"I'm going to go... the big meeting is getting closer and Blake is still teaching me things about the software" he says.

"Sounds good" I said walking to my closet to find something to wear. I pull out a tank-top and sweats and started to change into them. By the time I was finished changing I turn around and Trevor was staring at me. "Oh... you still here?" I ask and he smirks.

"Walk me out?"

"Fine..." I smile at him and walk pass him out my bedroom. When we get to the front door, Trevor holds me by my hips and I smile as his lips danced on my neck.

"All mine" he says and I turn to look at me and he smiles. "Pick you up later?"

"I'm actually going to relax today, I have a test coming up and homework to finish"

"Okay. Just let me know when you're free" he says kissing me.

"I will" I said and he kisses me one more time before leaving. I couldn't get the dorky smile off my face and I close the door then turn around to see Desi. "Hey..."

"Hi..." she says and I bite my lip. Did she just see Trevor and I kiss? We stare at each other and I shake my head.

"Desi..."

"Do you like... again or something?" she ask and I walk to the kitchen. "Have you guys been seeing each other already? How long? When did it start up? Why didn't you tell me? Any of these questions you're trying to answer?"

"How was your date?" I ask filling up the vase with water. The roses that Nico gave me sat in the kitchen and they go well with our dorm.

"Camari... I'm serious"

"That was the first time we've slept together since... the first time..."

"And?"

"What more do you want me to say Desi?"

"Do you fuckin like him?"

"I don't know.... Maybe?"

"And what about Nico?"

"Desi... all of this just happened, okay? Give me a minute to figure it out"

"I can't believe you"

"What?"

"You're really going to fall back into Trevor's lap that easy?" she says and I stare at her confused. "Don't get me wrong... I like the guy and all but he wasn't with you this summer. I WAS! He wasn't with you when you were crying. I WAS. He wasn't with you trying to repair what he left broken. I WAS! And it wasn't easy. But you're my best friend and I'll walk through fire for you. But this... this is stupid AS FUCK! So what you're telling me is that, he can leave you back home but now that you're in his presence again he wants you? BULLSHIT!"

"Okay Desi..."

"No don't do that Cam. Listen... I understand you don't have to tell me everything, okay I get it. But... Trevor... he was a huge milestone in your life. He took something so precious from you then walked away from it"

"He apologized"

"Bitch bye" she said and I stare at her. "Yea... I was rooting for you guys. I really was! But we went through hell this summer trying to get over that guy! I've never seen you cry so much and I've known you my whole life. That's when I realize that all Trevor is going to do is cause pain"

"Desi. Like I said... it was just sex. And anyways... he had a girlfriend before. And he was already living in another state and we wouldn't had worked out anyway"

"Oh so now he got you justifying what he did was right?"

"NO!"

"And doing this to Nico..."

"DOING WHAT? Nico and I aren't even together. We're going with the flow. We're casually seeing each other"

"Does he know that?"

"Yes"

"Right..."

"Desi... I'm not dropping Nico. I'm having fun. I'm playing the field. And I trust Trevor and... Nico is nice. So I don't have to hook-up with anyone else. I have what I need, you know?"

"You do realize they are in the same friend group? They're your brother's friends? They play basketball together"

"Desi... I got this handled. Don't worry"

"Whatever bruh" she says walking back to her room. I lean on the counter and shake my head. I spent the entire day doing homework and studying for my test.

The following morning, Desi was already gone and I roll my eyes. Honestly... how is she mad at me? After my first class, I walk to my Dating class and call Blake.

"Hey love" she answers.

"Hey... umm, you busy later on?"

"You need to work in your journal?"

"I mean yea, but I just wanted to hang out"

"Yea! I can pick you up when I'm off. I'll pick us up something to eat"

"Thank you Blake"

"Is something wrong?"

"No, it's fine. But I'll see you later"

"Okay, bye girl" she says and we get off the phone. This is why I haven't said anything to Desi. This is why I can't be open to her about my feelings with Trevor, Nico and how I'm feeling in general. Everyone needs a Blake in their life.

In lecture hall, I went to sit by Ava and her Desi exchange chats throughout the lecture. I ignore it and jot down my notes. I was texting Nico and Trevor throughout the day and I was careful.

After Blake picked me up, we hung out in her apartment eating food and we're on our 2nd bottle of wine. I was busy writing in my notebook as she worked on her stuff.

"I can't stand this anymore... what is going on?" she said and I look at her.

"What?"

"I can tell something is bothering you" she says and I stare at her. "Camari... come on we're girls. I'm here to help and not judge" she adds and I took a deep breath.

"I slept with Trevor" I said and she stares at me.

"Oh..." she said and I shake my head. "Was it... nice?" she says and we both laugh. "Are you guys talking again?"

"No. I don't know"

"What happened with Nico?"

"Nothing... I'm still talking to him too"

"Okay, this is fine. This is the advice I told you to do. Go play the field, have fun" she says and I stare at her.

"Give it to me straight Blake"

"I didn't particular mean play the field... with Trevor"

"I know... it just happened" I said drinking my wine.

"Were you sober?"

"Yea"

"Then it never really just happens" she says and I shake my head. She pours me another glass of wine and I wish I could tell her no more because I have class tomorrow but I was getting buzzed and it felt really good.

"Trev wants to date now, can you believe that?" I said sipping my wine.

"He said that?"

"Yea... he's going to tell my brother about us"

"When?"

"I don't know. I don't even know if I want him to"

"Well if he does... hopefully it's after their presentation"

"Oh shit... you're right. See what I mean... being with Trevor is a bunch of negatives. The only positive thing is he's good in bed"

"How good?"

"I mean I've only slept with two people... and Trevor does it well" I laugh and she joins me. Blake pops open another glass of wine and I stare at her.

"How much wine do you have?"

"Enough to keep us going" she says and I laugh finishing up my glass and she pours me another. I couldn't finish my homework because my mind was racing and Blake started playing music as she cleaned up her kitchen. I was resting my head on the counter as my fingers danced along to the music.

"Do you need help?" I ask and Blake laughs.

"Can you even lift your head?"

"Give me five minutes" I said and she laughs turning off the faucet.

"Come..." she says walking around to me. I stand up and lean on Blake as she helps me to her bedroom.

"I'm sorry I'm such a light-weight" I said as she lays me on the bed.

"Cami... you're fine" she laughs and I close my eyes as I'm getting tucked in. "Do you need some water?"

"Do you think I should just be with Trevor? I mean... I like him and he likes me and fuck everyone else, right?" I said.

"Cam... do you need some water?" Blake ask and I don't respond. I hear Blake leave the room and close the door behind her. I hear the water in the kitchen start up and I roll over in bed.

As time went on, I couldn't stop thinking about Trevor and Nico. Their smiles, the way they touch me and their kisses... it's like I can feel them right now. I started to get a chill feeling and couldn't help to smile. I can't believe I have two guys... wanting to be with me. Two hot guys...

I meet Trevor's lip and hold onto him as I felt his long hair. His lips move to my neck and down my stomach and I bite my lip. Wait... this feels real. I fight to open my eyes and it was dark and my eyes shut again. I feel lips on my neck again and Trevor nor Nico have long hair. I open my eyes to see Blake kissing on my neck and I hurry to sit up. She looks up at me and she was in her shorts and a bra.

"Woah..." I say and Blake moves closer to me.

"Camari... come on, you're enjoying it right?" she says and all I can do is stare at her. She looks at me confused and sits on her knees. "Oh... I'm sorry".

"Are you... gay?" I ask and she looks at me. "I mean if you are that's cool. But I'm... not"

"Right... yea" she said going to lay beside me. I feel my lips and look over at Blake.

"Did we?"

"No" she says turning over. I stare at her and took a deep breath. I know what just happened? But I'm still out of it. I lay down and face the other way. I thought it would take me awhile to go back to sleep but my eyes close and I shut down.

The following morning when I woke up, I had a headache and I look over to see no Blake. I look at the side table to see ibuprofen and orange juice and I hurry to take them.

"You're awake!" Blake says coming into the room. She was wearing a pants suit and was all smiles. "I can drop you off if you want?" she says and I roll out of bed.

"Yea... thanks" I said going to the bathroom to pee. After I was finished, I splash water on my face and look at how gross I looked in the mirror when I see a dark spot on my neck. "What?" I said feeling it. It didn't really hurt but I knew what is was. I open the door and went into the kitchen as Blake types on her phone. "You gave me a hickey!" I said and she looks at me.

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