Wish you were here

The next day

You woke up earlier than usually, with a noticeable excitement regarding the meeting you will have now. You were looking forwards to befriending Trish's friend and spend time all together.... Maybe this would've helped you bare with your loneliness now that Giorno wasn't around. To spend time, you decided to write your boyfriend a letter too! But obviously you needed help with this since you weren't able to write in latin.

You stood up from your bed, had your morning routine and then opend the door. Mista and Abbacchio were guarding you, as expected by Giorno's order.

"Good morning everyone. Guido, could you help me please?" You asked as the two guards turned to you

"Of course" Mista answered and entered the room with you, while you closed the door in Leone's face. Abbacchio was highly displeased, firstly because you didn't ask him for help and secondly because of your last move, which indeed was pretty rude. Nonetheless, you had a feeling that asking Leone for that would've been a bad idea; you didn't know why but you were sure about it

"What can i help you with Y/N?" Mista light-heartedly asked, happy that he finally got an order directly from someone important who wasn't Giorno or Risotto.

"I would like to write to Giorno as well, but as you already know i can't really do that. I'll need your help to get the materials and i'll have to ask you to write for me. I'll tell you everything of course, you will just need to write what i say" you explained with a soft smile on your face, already thinking about what to write in order not to seem too clingy nor too cold

"Of course i will help! I'm going to get you the materials, i'll be back soon!" Your guard enthusiastically said and ran out of the room. He seemed to be as excited as you were.

You waited for a bit until your doors opened again and Abbacchio's voice was heard

"Y/N, your friends have arrived"

As soon as you heard this you got up and rushed towards the door too, eager to meet Trish and her friend. You all greeted each other and entered the room

"So Y/N, this is Sevilya, a very close friend of mine. She is actually a liberta, but still a very important member of this mansion. Besides, she knows all the guards well and is acquainted with Giorno too! I hope you two will get along with each other" Trish said as you and Sevilya shook hands and started to get to know each other

"Oh girls, actually i'm waiting for Guido to come back since he will help me write a letter to Giorno. I'll be extremely grateful if you'll help me as well" you told your friends as the room became full of squealing and 'awwww's

"Of course we will help you! Let's discuss how and what to write then!" Sevilya almost yelled as you all started talking about this matter

In about 10 minutes, Guido came back with all the materials and right after your writing session has started.

'My dear Giorno,

I miss you a lot, i never thought i'll miss someone as much as i am now. I wish you and your army to victoriously come home soon, i'm looking forward to seeing you and your people parading in the streets of Rome as the battled territories get annexed and the enemies lay defeated on the ground. Thank you for the information about Narancia, i will keep that in mind and i will receive letters from him only and send them through him only too. I love you so much, can't wait to see you again

Your Y/N'

"How does it sound?" You asked, trying to hide your feelings but the emotions were pouring out of you like waterfalls, it was even clear to blind people that you were extremely happy and content with what you did

"PERFECT!" all the three drammatically yelled, as Sevilya wiped some invisible tears, Trish put a hand on her heart and Guido used his friend's dress as a tissue for his nose; obviously gaining a slight punch on the shoulder afterwards

"Great, now we need to wait for Narancia to come back! Thank you so much for the help everyone! It was very fun writing letter with you all" you exclamated as you all reunited for a group hug. Afterwards, Guido left the room to go back to his guarding position

"What was all that mess in there?" Abbacchio asked his friend with a slight disappointment on his face

"Oh nothing much, me and the girls were helping Y/N since she wanted to write an answer to Giorno. I'm gonna be honest with you, i never expected Giorno to fall in love so quickly yet so deeply. I've read the letter he sent her and... I was speechless, never have i ever seen him so soft and romantic towards a girl. I mean, of course he was a good and educated man before, but it was all just to keep his reputation of great emperor, you know. While here it's different, he actually means those words. Seems like Giorno has found the one haha" Guido answered without really realising how these words hurted Abbacchio, who simply huffed without answering at all.

The next few hours it was all silent: you and the girls were in your room talking about whatever came into your minds, while outside your doors the guards didn't exchange a word. Mista fell asleep after having lunch, while Abbacchio was too into his deep thinking and overthinking about his life and his job.

"I'm just a fool, i have no chances anyways..."

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Days went by smooth afterwards: you spent your days with your friends and guards, occasionally reading again and again the lovely letters your boyfriend sent to you and writing him answers.

You two exchanged a lot of messages, replying as soon as possible which, in your case, meant immediately after finishing reading his ones. He told you about his successes in war, his paths, the new territories and how they looked like together with a few descriptions of the foreigners and, of course, he wrote about how much he loved you and thought about you.

You felt like reading a history book mixed with a touristic guide and a fluff fanfiction; sometimes feeling envious of his adventures while you were doing the same old things every day.

You were starting to get really bored of your new life: you couldn't go wherever you wanted, you always had to be accompanied by guards and most importantly you lacked of affection. You missed going to sleep with your boyfriend in your arms and having his face being the first thing you'd see after waking up. You wanted to hear his voice, not read his texts; you wanted to actually hug him and kiss him, maybe even something more, instead of just imagining it and replaying your moments together over and over. You even started to miss his overprotective side, whenever he'd cling on you when others were around and how he'd look at whoever started talking to you. You didn't even imagine how 'bad' his overprotective side actually was, you were very far from discovering the truth, and yet you missed his weird behaviour. You missed everything of him, as he was the music that kept you happy in the world you were living in.

He, too, was missing you a lot, to the extremes. While everyone in the army was having fun and drinking in the camp after another victory, he would simply distance himself from everyone and think about you. How you two met the first time, your first date, your first kiss, your first time... Your words of affection towards him, he missed them so much. He would've given all just to be able to see you again, to hear you...

"Just a few more weeks, and i will see you again my love. I will never leave your side anymore, i won't be able to do that. I hope you're doing fine baby, i hope you're thinking of me and remembering our good days in the relationship. Soon, very soon, we will continue our journey together in this life, i promise you Y/N"