Arms And Noticed The Cutting Marks On My Arm

"What Is All This"He Asked Examining My Arm

"You Be Cutting Ya Self Or Some Shit Like That" He Said As A Joked

I Stared At Him With A Serious Look And Said "Sometimes"

"Why"He Asked

"I Don't Like To Feel Pain Inside I Rather Feel It Outside "I Said

"You Ain't Gotta Do This…Don't Messed Up Ya Body..You Musta Been Through Some Shit"He Said While Still Looking At My Arm

"You Don't Know The Half"I Said

"If I Asked You Stop Would You"He Asked

"If You Told Me You Really Cared About Me I Would"I Replied

"I Care About You,Stop"He Said

Than He Kissed Me And Said "When Im Back In Town Ihop On Me"

I Giggle And Said "Ima Miss You"

After We Left Eachother And Said Our Goodbyes I Headed Home

I Got To The Door And Before I Could Open The Door Ryan Had Already Opened it And Let Me In

I Walked In And Smiled And Said "Hey You Off Today"

My Skin Was Glowing And All That Sex I Had Had Me In A Beautiful Mood

I Was Smiling In My Own Little World While Taking My Heels Off When Ryan Asked

"Who Fucks You Better Me Or Him"

I Immediately Turned My Head And Looked At Him And Said "What! "

"Must Be August Cause You Never Glow Like That After We Make Love"He Said

I Faked A Smiled And Said "What Are You Talking About Ryan"

"You Know What Im Talking About You And August"Ryan Said

I Push My Hair Back And Said "Are You Seriously Accusing Me"

"Im Not Accusing You…Im Tellin What I Know..You Was Blushing At Every Word He Was Sayin Last Night..I Saw The Lust In His Eyes For You"Ryan Said

And I Started Breaking Down

"Sorry"I Cried

"I Know "You Didn't Mean To Do It" "It Just Happened" Yeah Its Been Said A Million Times By Selfish Bitches Like You Every Day…So Please Save The Dramatic Ass Movies Lines "He Said With Tears In His Eyes

I Noticed A Packed Bag Next To Ryan

"You Leavin Me"I Asked As I Cried

"Depends"He Replied

"On What"I Asked

"Do You Love Him"He Asked

"What Why?"I Asked

"Well If You Just Had Sex With Him…We Can Fix This But If You Love Him Im Gone Today"He Said

"Ryan Listen"I Started To Say But He Cut Me Off

"I Don't Wanna Listen Anymore Do You Love Him Yes Or No"He Asked With Tears In His Eyes

And I Just Stood Ther As A Single Tear Slowly Fell Down My Face And I Said "He Loves The Way I Looked,We Go Out,We Talk,And Most Of All He Doesn't Break His Promieses"

He Picked Up His Bag And Said "I'll Be Back To Get The Rest Of My Things Later This Week"

And I Had Officially Just Broke My First Heart Ever

He Turned Around And Walked Out And He Left

Five Years Just Down Drain Just Like That

I Knew That Was Last Time I'll Ever See Ryan

Never Intended To Hurt Him Or Anyone Else Just Couldn't Hid What I Felt For August

I Was Standing Around An Empty Apartment That I Had Picked Out With Ryan

After High School This Was All He Afford Back When We Was In Love

I Couldn't Stay In This Apartment All Alone I Had To Go

So Some How I Whined Up At My Mother House

I Knocked On The Door On She Opened The Door

"I Called You Last Night"She Said

"Are You My Mother Or My Boyfriend?"I Asked

I Walked In Sat In The Living Room On The Couch

"Why You Up So Early"My Mother Said As She Across From On The Love Seat

"Its Not Early Its 9" I Said

"That's Not Early"She Asked

She Took A Closer Look At Me And Asked "And What Is That Glow On You"

"What Glow"I Said Playin Dumb

"Have You Had Sex"She Asked

"Ma Please…Don't Go Ther"I Said Feeling Embarrassed

"Oh My Lord…Aziah…Did You Use Protection"She Asked

"Of Course Mama..Im Not A Fool…And Plus Im Going To The Doctors Next Week And Im Getting Birth Control Asap"I Replied

"Well At Least You Got Some Brains"She Said

"More Than You Do"I Said

"Anyways You Want Some Lemonade..I Know You Must Be Thirsty From All That Sex You Been Havin"She Said

"MA!"I Whined

"What…What Is It?"She Asked Looking Clueless

"Don't Say Sex You Make It Sound So Nasty"I Said

"Oh Child Please"She Said As She Laughed

I Noticed A Stack Of Paper On The Table In Between Us

"Ma..You Got A Newspaper I Need To Start Looking For A New Apartment"I Said Going Through The Paper On The Table

"Yeah It Should Be One Over There..And Whats Wrong With Your Apartment You Have Now"She Asked

"Umm. Ryan Left This Morning And I Really Don't Wanna Be In That Apartment Anymore"I Said Still Going Through The Papers When I Found A Envelope With My Name On It

"He Left!"She Said

"What Is This"I Said Showing My Mother The Envelope

I Looked Down At The Envelope Reading The Name Christopher Daniels

"Christopher Daniels…My Father This Is From My Father?"I Said

My Mother Stood Up And Tried To Snatch The Envelope From My Hand

But I Snatched It Right Back From Her

"My Father Wrote Me And You Didn't Tell Me"I Asked

I Haven't Talked Or Heard From My Father Since He Left Us I Thought He Forgot All About Me

"Ma Why Wouldn't You Tell Me That He Wrote Me?"I Asked

"Why Do Even Wanna Still Communicate With Him He Left Us.…Aziah He Left Me And You"She Claim Trying To Justify Het Wrongs

I Quickly Opened The Letter And Read It