Josh grips my waist and then he spins me around so that I'm facing him. He rests his forehead against mine and I open my eyes to meet his. "If you want me to stop," he says in a low voice. "Now would be the time to tell me."

I smile at him. "You're kidding, right?" I place my hands on his cheeks and lean in to press my lips against his. "Make me yours, Josh Andrews." I whisper.

He clenches his jaw and I see the desire in his eyes. I grab his hand and pull him out of the kitchen, down the hall, to my bedroom. The curtains are closed and there is faded light coming in but it's dark for the most part, making this moment even more intimate.

As soon as we're inside, Josh pushes the door closed and then his lips are on mine again. He kisses me the way he kissed me earlier in the week when we were outside the gym. It's a desperate kiss. His lips are possessive over mine. I take off my cardigan then pull my blouse off out of my head.

He spins me around so he's behind me. He begins to kiss my shoulders, the back of my neck, across my back while his hands grip my bare waist. I turn around and he leans in to kiss me. His lips go down my chin then down my neck. He looks at me as he reaches out and pulls the strap of my bra down my shoulder. He leans in and kisses my collar bone as his hands go behind my back to unhook my bra. It falls to the ground and I watch as his eyes scan my naked chest, his eyes burning with desire.

"You're so fucking beautiful." He tells me.

He maintains eye contact with me as he leans in and puts my nipple in his mouth. A moan escapes from my throat and my eyes close. I feel so much pleasure as he kisses me. I almost want to explode. It's making me feel weak. I want to melt in him.

He grabs my waist and pushes me back on the bed. His lips don't leave my skin. He wasn't kidding when he told me he wanted to kiss me everywhere. I am filled with pleasure but right now, all I want is to feel him inside me. "Josh." I whisper.

He's kissing my breasts then moves on down my stomach. I feel his hands on my shorts. He unbuttons them then pulls them off leaving me in my panties. "Josh." I whisper again and he looks up at me. "Just do it already, please."

He half smiles as he hovers over me. He kisses me for a long time before he pulls away. "I told you I wanted to take my time." He whispers against my lips.

"You can take your time after."

He grins. "Oh, I plan to do it after too."

My eyes close as he leans down and begins to kiss me again. I arch my back and moan when I feel his lips on my inner thigh. His tongue trails down my leg before he moves on to the other one. I'm desperate but also enjoying this at the same time. He kisses me through my panties and I shut my eyes and grip the pillow as I feel him pull it down my hips, out of my legs. And then he's kissing me. It's slow at first which fills me with torture and pleasure. And then his lips move quicker. Jesus. He's so good with his tongue.

He stops just before I reach climax and I open my eyes to see him take his shirt off. He looks at me as he unbuckles his pants and pulls them down. Then he hovers over me and he kisses me.

"Natalie," He whispers.

"Hmm." I moan.

"Look at me." He commands and I open my eyes slowly. "I want you to look at me, okay?" He kisses me. "I'll stop if you close your eyes."

"That's not fair." I accuse making him chuckle.

"Nothing turns me on more than when you look at me," He whispers against my lips. He reaches out and I gasp when I feel him. And then he's gone.

I didn't even realize I had closed my eyes. I open them and meet Josh's eyes and then he goes inside me slowly making me moan in pleasure. His hand finds mine on the bed and he intertwines his fingers with mine as he moves over me. It's slow at first which only makes me ache more more. Everything is slow at first with Josh. He's so good at making me want him even more through a slow burn.

We look at each other as he moves. After a moment, he begins to move faster. He kisses me as he moves and I try to move my lips against his but it's so hard to concentrate when he's giving me the best sex I've ever had. He kisses my cheek then my neck and I throw my head back, wanting him to have all of me. The room is filled with the sound of our moans and heavy breaths as our bodies move faster and faster.

"Fuck." Josh cusses as we come. He buries his face in my neck. I feel his hot breath on my skin as our bodies relax together. We stay like that for a moment. I like the way his body feels against mine. Bare against bare. He presses his lips against my neck before he moves over and lays on his back next to me.

Josh puts his arm around my shoulders and pulls me over to him. I rest my head in his shoulder and place my palm against his chest. His skin is hot and sweaty. It makes me want to do it all over again.

"Wow." He whispers.

"Wow." I repeat and laugh. "I can't believe it finally happened."

He kisses the top of my head. "You're mine now, Natalie. There's no going back."

I smile. "Well, I did ask didn't I?"

His chest vibrates as he laughs. "You did, yes. It was really sexy."

We lay like that for a moment, trying to catch our breath. I can't believe it actually happened. Finally. I got to experience what it's like to be with him and it has only left me wanting more. My mind wants to think about what this means for us and it also wants to think about Brad but I shut all of those thoughts off. I don't want to worry about anything tonight. It's just Josh and I.

I press my lips on his chest and kiss him. "Can we do it my way now?"

His eyes glisten in excitement. "What is your way?"

I smile. "Sit up and I'll show you."

He grins but sits up and rests his back against the bed rest. He places his hands on my waist as I throw my leg over him. He grunts when I grab him. I smile because he's instantly hard for me. I play with him, enjoying the way he looks at me with pleasure. Especially when I use my mouth. And then I raise my hips and sit on him.

"Jesus, Natalie, what are you doing to me?" He asks looking at me hazily.

I kiss him hard and fast on the lips then move down to his neck and run my hands all over his chest. I begin to move on him and he grips my hips then puts his arms around my waist and presses me closer to him. I put my hands on his hair and he buries his face in my chest. I feel his tongue on my chest as I move faster and faster. I throw my head back and close my eyes, allowing my hips to do the job.

I rest my head on his shoulder as we collapse for the second time. I stay on him, liking the way he feels inside of me. I was so wrong to think that I wouldn't want him after we finally did it. Very wrong. I've never wanted someone as much as I want him. I love his hands and lips on my naked body. I'm scared I'm never going to get enough. It was already hard to be away from him before, what am I supposed to do now when it's even harder?

"That was good," Josh says. "Very good. But I think I prefer my way."

I laugh looking up at him. "You're really into the lovemaking, aren't you?"

He kisses me. "Yes, especially with you."

I move my hips on him and he moans making me smile. He runs his hands down my back then he leans down and kisses my nipple making goosebumps run all over my body. "How is it that I want you again already?" He asks, his lips moving against my neck.

I place my hand on the back of his head and press him closer to me. He begins to kiss my neck, nibbling on my skin. I've never been a fan of hickeys. I've always thought they were gross but somehow tonight, I really want to be marked by Josh. I like the noises his lips and tongue make as he sucks on my skin. Before I know it, I'm moving against him again.

I'm breaking records here. I have no idea where we're getting the energy to go again but our bodies yearn each other. Josh puts his arm around my waist then spins us around on the bed so he's on top of me again.

"You're so good," I whisper against his neck and that makes him move faster on top of me.

I lose count of the times Josh and I go at it. I think we fall asleep somewhere before dawn just to wake up and do it all over again. I think we're both trying to turn off the fire between us in one night but as the night goes on, I realize one night won't be enough. The more time I spend with him, the bigger the fire gets. By the time dawn comes, I'm convinced I'm never going to get enough of him.

I move my head to look at him. He's sleeping and I admire how handsome he is for a moment. I can't believe this man wants me as much as I want him just like I can't believe this man is the same boy I used to hang out with in high school all of those years ago. Who would have thought that we had this thing between us?

I run my fingers against his chest, down to his six pack. He's all mine. Right here. Right now. I don't want the night to end though it already has. How am I supposed to go back to my normal, dull life after this? I don't want to think about that right now. I just want to enjoy this moment with Josh. With his arms around me, with my hand on his muscular chest. I don't know what's going to happen between us. I don't know what's coming but I do know that I'll never forget this night with him.

This night will be worth whatever happens. I know that much and that's enough for now.

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