When i walk in the school halls

I see you passing by me

And I pretend that I am

Happy and painless

When you say Hi and Bye to me

But when I am alone

Tears fall down my eyes

Because I thought

true love would never die

You probably think I am

Doing so good without you

But oh how I wish

you could see inside of me

I put on a fake mask

Because this pain

Is endless inside of me

Why did you change?

Why don't you want to be with me?

We were suppose to last forever,

I thouht you really loved me?

I seen you walking with her one day

And I felt my life was

coming to a end

I had no one to love me anymore

I felt like you stabbed

me in the back and

the pain would never end

I wish you knew the truth about

what I hide from you inside of me

I can't eat...

I can't sleep...

Nothing means anything to me

Im missing something in my heart

Because your not next to me

And when I return home after school

I sit alone in my room and cry

and pray to God that we will soon be!

But I cry because you will never

be next to me

Because I hurt you

and let you go,but then you

turned around and hurt me

If my room walls could talk

it would tell you how much

I cry out to you

and how my life is not the same

because I don't have you

If my room walls could talk

It would tell you how much

pain that lives inside of me

because you were my first love

and I will never forget the pain

You left inside of me!!!