I hear the front door open and close. I slowly step out in the hallway and took a deep breath. Breenan probably was being a gentlemen and he let Blake have his bed and he's laying on the couch. I walk down to the living room and didn't see him. As much as I dislike Nia, this is still wrong. I went to use the bathroom then went over to Trevor's door. I slowly open it and his room was dark except for a light on at his desk.

I walk into his room closing the door and went over to his bed. He was shirtless sleeping face up, and on-top of his blanket.

"Trevor" I whisper. He doesn't move and I get closer to the bed. "Trevor" I whisper and still nothing. I go sit on his bed and move in closer to him. "Trevor..." I say and I see him move his head. His turns to look at me then pops up.

"Cam..." he says grabbing my hand. "You okay? What's wrong?" he ask and I stare at him. "Camari..." he says.

"I just saw... Blake leaving Breenan's room" I say and he looks at me confused.

"What?"

"You heard me" I say and he stares at me. He let's go of my hand and swings his legs over the bed and I sit next to him.

"Maybe he just slept on the couch" Trevor says.

"He didn't. I checked" I say and he looks at me. He shakes his head and looks forward.

"I'm going to talk to him" he says standing up.

"And say what?"

"I don't know. And I'm obviously not the poster child for being faithful while in a relationship but he's getting married. I need to see where his heads at" he says leaving his room. I take a deep breath and moved back on the bed so I'm leaning on the headboard.

Maybe they didn't even do anything. Maybe they both were just really drunk and just fell asleep in the room. Breenan probably slept on the floor while Blake slept on the bed. Blake wouldn't do this. She doesn't seem the type of person. And Breenan is in-love with Nia, right? He's not going to jeopardize his relationship. I mean he even propose in front of our parents. What would our parents say?

Trevor returns after a little. He walks in his room shutting the door and he walks over to the bed sitting down on the end. His head dangles and I just knew. I see him run his fingers through his hair then shakes his head. We sit there in silence for awhile and neither of wanted to say anything.

What are we supposed to do? We did the same thing a few months ago. What is Breenan going to do? What did he tell Trevor? I continue to stare at Trevor and he looks ahead at the wall. I swing my legs over the bed and stand up.

"I'm going back to my room" I say walking over to the door.

"Wait Cam" Trevor says and I turn around and he walks up to me. He stares at me then leans his hand on the door behind me and I stare back at him. His blue eyes still danced although it was dark in the room. "Umm..."

"I'm not going to tell anyone" I say.

"No that's not what I was going to say" he says and I stare at him. "Are you... umm, are you happy?" he ask.

Happy?

Happy that my brother cheated on Nia? Happy with the way my life is going? Happy?

"What?" I ask.

"Are you happy, you know? Without me?" he says. A hole fills up inside me. My throat becomes dry and a chill sweeps pass. "I know it's a shitty time to be asking you this but... everything is going to shit so why not just confess to everything?"

Is he just saying this because he's hurt? Hurt by Blake? Am I now the rebound? Is this a test? Is he testing me to see if I want him still? What does this mean?

No.

No I'm not happy without him. I want to say that. But regardless of my feelings, we're not good for each other. I'm not good for him. I don't want to hurt him. I want him to be happy. And I'm still trying to make things right with me.

"Yes" I say. He smirks then looks down and shakes his head.

"Right" he says. He backs up from me and walks to his bed and I watch him. He sits down and looks at me and everything in me wants to go up to him and feel his soft lips. I want to lay next to him as he brings me close to his chest. I want Gravity to play right at this moment and not think about anything else. But that wasn't going to happen.

He stares at me and I turn around to leave his room. My heart starts racing and I look over at Breenan's room. I shake my head and walk back to my room and went to lay back in bed.

This time, I really couldn't fall asleep. I was wide awake. Too much has happened. Too much is going on. What will happen tomorrow?

When the early morning comes, I hear the shower going. I get up and start making my bed and gathering my things together. I open the door and walk down the hall to the living room. Breenan was in the kitchen cooking on the oven and looks over at me.

"Hey" he says.

"Hey" I say and Trevor walks up the hall.

"Need a ride home?" Breenan ask.

"Umm... no it's fine. Aria and Desi are outside" I lie.

"Oh... okay" he says.

"She needs a dress" Trevor says and I look over at him.

"Oh right. Do you need money for a dress?" Breenan says and I look at him confused.

"A dress for what?"

"Our company party. You know where we're pitching the software from Blake? It's the day after Nia's party" Breenan says. Wow, he used both their names.

"Oh. I'm going?"

"Yea, I'm even am letting you bring Nico as your date" Breenan laughs and my eyes widen.

"What?" I said and they look at me.

"I already told Nico" Breenan says and my head gets hot.

"Oh, I don't want to go with him. We're not really talking anymore" I said and Trevor and Breenan stare at me.

"Well I already invited him so it's whatever" Breenan says and I bite my lip.

"Okay, I'll see you later" I said.

"Let me know about the money" Breenan says I leave the apartment. Damn. Now Breenan's trying to be nice? Now he likes Nico? Now he wants Nico involved in stuff? Damn... it was my fault. I didn't tell them about Nico. And I also practically begged Breenan to let us be back at Puck's. I head down the stairs and start to make my way down the street.

Yea I said I wouldn't tell anyone but that doesn't mean I can't go talk to Blake about it. I break out in a sweat as I'm approaching her apartment. I head up and went to knock on her door and she takes a moment to answer.

"Hey Cam" she says with a smile. Her hair was up in a messy bun and she was wearing a sports bra with leggings.

"Can I come in?" I ask.

"Duhh" she laughs and I walk in. "Need me to drive you home?"

"Yea but first can we talk?" I ask and she walks to her bedroom.

"Yea" she says and she walks back to the front with a red shirt on. "Talk about what?" she says putting on her shoes.

"Just that you screwed my brother last night" I said and she looks at me.

"Did he tell you that?"

"No. I saw you leaving his room"

"Oh" she says continuing to put her shoes on.

"Blake... he's getting married!"

"Okay stop" she says standing up. "You have no right to try to scold me. Didn't you screw Trevor while he was dating Tori? Or do you really think that it didn't count because he was just teaching you?" she air quotes.

"I'm not saying that I'm a good example"

"Exactly. So we shouldn't even be having this conversation. What Breenan and I did is between us, got it?" she says and I stare at her.

"Whatever" I say and she smiles.

"Good, let's go" she says walking pass me and I follow her downstairs to her car. As Blake is driving she seems so unbothered. She was singing a long to the radio and tapping her hands on the steering-wheel. Is she even bothered by what she did last night? Does she care?

When we pull into the dorm, I gather my things and open the door.

"Thanks for the ride" I said and she smiles at me.

"If I don't see you this week, I'll see you at the work party"

"You're not going to Nia's party?" I ask and she smiles.

"Do you really think I was invited?" she said I stare at her. "Bye girl" she says and I close the door and made my way upstairs to my dorm.

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