Lock the doors,

close the windows,

stay in the room

I'd rather turn my days to nights

I'd rather see no passing time

The constant dark gets somehow darker

It mocks me, showing them to me

one by one

they all appear

They're here, they're talking to me again

Yet, I know that it won't last

Cause I can't hear them anymore

fading voices is all that's left

Why can't I hear my friends?

a child is playing now outside

And I can't fucking stand it

Horrible thoughts that cross my mind;

I want to crawl inside the child,

I want the child to crawl in me

I want to live its life carelessly outside

I want to see the sun again

I want to see my friends

it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts

how long has it been I wonder

Since I've touched another human being?