April 9, 2020

timmy has been here for five days and we've been hanging out non stop, the day he arrived we just relaxed, the second day he was here we painted, the third day we went to an aquarium and we rode bikes around my neighborhood it was pretty fun, he fell and i just laughed at him instead of helping him, oops.

the fourth day we went to the Santa Monica pier and we had so much fun to be honest, there wasn't a time we weren't laughing and talking, it just went smoothly and i liked that a little too much, i have known timothee for a month i think, we spend a lot of that time online and talking every day, through texts and face time

but we are now hanging out in person and we have three days left, i like him a lot and now is not in a friendly way so much, i think a month is a great time to be friends and see what happens, but i'm not sure how he feels.

i have been in LA for five days and i'm having a blast, vic has made everything better, she makes me laugh, she makes me talk, she makes me comfortable, she makes me want to look at her all the time, i like her a lot, i like how i feel when i'm with her.

we have been talking to each other for about a month and it is enough right? yo know if you like someone in more than a friendly way? yes i think so.

so i know i like her i've sent her hints, for example the day we were in Santa Monica i would brush my hand with hers and try to grab it, i would make intense eye contact and then look at her lips, i gave her my coat and all of that stuff you do for your crush.

i don't know if she's blind or dumb but she didn't seem to catch any of my hints, but she's flirty too, so i guess that's a sign? we'll see, today we're hangin out again and we're going to the beach. i can't wait, maybe i'll make a move this time.

we are in the beach right now, i brought a blanket and a basket with food so we can have a picnic, we arrived here late because i want to watch the sunset and timmy agreed.

"hey tim, are you okay?" i noticed he was being quiet and i didn't like that "everything is fine, don't worry" he smiled "i have to tell you something tho" he says and suddenly i'm nervous "you know you can tell me everything, what's up?" i ask worried "so we have been hanging out a lot and talking a lot right" he speaks again "yeah" i'm scared "and well i like how things are going between us, you make me laugh, you make me feel things i don't feel with anybody" he smiles again before i can speak he speaks "and i like you a lot" he finally says, i widen my eyes not expecting that at all.

"you don't have to say anything, i just wanted to tell you that and to tell you how i feel about you, if you don't feel the same way that's totally fine-" he won't shut up "timmy i like you too, a lot if i'm being honest" he stares at me with wide eyes "you do?" he sound surprised? "of course i do, you are super smart, funny, you know how to make me feel good, you are good at everything you do, you take interest in my interests, you are so so talented and not to add super hot" i reply "you think i'm hot?" he asks with a smirk on his lips"really? i just told you everything i like about you and you only gathered the part where i tell you you're hot?" he's unbelievable "i'm kidding vic, by the way, you are hot too" he sends me a cheeky smile.

"so what now?" i ask him, because honestly i want to know "vic i'm willing to try anything with you, i like you too much" he answers "tim me too" i don't know what else to say "long distance and everything? the fans, paparazzi, the media?" he sounds worried "yeah everything, i want to see where this goes" i tell him "me too, so vic do you want to be my girlfriend?" he asks and i laugh "yes timmy".

he then leans in and his lips meet mine, he grabs my jaw with his hand and we start moving our lips, at first it was soft and slow but then we started speeding up, we were sitting on the sand so he grabbed me and i was straddling this legs with his hands in my waist, his tongue made its way into my mouth and i moaned softly grabbing the curls at the nape of his neck, he groaned lightly and i smirked.

after a while of making out we saw the sunset and talked some more "tim, do you mind having this relationship in private?" i ask "no i don't mind" he says "i don't mean like super super private, but not make it instagram public you know?" i say "yeah don't worry" he kisses my temple "we can also like drop hints and don't hide that much" i want a private relationship but i don't mind if the fans speculate or we are seen in public "yeah i agree, it will be good for us" and then he kisses me again slowly.

this was perfect holy shit.

@vicdavis: guess who took the pic of the sunset and i? hint: he's hot 😉

(i know this is italy and not LA bear with me)

username62: Niall Horan?

—vicdavis: not that hot 🙄

username39: the view 😍😍

username74: i like your dress vic

oliviarouyre: i'm so happy for you!

username51: why are you happy?

fanpagetim: someone saw her with timmy

username516: i hope that's not true

devonleecarslon: pretty pretty!!!😍😍

wildflowercases: 👀👀

—vicdavis:👀👀

username604:new phone case???

emmachamberlain: we can't be wives anymore 🥲

username525:🐍🐍🐍🐍

username27: stupid aaa bitch

tchalamet: hot? 😏

username51:WHATTTTT?!!!!!!

username81: HOLYE AJWUUSWHWJAIIA

username616: guys chill out, they can be just friends that tease each other

username93: are you convincing us or yourself?

kendalljenner:😍😍

ysername525: were you on a date??

—vicdavis: maybe 😋😋

chapter 19 done!!! they are together now!!!!! i'm excited for the rest of the story, they are too cute, i didn't know how to write the kissing scene 😩 sorry if it is a bit awkward hahhhaha

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