Your routine with Kess continued for the next week. Every night when he was off from his shifts, he would come into your quarters. When you slept with him, it was unlike anything Kylo Ren had put you through. It was sweet and pure. Sure, it got rough and passionate as sex often did, but you could feel the love Kess had for you. You stopped worrying about where the commander had run off to or why he hadn't come back yet. You didn't care that he was going to lose his temper if he ever found out what happened between you and the Stormtrooper. All you cared about was your time with a man who really, truly cared for you and made you feel loved. That was all that mattered.

Even though you couldn't see Kess very often during the day, you started carrying your lunch from your room back to the cafeteria he normally ate in. This became one of your new routines and it was enjoyable for the both of you. Although a lot of people gave you odd looks, you ignored them. You knew there was going to be talk, especially since Kess told you how quickly rumors spread, but you couldn't care less. Rumors could be shut down. The only people who knew the truth were you and Kess.

About three days after the first week without Kylo went by, you carry your lunch into the cafeteria as always. You spy Kess sitting at your usual table and make your way over to him. He gives you a familiar grin, filling your stomach with butterflies and lifting your spirits. Something about him was just so magnetic.

"What have you got today?"He looks down at your tray as you set it down.

"A sandwich that we can split." You wink. "Because I know you have a bigger appetite than anyone in this room. Some blue milk and a Naboo fruit."

Kess grabs the other half of your sandwich and takes a bite out of it, humming happily to himself. You laugh and reach across the table, giving him a small push. "You're so weird." He grasps your hand and smirks, but you quickly pull away, lowering your voice to a soft hiss. "Kess, you can't just grab my hand. No one is supposed to know about this. About us."

"Let them look." He shrugs, joking. "As far as they're concerned, we're just friends. A regular couple of best friends."

You laugh once more at the ridiculousness of it. "Ugh! Don't ever say that again."

Kess's big grin leaves his face. Your sandwich falls out of his hand as his entire expression twists. He slams a fist on the table, suddenly growing very red. The veins in his neck and forehead begin to protrude against his skin.

"Kess?" You fly to your feet at once. "Oh stars, what's wrong?"

He obviously wasn't choking on any food, there was none in his mouth. It was as though he was just... suffocating. Like something was choking him. Your brows furrowed in confusion. You didn't know how to help him if it seemed like an invisible hand was wrapping around his throat. An invisible hand. The Force. Your face goes pale and you whirl around. Just as you expected, Kylo Ren was standing there with his hand extended toward Kess, his broad shoulders heaving.

"Stop it!" You scream, flying over toward your master in less than a second. "Commander, please! You're going to kill him." By now, the entire cafeteria was staring at the scene unfolding before them. You grab onto Kylo's strong arm and put your entire body weight on it, trying to rip it down. "Kylo!"

He lowers his hand and looks down at you. You could feel his piercing glare behind his mask. Kess falls onto the table with a loud bang, choking and sputtering as he pulls oxygen desperately into his lungs. Kylo turns and storms out of the noisy room, his black cloak fluttering at his ankles. You give Kess an apologetic look, before rushing out to catch up to your master. He doesn't acknowledge your pleading voice until you both make it back to his quarters. Kylo whirls around, taking you off guard. You back away quickly, until you slam into a wall and stare fearfully into the black slits of his mask.

"I leave for a week and three days and you're already fucking someone else?" He snaps.

"How did you-"

Kylo scoffs, his fists curling so tightly that you were sure his gloves would tear at the seams. "We're a dyad, pet. And I'm not a fool. I saw him take your hand in there and I now know he was the one you were with when you reached out to me."

"Please don't hurt him," you beg with a small sob. "I'm begging you! He didn't do anything wrong! He doesn't know about us! I swear!"

"No one has the right to your body except for me. I made it perfectly clear that you belong to me." He snarls menacingly.

At this, your fear turns into anger. "I don't like being used by you. The only reason I slept with Kess is because he gave me something you never could and never will! You can't just use my body however you want and then run off to who-knows-where for some silly mission without even telling me! The only person in the wrong here is you."

Ren twitches slightly at your cold words. "I don't have to explain myself to you, Butterfly."

"Stop it!" Your voice raises as tears prick your eyes. "You have no right to call me that. You murdered the only person who is allowed to call me by that name."

"I did what I had to do." Kylo hisses icily. "You're my inferior. You don't get to tell me what or what not to call you."

"I'm not going to call you 'Commander.'" You spit. "You're a monster!"

You gasp as Kylo's gloved hand shoots out and locks tightly around your throat. He leans in, the plate of his mask hovering over your face. In a voice as low and cold as ice he replies, "yes I am."

You glare at him as he places his leather thumb on your tongue, pulling your mouth open and your lip down. You couldn't help but choke as he thrusts two fingers down your throat, your eyes widening as drool drips down from your lips.

"Let's put this mouth to work, shall we?" Kylo growls. He chuckles as you squeak in response. "On your knees, pet."

You sink to your knees as slowly as possible, not once breaking eye contact with the black visor in front of his eyes. Kylo grabs a fistful of your hair roughly and pulls it out of your face, before reaching down with his free hand and unzipping his pants. He reaches into his pants and tugs down his underwear far enough to free his already hard cock. You nearly moan at the sight of it. Its massive size, protruding veins, curving shaft, and head dripping with pre-cum was enough to make you wet.

"Get on with it!" Kylo orders.

Your lips curve mischievously when you hear the desperation in his voice. It was difficult to make out with his vocoder, but it was there. You grasp the end of his shaft and lean in, your lips grazing the head as he pulls in a sharp breath. His fingers dig into your skull. "Don't be such a tease. Get-"

He is interrupted by your mouth sliding over his member. The size fills up your mouth almost immediately as you skillfully swirl your tongue along the underside of his shaft. Kylo's head tips back to the ceiling as a low groan escapes his lips, followed by erotic gasps. Saliva drips down from your mouth as you move your head back and forth steadily. Kylo's hand pushes against the back of your head and you gag as his dick hits the back of your throat. You moan lowly and he tenses up when he feels the vibrations of it against his cock.

"Fuck," he hisses.

Your throat and jaw was beginning to get sore. You must have been sucking him off for about ten more minutes, before he finally releases without warning. His hot, salty seed slides down your throat and fills your mouth. He pulls himself out of your mouth, looking down at you with a smirk behind his mask. His cum was dripping down from your lower lip. He wipes the liquid slowly and slides his thumb into your mouth. As you suck the mixture of spit and cum from his finger without an order, Kylo praises you with a "good girl."

You rise to your feet. You had gotten so used to having sex with Kess, that you had totally forgotten what Kylo always did. The memory of it all comes rushing back when he grabs you and yanks you towards the bed, throwing you down on the edge. You gasp as he quite literally rips your shirt from your body, followed by your pants. Kylo yanks down your panties, smirking once more at the sight of the soaked cloth. His arm wraps around you and his hand forces your mouth open as he stuffs your panties inside. You arch your back for him, putting your ass and your dripping cunt on display. You gasp as his leather hand comes down across your skin. Hard.

"You like that, don't you?" Kylo grabs you by the throat once more and pulls your head up. "Filthy thing."

He drops you back on the bed and grabs hold of your hips, positioning himself over your entrance. Kylo thrusts his cock into your folds without warning, furiously thrusting in and out of you until he is balls deep. A moan rocks through your body, vibrating into the panties that had been stuffed in your mouth. Your walls clench onto him as a natural response, your back arching even further as you press into him. His hips slam into you repeatedly as deep grunts emit from his mask. You moan once more as he releases your hips and yanks off his gloves, dragging his short nails across your back, creating long red marks. As he pumps in and out of you, his hand lowers and toys with your over-stimulated clit.

Tears prick your eyes from the pressure of it all. You manage to spit out the panties using your tongue. "P-Please-"

"Who do you belong to?" Kylo snarls.

"Y-You!" You gasp, gripping tighter onto the sheets as his thrusts become uneven and sloppy. His fingers move over your clit at a faster pace to match it, coaxing an animalistic moan from you.

"Scream it! I want everyone on this damned ship to hear who's fucking you!" He drives his fingers into you and you scream.

"KYLO! FUCK!" You moaned so loudly, you were sure everyone on this ship knew what was happening. "COMMANDER! Let me cum! Please!"

Kylo pulls himself out of you and you sob, falling onto the bed in defeat. "You don't deserve to. You cum when I say you can."

He flips you onto your back and extends his hand toward the nightstand. The drawer flies open and out flies the familiar silk blindfold. You tremble as he ties it tightly over your eyes and removes his helmet, setting it down with a dull thunk. His hands grip onto the back of your knees and he pulls your legs over his shoulders, leaning down to grip your thighs. You moan and buck your hips upward as his mouth attacks your cunt. His tongue swirls around your aching nub and your clit, drawing short gasps from your one after another. Your nails scrabble over the silk blankets in desperation. You wanted to cum and above all, you wanted to see his face. In your desperation, you lift your hand and rip your blindfold down. You cry out as he pulls away from in between your legs to clasp his hand over your eyes.

Chills erupt all over your body as he leans in, his lips grazing your ear as he growls, "naughty pet. You see my face when I let you see my face."

With his free hand, he kneads your breasts as his velvety lips skim over your stomach. He manages to keep your eyes shut enough to tie the blindfold back over your eyes. You gasp as your wrists suddenly collide together, held in place by the Force. Asshole, you think angrily.

"Such a dirty mouth for such a fragile little Butterfly." He tuts softly.

The sound of your nickname on his lips makes you sob shortly. It sounded so close to the way Ben had said it. You were furious with your mind for making you think in such a way. As Kylo's tongue drags across your skin, you accidentally whimper, "Ben."

He freezes, his tongue lifting off of your body as his fingers dig painfully into your flesh. He was still for so long, that you would have thought he had left if he wasn't holding onto you. You cry out in pain when you feel the back of his hand connect with your face. It wasn't enough to hurt you, but it certainly was an effective warning.

"What did you just say?" He snarls.

"I'm sorry!" Tears soak through the fabric of the blindfold as a red splotch appears on your cheek. "I didn't mean to! P-Please!"

Kylo plunges not two, but three fingers into you without warning, causing you to scream in pain. He leans in once more as his fingers pump in and out of you at a rapid pace. "I told you that I don't want to hit you. Never say that name again."

"It was an accident." You whimper, tears spilling down your face.

Kylo's free hand cups your cheek, his thumb sliding over your skin to wipe your tears away. He pulls his other hand out of you and presses his lip to yours. The kiss was... surprising. It was passionate and fiery, but soft and gentle. Your lips move together rhythmically and as the Force releases you, your hand runs through his hair. Even though you couldn't see, you could feel that it was thick and wavy. Kylo continued to kiss you until your lips were red and you were breathless. He gets up from the bed and tucks himself away. You don't move until you hear the familiar hiss of the airlock sealing. You slowly sit up and pull down the blindfold, revealing your tear-filled eyes. Kylo watches you dress carefully, taking notice of your shaking legs and frightened expression. You begin to walk silently towards the door.

"Pet," Kylo's voice rumbles. "Come here." You bite your lip and walk back over to his side. He looks down at you. "You are no longer allowed to see that Stormtrooper, am I clear?"

"Y-Yes, Sir." You murmur, lowering your eyes.

Kylo tips your chin back up and grips the side of your face in a shockingly gentle manner. His thumb brushes along your cheek. "That's my girl."