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Lucius Seneca

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Jungkook. Their marriage. The perfect Jeons.

These were the only thoughts that covered Taehyung's mind all the time now.

But Before his wedding. His mom was his whole world. Taehyung's life revolved around his mom and dad.

So it was really hard for Taehyung when he lost his mom. It took him months to move on and function properly like a normal human.

And when he got married his visits to his mom's grave lessened. However he still thought about her every night. The phone calls with his dad decreased. Though he missed the elder so much and yearned for his warm embrace.

In simple words , everything changed after his wedding with Jeon Jungkook. It was like a completely new world for him.

Sitting in the car with his dad. He thought about all the changes that have happened and reminisced old memories that he shared with his mom.

Only silence was there in the car. As latter's dad drove them to their destination. It was a hazy and rather cold day.

Both were grieving for their loss silently.

No words were being exchanged between them.

The happiness of seeing each other after long time was nowhere now as grief of loss took over the pair.

When the car stopped he gulped as the he felt a pang in his chest.

And when he got out with his dad. The pain only increased.

He could feel his heart beat faster as his hair swayed with air.

Taehyung was completely still for a second. A wave of emotion took over him.

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His eyes teared up. As he finally stood in front of the grave of his mom.

He miss her.

Taehyung saw how his dad placed a beautiful bouquet of flowers on the grave and kneeled next to it, caressing his hands on the engraving of her name on the stone lovingly.

Taehyung watched as his dad whispered some words to her.

His dad loved her so much. And he still does.

From childhood he saw the pair act so lovingly with each other. They were the ideal couple who always understood each other without even saying a word.

Surely it was tough for him to loose her. But Taehyung and his dad stood strong for each other.

They had to be strong. And they still are.

Taehyung tried to blink away the tears in his eyes. He refused to cry at the moment.

His dad was having his time with her and the latter continued to watch him. The young pair of brown orbs held so many emotions.

After a while his dad finally stood up after shedding some heartfelt tears. And walked upto him. His head casted down.

The elder didn't say anything just patted him on his back softly and walked away without turning back.

Giving Taehyung some alone time.

" M---mom " stuttered the boy.

"I------I-------miss----- you-------- you. Why did you leave us ?"

"I feel so alone without you."

"I miss your warm hugs, sweet words, beautiful voice. I miss the way you always took care of me and protected me."

"Now there's no one to take care of me. No one. Dad's always away. And my family-------my so called family is so cold to me. I don't know what to do. I don't want to live like this mom. I don't."

"I even miss the way you used to scold me.when I was at wrong. "Said Taehyung as he scoffed bitterly. The pain of loss clearly evident.

The latter finally allowed the tears to flow down his cheek. He felt so weak.

"You were my safe place. And now-------now ------- I don't have any---------any safe place. "Whimpered Taehyung.

Slowly his legs gave up on him. And he kneeled in front of her.

He was crying. He missed his mom. He craved for some warmth and love.

"You used to say that your Taehyungie is strong. And I am not mom. I am not Strong. I am so weak. "Cried the latter as he shook his head gulping.

"Mom I'm not strong. I am not strong. I can't I just can't. Please come back to me. Please. "Taehyung cried like a baby.

"I miss you so bad."

"Please come and hug your Taehyungie now. "

"Mom I need you---------- I need you. I need your love. Please don't do this to me. Please."

Taehyung cried like there was no tomorrow. He was really close to his mom. And it really hurt him bad

He tried to stop his tears whimpering. It was really tough for him.

He even started hiccuping while crying missing his mother badly when he felt someone towering over him.

He swallowed harshly while wiping his tears with the back of his hands.

No he doesn't want anyone to see him like this. So pathetic and so weak

Taehyung tried to stop the upcoming tears. But everything was just so hard for him.

He felt a warm hand on his shoulder which made him turn around.

Jungkook's heart broke. When he saw the the state Taehyung was in.

The latter was looking at him with so much uncertainty and confusion

"Jungkook" he said his voice barely above a whisper. But the black haired boy heard him clearly. His voice was husky from all the crying.

Jungkook didn't say a word. But just lifted his hand from other's shoulder. And extended his arms in the air for him.

Taehyung got the message and immediately got up flying in his arms.

He was too out to think right. He thought it was his imagination. And he was not going to waste such an opportunity of being close to Jungkook. Even when he thinks that it's just a mere imagination of him. But he was so wrong this time.

The tears started flowing down his cheeks again. When he finally felt the warmth he was longing for.

The warm and loving embrace caused the poor boy to broke down again.

He just tightened his hold on other and cried his heart out.

"Shhh love calm down. I'm here. Okay? Please Breathe ." for me uttered Jungkook softly as he rubbed Taehyung's back.

Trying to calm down the latter.

Taehyung just hiccuped in response.

"Taehyung please take a deep breath for me." said Jungkook again but his voice was a little stern this time.

And Taehyung finally starting taking deep breaths whimpering.

Jungkook just tightened his hold on him and kissed his forehead.

Again Taehyung was not in his right mind. And didn't register the kiss and the endearing name.

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Taehyung was calm now. He also realised that it was not a dream. Jungkook was really here.

He was obviously a little embarrassed now. His nose and cheek were still rosy red.

He didn't dare to look up and continued to hide his face in Jungkook's chest.

He was really confused too. Jungkook never acted like that before. It scared him a little.

But the boy decided to live in the moment.

"Jungkook ----------------- Taehyung" came a voice which made them pull away from each other startled.

Both were looking everywhere but except at each other.

" Dad" Taehyung mumbled and turned to look at the elder.

Taehyung's dad and Jungkook had an eye contact and nodded at each other. They had already greeted each other before Jungkook went to Taehyung.

"It's about to rain. Let's return now. "Said the elder.

Taehyung and Jungkook agreed to it. And silently followed the elder.

As they were walking to their cars. Taehyung noticed a big black expensive car next to his dad. It was Jungkook's.

His dad stopped near the cars and turned around to look at both.

"So I think it's enough for today. See you both next time. When we all will be feeling a lot better than today"

Jungkook nodded silently as Taehyung came forward to hug the latter tight.

"I love you dad "whispered Taehyung as he pulled away from him.

His dad smiled.

"I love you too taebear."

Just as Taehyung turned around. Jungkook opened the car for him. His face was back to being blank.

So biting his lips anxiously. He sat down in the car. His husband closing the door for him.

Jungkook turned around to go to his seat when a voice stopped him.

"Take care of him Jungkook."

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Taehyung and Jungkook where sitting on the backseat. As their driver drove the car.

The weather outside was colder now.

And Taehyung shivered as he felt the temperature drop.

"Increase the heat "said Jungkook to the driver when he noticed it.

Driver doing what he was told to do.

Taehyung turned to look at Jungkook whose face was stoic and blank.

He frowned when he realised the old Jungkook is back. The new Jungkook was only for sometime.

He bit his lips as he felt new emotions rise.

He is not ready for the old Jungkook. He is not. He was too in his thoughts that he didn't notice tears falling from his eyes.

But Jungkook did who thought it was because he missed his mom. And brought the latter in his arms again hugging the latter tight.

Taehyung was feeling so overwhelmed that he let himself drown in those arms.

He wanted to be close with Jungkook. And his husband was not objecting. He simply pulled him on his lap.

Taehyung turned red at their position. But did nothing to pull out. He simply placed his head on the column between the neck and shoulder of the latter.

The warmth and the love Jungkook provided made him feel sleepy. He tried to stay awake but soon found himself finally drifting to sleep.

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"We're here sir" said the driver softly.

And Jungkook looked down at Taehyung who made no movement to get up.

He frowned but soon realised that Taehyung feel asleep. A soft pout was their on his face.

[Imagine the eyes are closed]

Jungkook chuckled at the Adorable behaviour of other.

He didn't had it in himself to wake the latter up so he quietly told the driver to open the door for him.

As soon as the door opened. Jungkook stepped out of the car with Taehyung in his arms.

He was holding his husband bridal style.

And without even talking and glancing at anyone. He took his husband in their room.

And placed him on the bed gently. Pulling the covers.

"Sleep well love. Sleep well"

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Jungkook went to his study after freshening up and sat on the small cozy couch.

Just than his phone rang.

"Hello" he answered

"How did it go?" another voice spoke on the phone.

"What do you mean?"

"You know what I mean tell me ." hissed the person on the call.

"Well I went there and comforted Taehyung" informed Jungkook.

"And?"

"And ?"

"How do it feel ?"

"It felt amazing. I was happy that I was there to comfort him and give him a shoulder. "Answered Jungkook with a smile as thought about Taehyung.

"See I told you. I knew you would like it. Now all you gotta do next is to take Taehyung on a date."

"What ? Why?"

"What do you mean why.? You gotta build a bond with each other. Do you remember why did you come to me for?"

Jungkook was silent for a minute but soon answered.

"I came to you because once I heard Taehyung cry himself to sleep.

And than I realised that he always cried himself to sleep------------"

"Than you came to me because after knowing about Taehyung's habit. You were disturbed and disoriented. So here I am helping you to improve your relationship with your husband."

"And I'm grateful for that Dr. Yugyeom. I just can't help but snap at Taehyung for every small things. I don't want to do it. But it's like a automatic response. "

"I know Jungkook. The first reaction you give is actually depended on the interactions you saw while growing up and it affected you and in some ways you were also taught to act like that. But the second reaction or when you think I should have acted like that was what you want to really act like.

So you act like that subconsciously. Don't worry we're working on it. And it's just a small date. Trust me it will be good for both you and Taehyung." Explained Doctor.

"I trust you but isn't it too soon? "Asked Jungkook hesitant. He was scared of Taehyung's reaction.

"Too soon ? Jungkook we are working on your attitude and behaviour for six months. I am sure it's not soon.

Now go and ask Taehyung on a date. "

With that yugyeom ended the call. And the latter sighed. He was scared thinking that Taehyung will definitely reject him.

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Hey hope you guys liked it 💜

We got to see soft Jungkook!!

I'm sorry i was supposed to update way earlier but I was really busy.

Anyway I sprained my ankle and now I will just sit and rest. So maybe I'll try to update this and my other books too by the schedule I have set up.

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