for fifteen year old Natalie James, first she meets her crush, then she makes the greatest friends, then she gets the part of a character from her favorite show.

But everything soon comes crashing down unexpectedly when something or more specifically someone walks in.

Natalie doesn't know how she's going to be able to focus on her work and health when she knows someone has her love interest wrapped around their finger.

The worst part of it all?

She's still trying to figure out herself through her character.

Natalie wished she could've laid in bed and ignored the boy but it was useless.

Now she lies awake at night thinking about the boy while he lies awake thinking about someone else.

Natalie doesn't have other options, she knows nobody else that will be her lover.

Maybe Natalie will try to find a new love and get over this one.

With so much spiraling out of control, a blast from the past turns up uninvited and flips her world upside down, ruining what she had planned.

As everything begins fall apart, Natalie can't help but think of the worse things.

Once things start messing with Natalie's head and screwing her mental health, she does the unthinkable.

Now the question is....

Who will she turn to when it sends her to the darkest place she prayed she would never go to?