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"None of us is promised an easy life. There is nothing we can do to keep ourselves immune to trials, and we cannot eradicate painful feelings in our lives. But even the most difficult seasons are not absent of God's love. And this love changes us. This is what I want to tell you: on the far side of pain we don't prefer, we find transformation we wouldn't trade."

-Nicole Zasowski

Taehyung held his hands together to stop them from shaking as he sat down on the chair in front of the Senior Doctor.

"Are you ready for the results, Mr. Jeon ?" The doctor asked.

He closed his eyes for a second and took a breathe to stop himself from panicking as he felt anxiety rise through again.

"Yes, I am." He replied and opened his dark orbs and the other gave him a reassuring smile.

The doctor took his iPad from the table and looked at it.

Taehyung bit his lips in wait and crossed his fingers.

He felt overwhelmed again but not to an extreme extent. He was scared and nervous.

Doctor's lips curled up.

"Just as I thought." He mumbled to himself and looked up at younger.

"It's an Allergy,Mr. Jeon."

And as soon as he spoke the words, Taehyung felt an immediate relief. His tensed shoulders relaxed,he unclenched his fist and the fear disappeared.

"Oh."

"Yes."

"You don't need to worry."

"I'm not sure from exactly what are you allergic from right now. We have to do one more test for that. But I can say that it's from one of your skin care products."

"Did you recently changed products ? "

The younger thought for a second and nodded.

"I did,yes."

"Than its clear from where you got it. I am prescribing you a medicine that will help you with a bump." Said the doctor and started writing on the prescription.

"Stop using any new products and even after that if the bump continues to appear. You can call me."

"I'll book you another appointment and a test to confirm from what exactly you're allergic from."

"Okay." Said Taehyung in a soft voice.

"Go ahead and get some rest,Mr. Jeon. It looks like you need it."

"And please don't think about it anymore."

The younger nodded and took the prescription, standing up from his seat.

"Thankyou." He said feeling a lot grateful.

And soon turned around to walk out of the room.

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As soon as he sat in the backseat of his car. He slumped back with a sigh. He was relieved.

But the day alone has been a lot for him and he can't just forget about the party that is going to place tonight.

Taehyung just needs some time to himself.

He needs it badly,wants to be alone. So that he can collect himself.

His head was really hurting. And keeping his eyes open was proving to be very difficult.

"To my dad's." He said to the driver after a minute and closed his orbs.

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Just as his car stopped in front of the mansion. Choi Ari, their long time and trusted housekeeper stepped out.

"Master Taehyung." She greeted as he got out of the car.

"How are you ?"

"I'm fine,Ari. You ?"

"I'm doing good myself."

"And I am sorry to inform you but your dad is not home."

"Oh it's okay."

"I just wanted to spend sometime in the garden alone."

"Are you sure,you are okay ?" She asked with a concerned look.

"Yes,I am. Don't worry. Just make sure no one disturbs me."

"I can't let you be out in the garden like that. It's cold."

"I'll be fine."

Taehyung brushed her off. And just turned to go to his favorite spot in his mother's garden.

Cold wind passed by him and his hair moved with them.

But without stopping he continued to walk.

He stopped in front of a tall tree. The leaves were all shed and the branches were covered with white crystals.

He sat down under it,back against the trunk.

He brought his legs closer and wrapped his arms around them.

Taehyung rested his head against the tree and looked up.

"I miss you,mom."

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He was stirred awake when he heard his phone rang.

Opening his eyes confused. He looked around.

He fell asleep out there.

Taehyung looked down to find a comforter covering him with a beanie on his head to protect him from the cold.

A small smile took over his face.

Ari must have done this. He thought.

He took out his phone and saw the time.

He was out in the garden for half an hour.

The small nap made him feel a little better. So he stood up with the comforter still around him and walked in the mansion.

The housekeeper saw him and smiled.

"Master Taehyung, you're up. Here I made hot chocolate for you."

"Yeah,thank you for covering me in the cold." He said and gestured to the warm comforter.

"You're welcome."

"But I have to say no to the hot chocolate. I'm getting late. I have to be at Jeon's soon."

"A hot chocolate doesn't take much long." Said Ari.

He opened his mouth to say something.

But the housekeeper stopped him.

"I will put the hot chocolate in the sealed cup. Than you can drink it in the car."She said and walked to the kitchen.

Taehyung stood there for a minute, waiting for her to return.

"Here,now you can go."

This time he took the cup without any fuss.

"Thankyou."

He gave her the comforter and the beanie back.

"I'll see you soon,Ari."

"See you soon,too. Master Taehyung."

"Oh and please don't tell Dad about my visit. He'll just worry."

"I'm afraid I can't do that."

Still he smiled.

"I know but it was a worth a try to ask.

His phone rang again and he shook his head with a smile.

"I should get going."

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Jungkook was pacing in their room all worried.

His head was filled with concern for Taehyung.

The younger was not picking up his calls and it scared him.

"Please be fine." He muttered under his breath and took his phone to call him again.

Just than Taehyung entered the room,looking exhausted.

And Jungkook rushed to him immediately.

"Where were you ? Are you okay ? Why were you not picking up my calls ?" He asked and held his shoulders.

Taehyung was startled by it but a small smile took over his face when he saw the other was genuinely worried and cared for him.

The older's action towards him gave the younger some warmth and made his heart flutter.

"I'm okay, Jungkook. Calm down."

"Are you sure ?"

Taehyung chuckled at that.

"Yes,I'm sure."

Jungkook stared at him for a minute to make sure that he was indeed alright. And after that he let him go and took a step a back.

"Why were you not answering my call ?" He questioned with composure.

"It was on silent. I didn't hear it. Sorry."

He lied. Taehyung simply didn't want to talk to anyone.

"Okay."

"What took you so long ?"

"I dropped by my dad's. I just wanted to visit the garden there." He said truthfully this time.

The older hummed.

"And what-what happened in the hospital ? I'm so sorry,Taehyung. I knew you wanted me there and I wanted to be there with you too but father and hyung didn't let me."

"I swear I wanted to be there."

"Please forgive me." He rambled but stopped when the younger hugged him.

"It's okay, Jungkook. Please don't apologise."

"I was fine. And it's nothing serious. They did a test and it was just an allergy."

Just as he said his words. He heard Jungkook sigh in relief and the elder's arms tightened around him more.

"I told you. It was nothing serious." He mumbled.

And Taehyung blinked as his eyes were filled with tears again.

He felt safe and relieved in the other's arms. Taehyung forgot all his stress.

"Yeah-yeah you did."

When Jungkook heard his voice break and he pulled back to look him in the eyes.

"Why are there tears in your eyes ?" He asked as he placed his palm on his cheek and caressed it with so much care.

"I just feel--"

"So relieved. Like-like the stress I was taking since morning is gone." The younger explained as he cupped Jungkook's palm on his cheek.

"So you're crying because you are happy,right ?"

"I guess." Taehyung answered sniffling and Jungkook chuckled.

"Hey, you look like you need some sleep ?"

"Why don't you take a nap. And your hands are really cold too,huh ? "

The younger shook his head.

"There's no time, Jungkook."

"I have to get ready and I should probably go downstairs and help Jin and Jimin hyung."

"I didn't do anything all day."

But the other shook his head.

"You're not going anywhere. And you also need some rest, Taehyung."

"It's been a really long day for you, hasn't it ? "

Taehyung stared at the familiar doe eyes staring at him with so much concern that he didn't hold back.

"Yes, it was really long day."He said silently.

Jungkook pulled his hand from the cheek back and held his hand as he guided the younger to the bed.

"Please get rest."

The other helped him lay down and covered him with the thickest comforter.

"I'll wake you up,Don't worry."

Taehyung didn't find it within himself to protest because Jungkook left him speechless.

And his heart beat fastened again.

He's really trying to change....for me..........for us.

The younger smiled and closed his eyes when he felt Jungkook run his fingers through his hairs.

And that calmed him. He finally allowed his body to relax.

Taehyung was asleep within five minutes.

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Jungkook sat on the bed right beside him as he watched him sleep.

Taehyung's face looked pale and it pained him.

He took others hand and held it with so much caution and care.

"I am so sorry."

"I'll try to be better. I promise."

"I'll give you a happy life."

"I will try my best."

He kissed the back of his palm. And just as looked up. He didn't notice that a tear from his eyes has also fallen down.

"I'm sorry."He mumbled as tears started streaming down to his face.

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Taehyung woke up and blinked his eyes as he sat up on the bed laying against the head rest.

"You're up." Said Jungkook as he sat on the couch with the laptop in front of him.

"Yeah." His voice husky.

"Do you want some water ? "

The younger nodded.

"Please."

Jungkook got up and walked to the bed side to pick up a glass of water and gave it to him.

Just than they heard a knock on the door.

But the elder didn't move.

"How are you feeling now ?" He asked instead.

Taehyung smiled.

"Good."

Again he stared at him for a minute to make sure and than turned around to check who's on the door.

He opened the door and saw a fairly young blonde woman standing in front of him with a bag in her hands.

"Who are you ?" He questioned as he never saw her in the mansion.

"I called her, Jungkook."Answered Taehyung instead.

And the older turned to look at him.

"You can come in, Mia." The younger continued and stood up from the bed, stretching his hands.

"Why ?"

"Oh she'll help me get ready for the party, Jungkook."

"Have you seen how swollen my eyes look right now."

"But it doesn't matter, you always look pretty." Said Jungkook before he could stop himself.

And just like that younger's cheeks turned red as he ducked his head.

They also heard a cough in the background and Jungkook cursed himself internally.

"I-I'll let you get ready,too. I shoud head out now."He said hurriedly and turned around to leave.

But stopped.

"Taehyung-?"

"I already placed the suit in your study and everything else you need. You can get dressed."

Jungkook nodded and immediately left the room.

And thankfully no one noticed how his ears has turned red. And how he was biting his lower lip all flustered.

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