The way to Abbacchio's room was clear, so you had no problems in getting into there without third parties disturbing or spying. Leone quickly opened the door and layed you on the bed while still kissing you, breaking the kiss only to close the door and catch some breath.

Two drunk bodies making out obviously would end doing something else: after a few long minutes of passionate make out sessions, Abbacchio started slowly getting the toga off of you, moving his lips from your face to every inch of new territory he was opening while taking off the clothes and whispering brief words of appreciation and affection while you were enjoying the moment.

Then, he couldn't resist anymore and roughly took off his clothes before finishing with yours, leaving you almost naked to look at his hard, pulsating dick.

As he got back onto you, kissing and sucking on your body, you couldn't stop yourself from thinking about Giorno. Everything reminded you of your first time with the emperor and you slowly were gaining the aknowledgment of what you were doing and what it would cause. As soon as Leone closed the distance between your womanhood and his member, you felt all those memories flash in front of you. Every single moment spending with your boyfriend was now showing in your mind as a film, making you feel guilty for the position you were in.

"No... Stop. I can't do this" you whispered right before the guard had to enter into you

"W-what? What do you mean stop?"

"I can't cheat on Giorno. It will become a problem, for both of us. And i don't want to cheat on him..."

"How can you stop me in a moment like this?! When i confessed to you a few moments ago?! When i almost made you mine!? " Abbacchio started yelling, still on top of you. His face became a mixture of hate and love, happiness and sadness, passion and apathy. He was mad at you, at himself and at Giorno, he made a fool of himself just to be stopped by someone who wasn't even near at the moment

"I'm sorry, i shouldn't have done this. It's my fault" you said as you started to get up, carefully shoving the man off to his side of the bed, but he stopped you

"Give me a chance. I love you and i can't stand how you and Giorno are together, living a life full of love in front of me, while i have to suffer everyday because the love of my life is with someone else. Give one chance, i beg you. We will-"

"Please stop, i can't do this. How can you not understand? I was just drunk, i'm sorry but i don't reciprocate your feelings, getting here was a mistake" you ended, now completely getting up from the bed and fixing your clothes as he fixed his.

When you tried to leave the room, Abbacchio grabbed you by your arm once again and turned you to face him. With tears in his eyes he hugged you, kissing your forehead and then spoke up again

"I won't give up, i will stand by your side and in the future you will be mine"

Without giving you a word, he kissed your lips one last time as you tried not to reciprocate, but you still weren't completely sober so you gave in and closed your eyes, in hopes that your mind and body won't ruin the relationships you established throughout your stay.

As you left the room you encountered the bitchy servant who threatened you a few days ago

"You are doomed. Prepare your belongings because you aren't staying here for longer. Oh wait, you won't be even left alive probably so don't bother. Giorno will kill you for such betrayal and foolish behaviour, you and your lover who so happens to be the man who once was against the emperor himself. Finally my dreams will come true" she said as she kept another servant by her side, probably as a witness of what happened

"You aren't doing anything" you scowled and crossed your arms, if your life had to be ruined then it certainly wasn't going to be a servant to bring you bad luck

"Oh really? We already wrote the letter while you were fucking a guard" she emphasized the word guard as if it was just as low as a dirty homeless man, but little did she know that said guard was already preparing himself

"I think this letter isn't going to be sent and you know why?" Abbacchio's voice ranged from his room, cleary angering the servant

"Tell me why you lowlife scum"

"Because you are stupid enough not to have left as soon as me and Y/N finished here" Leone ran out of the room with his gladio and impaled the witness servant with it as you stopped the threatening one from running away.

"Are there any more witnesses?" Leone asked roughly and the girl shook her head in fear

"N-no n-no it w-was only us. P-please s-spare my life and d-don't-"

She couldn't even finish the sentence as the man attacked her too, dirtying not only his hands and the floor, but also your clothes.

"This is our little secret Y/N, please go and change your clothes. I'll take care of this"

You weren't shocked anymore, with all the events happening you were starting to get used to such situations and the only thing that changed was the cruelty in those actions, but not the actions themselves. In a short amount of time you became the cause of different killings, whether for a good cause or not. But this time, you didn't feel guilty, not for the death of those servants. You were feeling guilty for almost cheating on Giorno, for drawing assumptions on his possible cheating and then ending up doing the same. And, you felt guilty for Abbacchio; you didn't want him to hurt because of you and yet you did completely the opposite. You broke him.

"I'm so sorry..." You blattered as Abbacchio hugged you once again, slowly patting your head and reassuring you

"Everything will be fine, i promise you. All you have to do is trust me alright?" He asked and you nodded to his words in slight disbelief. You almost humiliated him with your actions, but he was still there, reassuring you with the most genuine smile you've ever seen on him.

"Please don't catch feelings, don't be a hoe Please don't catch feelings, don't be a hoe Please don't catch feelings, don't be a hoe"

Meanwhile

"No way. You want me to all over that path just because you don't believe me?" Narancia yelled at his companion with a slightly irritated face

"It's not that i don't believe you, i just want to make sure. You do realise that we're having many problems if Giorno gets to know that the letter to the ONE AND ONLY LOVE OF HIS LIFE wasn't delivered right?" Mista yelled back with a more worried than irritated expression

"Yes but it's not me who dropped that! It's that dumbass guard, if anything Giorno must punish him not us"

"When it comes to Y/N Giorno could punish the whole empire. Plus she didn't react well at all, so we are having a sad Y/N, a mad Giorno and the possibility to get killed. Please do all of us a favour and control the path you did while coming here. If you don't find the letter ask the other guard to do the same. In any case we need to deliver that stone before Giorno notices this problem. Do you UNDERSTAND?"

"Yes yes i understand. I'm gonna get going then. See you in a few days brother, tell everyone i said hi"

"Will do, see you Narancia"

And as they said their goodbyes, they hugged each other and left: one back to the mansion and the other back to his working post

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The next day

"Hello Y/N, why so sad? It's seems like a good day today. It's pretty sunny and warm, but not too much you know. What happened?" Sevilya approached you in your room after roaming around the corridors and controlling whether everything was fine

"I- i don't know. I feel like shit..." You answered, not sure whether you could confess your feelings, snitching on yourself and Leone

"Oh no! Is it because of the letter? Honey i'm sure it's something with the delivery. Who knows these dumbos, they might've lost it! I'm sure Giorno wrote you a beautiful letter as he always did. And if he didn't for some reason then me and Trish are ready to cut his-"

"Hahaha no no, don't worry about this. I mean, i don't know what happened, but at the moment something else is bothering my mind" you cut Sevilya off and tried to change the topic, not wanting to hear what your friends could do with your boyfriend

"Oh really? Then please tell me what happened, i don't want to see you so sad, nobody would want that" your friends told you while giving you a tight hug as you felt becoming more fragile by each moment, on the verge of crying

"If i tell you this promise you will keep it a secret"