Eventually Fell Asleep On August Chest

The Next Morning I Woke Up In August Bed Alone And August Was Sitting On His Futon On His Laptop

"Morning"I Said As Stretched

"Good Morning"He Said Smiling At Me

"Been Up All Night"I Asked Him.

"Somethin Like That"He Replied

"Come Here I Wanna Kiss"I Said

He Closed His Laptop And Stood Up And Crawl On Top Of Me

And Kissed Me

I Kissed Him On His Soft Lips One More Time

"I Gotta Get You Fat You Too Skinny"I Said As I Giggled

"I Got Big Dick Tho"He Said As He Laughed

"Lemme See"I Joked

"You Betta Stop Playin Before I Really Pull This Motherfuckin Out Forreal You Don't Want These Problems"He Said

I Giggled And Said "Boy I Can I Solve Those Problems"

"You Scared Of The Dick Thats Why We Stopped Last Night"He Said

I Laughed And Said "Ima Let You Think That August"

He Kissed Me Again And Said "You Feel Better Tho"

I Smiled And Said "I'll Feel Better When Im Free Again"

"Than Just Break Up With The Nigga"August Said

"Its Not That Easy August"I Said

"Why Cause You Still Love That Nigga!"August Asked

I Didn't Answer The Question Cause I Didn't Know How To

He Got Off Me And Said "Why You Here With Me Than"He Asked While Laying On His Back

I Got On Top Of Him And Said "Cause I Like Being With You"

"You Like Going Home To Him Too"He Stated

"I Don't I Hate It When I Leave You"I Admitted

"I Just Don't Want Ya To Play Me For Him"He Said

I Smiled And Said "August You Should Know That I Choose You Over Him Any Day"

"Than Call The Quits On That Nigga"He Said

"I Need Time August I Been With For Five Years Its Not That Easy"I Said

"Listen I Just Want You To Focused On Testimony..Don't Worry About Me And Him Or Him...Just Know You Got Me"I Said

"Oh I Got Ya"He Asked

"You Got Me...Im Here...Im Ya Number One Supporter"I Said

I Kissed His Lips And Said "My Baby Feeling Insecure"

He Laughed And Said "Im Not Insecure..Im Just Making Sure You Ain't Tryna Play Me"

"Im Not"I Said Staring In His Eyes

He Grabbed My Hair And Pulled My Lips To His

Ah I Love It When He Does This

August Had Things To Do So I Had To Kiss My Baby Bye Bye

I Drove Home Showered Got Dressed And Than Went By My Mother House

I Really Didn't Wanna See My Mother But I Promised My Grandmother I Would So Here I Am

Sitting In My Car Preparing Myself Mentally And Emotionally To See My Mother Cause Me And My Mother Never Really Got Along I Mean She Was An Alcoholic Most Of My Childhood So Of Course I Resented Her For That

I Finally I Got Out My Car.. Because It Was Early In The Morning I Figured My Mother Was Outside Having Breakfast In Front Of Her Garden

And I Was Right

I Walked Out In The Patio In Outside In The Backyard

My Mother Saw Me And Her Face Light It Up She Was Sitting At The Table Reading The Paper

My Mother Was Beautiful She Was So Youthful I GuessThats Why Everyone Thinks Shes My Sister Insted Of My Mother

"Well Look What The Cat Dragged In"My Mother Said As She Smiled

"Hi"I Said As I Sat Across From Her

"Hi...How Are You Miss Thang"She Said

"Im Okay And You"I Asked Being Polite

"Im Doing Fine"She Said As She Smiled

"You Look Good....Aziah You Don't Age A Bit Do You"She Asked

"I Guess I Get That From My Grandma...She 60 Something Looking Like She 40 Something"I Said

"No You Don't...You Get It From Me..Your Mother Im Your Mother"She Said Being Defensive

"I Personally Think I Get Everything From My Grandmother My Ways And My Looks...I Like To Drink Tho I Get That From You Mama"I Said As I Slightly Frowned My Face Up

"Funny Real Funny...I Heard You And Ryan Splitting Up After All These Years"My Mother Asked

"Well You Heard Right ..Things Don't Always Work Out How You Want Em Too"I Said..

"Oh Aziah Thats Awful" She Said

"Ma How Is That Awful?"I Asked

"Ryan Is A Good Man A Real Good Man He Good With His Hands He Has A Job...He's Sweet As Pie...Who You Gonn Want You Now?"She Said

I Rolled My Eyes And Said "Wow Ma That Was Fast..Here We Go..I Have You Know That I Got Dudes Lining Up To Be With Thats Better Than Ryan..I Won't End Up Alone And Lonely Like You"

"Sweet Heart I Didn't Mean It Like That I Was Just A Good Man Is Hard To Find Believe Their Real Hard To Find "She Said

"And Hard To Keep Thats Why You Let Another Female Steal Daddy From You"I Said

"When You Get A Husband Lets See How Long You Keep Him"She Said

"Longer Than You Kept Your Husband!"I Said

"Hey Watch Your Tone" She Warned Me

"Im Damn Near 21 Im Grown"I Said

"Age Doesn't Mean Anything When You Still Young In The Brain"She Said

"At Least Im Not Drunk In The Brain"I Said

"Aziah Watch Your Mouth"My Mother Said

"Look I Don't Wanna Be Here Im Here Cause My Grandma Asked Me Too"I Said

"You Still Worship Her Like She's God"My Mother Asked

"She Took Care Of Me And Loved Me I Owe Her My Life"I Said

My Mother Shook Her Head And Said "No You Owe Me Your Life Im The One Who Carried You For Nine Months I Went Through 16 Hours Of Hard Labor If You Owe Anyone Its Me"My Mother Said

"Yeah But It Was My Grandma Who Cooked For Me,Took Care Of Me When I Was Sick,Loved Me,And Cared For Me While You Somewhere Drunk"I Said

"Im Not Going There With You Today Miss Thang"She Said

"Whatever Ma"I Said As My Phone Started Ringin It Was Gia

I Answered And Said "Hey"

"Guess What!"Gia Said Being Excited

"What" I Asked Her

"Me And My Baby Going Out Tonight"She Said

"Who August"I Asked

"Duh Who Else"She Asked

"Oh Really"I Said With My Eyebrows Raised

"Yea I Just Got Off The Phone With Him Listen I Need A Favor BestFriend"She Said

"What Is It?"I Askesd

"I Need You And Ryan To Meet Us At The Restaurant Cause I Can't Be Alone With Him Again I Don't Wanna Sleep With Again Than I'll Really Fuck Up My Chances With Him"She Said

"No Gia Im Not Bouta Be In A Room With You August And Ryan It Will Be Weird"I Said

"How When You Gon Be With Yo Boo And Ima Be With My Boo And Plus We Gon Eat Good Too "She Said

"You And August Should Be Alone And Really Get To Know Eachother Better" I Said

"Aziah I Need You Come On It'll Be Fun..Please Please You Don't Want Me To Sleep With August Again Now Do You"She Said.

And In My Head Im Thinkinn "Hell Fuck No"

"Have Self Control"I Said

"What Is That?"She Joked

"Im Serious"I Said

"Im Serious Aziah Just Do This One Little Thing For Me Pleasee Im Begging You BestFriend"She Said

"What Time Gia?"I Asked

"8 Thank You Thank You Thank You"She Said

"You Not Welcome"I Said

"Whatever We Still Going To Get Those Smoothies"She Asked

"Yeah I Be On The Way In About A Hour"I Said

"Okay BestFriend Im Bouta Get Ready"She Said

"Alright Bye Bye" I Said As i Hung

And I Immediately Dialed August Number

He Answered And Said "Hey Sexy"

"Wassup..You Takin My BestFriend Out Tonight"I Asked

"I Was Just About To Call You And Tell You That...She Called And I Couldn't Keep Making Excuses Not To See Her So I Was Like Fuck It Lets Go"He Said

"I Can't Believe You August...."I Said Shakin My Head

"Believe What You The One Told Me To Play Along"He Said

"Yeah But I Didn't Say Go Fall In Love With The Bitch"I Said

"Why You Trippin Its Just Dinner Chill"He Said

"Im Chilled! Don't See Why You Can't Cancel With Her Tell Her You Gotta Show Or Something"I Said

"Just Like I Don't See Why You Won't Break Up With That Lame"He Said.

I Was In My Feelings And From The Sounds Of It He Was Too

"You Fuckin That Nigga Not Me So Go Tell That Nigga What To Do"He Said

"After Tonight You Might End Up Fuckin Her And She My BestFriend!...Like Damn We Was Just In Bed Together Now You Takin Her Out"I Said

"Nigga You Told Me Too Im Not Bouta Argue With You"He Said

"Don't Go Get Ready You Got A Date Tonight"I Said

"Yeah Go Home Make Dinner For That Nigga!"He Said

And Hung Up On Me

My Mother Was Shakin Her Head

"What!"I Said

"Who Was That?"She Asked

"If You Must Know Ma Thats My New Friend His Name Is August Alsina"I Said

"And How Does He Know Gia" She Asked

"Because Gia And Him Talk Well Not Really He Doesn't Like Her He Likes Me And Now Me And Him Talk"I Explained

"And He's Taking Her Out Tonight"She Asked

"Yup"I Replied

"You Know Better That Aziah Gia Been Your Friend Since 5th Grade How Could You"She Said Making Me Feel Bad

"I Can't Help Ma I Really Like Him And He Likes Me Too We Got So Much In Common And We Got Chemistry I Never Felt This Way Before About Anyone Not Even Ryan"I Said

"You Need To Stop Talking To That Boy Today He's Not Worth You And Gia's Friendship"She Said

"Ma You Don't Even Know Him"I Said

"He's Taking Your Bestfriend Out Tonight On A Date He's Doesn't Sound Like A Good Person"She Said

"Am I Supposed To Take Advice From A Recovering Alcoholic"I Asked

"Aziah!"She Said Angry

"I Gotta Go"I Said Unbothered As I Stood Up

"Thanks For Stopping By"She Said

"Thank Grandma"I Said Rudly