I see the outline of Desi and Breenan as they were leaned up on the car. Trevor goes to help Breenan lift the four-wheeler up in the truck and I get into the car to look at my phone.

"We should save up for a four-wheeler" Desi says getting in the car.

"With what money?" I say and she laughs.

"This was fun and... your brother rubbed his hand on my arm" she says.

"You do realize he's engaged?"

"I still have hope" she says and I laugh.

"Alright... close call" Breenan says as they get into the truck. I look out the window as Breenan starts the car. "Where to next?"

"Home... I told you I have a date" Desi says and Breenan laughs. I continue to stare out the window the ride back home. "Hey" Desi whispers and I look at her. "You okay?"

"Yea" I say and she stares at me. Trevor looks back and I glance at him before directing my attention to the window again. When we arrive to the dorm, I get out and went to Breenan's window. "Thank you" I say and he smiles.

"Next time... it's rock climbing" he says.

"You... rock climbing? Liar" I said and he laughs.

"Yea, I don't do that shit. Hey... you've been crying?" he ask and I stare at him.

"No... I got some dirt in my eye. But I'll see you later" I say walking away from the car. Desi says her goodbyes and we head up to the dorm. She runs to the bathroom, hurrying to start the shower. I laugh and went to plug my phone in the charger and grabbed some fruit snacks.

When Desi gets out the shower she goes to her bedroom and I follow her.

"What dress?" I ask.

"I'm actually going with jeans and a crop, with black wedges?"

"Cute" I smile.

"Did Trevor say something to you?" she ask randomly.

"What?" I laugh.

"Your whole vibe changed when you got back to the car"

"Desi... I'm fine" I laugh.

"Do you want me to stay?"

"Would you really?"

"No..." she said and we laugh. "I will if you need me to"

"I don't, have fun"

"Cami?"

"Bye" I said going to my bedroom. I grab some shorts and a tank then went into the bathroom. I start the shower up and I was excited to clean up. I felt sweaty and icky and this hot water feels amazing. I took my time in the shower and when I was finished I sat in my towel on the toilet. I was exhausted and needed to go to bed.

After I was dressed, I open the bathroom door when I hear a phone go off in my room and it stops. I roll my eyes because Desi is too sweet that she wants to stay with me but I wasn't having it.

"Desi... go on your date, I told you I was fine" I say walking to my bedroom when Trevor was sitting on the bed.

"She let me in before she left" he said and I stare at him.

"Can you get out please" I said.

"No"

"No?"

"The last thing I'll have you do is go to bed angry at me" he says. I take a deep breath as I wasn't in the mood to argue with him... again.

"Trevor, please... I just want to go to bed" I say.

"Okay" he says taking off his shoes. He moves so he's under my blanket and pats the bed. "Let's go to bed" he says staring at me. I cross my arms and I stare at him, he leans his head back and takes a deep breath. "Fine... yea maybe I'm a little jealous of Nico. You seem like you've been dedicating a lot of time to him and vise-versa. It shouldn't had took me by surprise that he would fall for you. It's not hard to" he says staring at me. "I want to be with you so... I'm not leaving" he says and I bite my lip.

I walk over to the bed getting in and pulled the blanket over me not facing him.

"Nia's birthday is coming up" Trevor says.

"And?" I say and he laughs.

"Tori wants to throw a big party for her at the apartment"

"Gross" I said and he laughs.

"It'll mean a lot if you came... you know to make sure Tori and Breenan don't fight"

"Honestly... we would just tag team her" I said and he laughs and I turn to look at him.

"God you are so beautiful" he says touching my face and I laugh.

"Please stop being cringe right now" I say and he laughs putting his hand on my waist.

"What is this?" he says sitting up and lifting my pillow. He pulls out his CD and looks at me. "My CD" he laughs and looks at me. "What song are you on?"

"I just passed Sunflower" I say.

"Ahhh this is the best one" he says pulling out his phone. He plays the song and it started as a slow instrumental. He puts the CD back under my pillow and looks at me. "It's called Gravity by John Mayer" he says. He lays down and stares at the ceiling as the lyrics start up. I see his face form in a smile and I stare at him. I stare as his chest moves up and down as he breaths. He turns to look at me and I couldn't help to just stare at him.

I felt warm, I felt comfortable... I felt like myself. He knew everything about me including my flaws and again... I love the way he looks at me.

"You like the song?" he ask.

"Yea... a lot" I say as the song goes off.

"Here... I'll leave it on repeat until you fall asleep" he smiles and I stare at him. He leans over me to place his phone on my night stand. He then sits up and pulls off his shirt and throws it on the ground. He pulls me closer to him as I rest my head on his shoulder and he rubs my back. I look up at him and he had his eyes close. I see his face come to a smile and he looks down at me. He then leans down so our lips could touch and I don't think I'll ever get tired of this feeling.

I lift my hand so it's touching his face and I'm not surprised that I want Trevor right now. My hand slowly travels down to his shorts and Trevor pulls away from me and looks down. He looks at me and I stare at him.

"Cam... it's not like I don't want to but I didn't come over for that"

"It's fine" I smile slowly pulling down my shorts. Once I had them off I roll over so I'm on-top of Trevor and bend down to continue to kiss him. I pull away and Trevor looks at me and I look down. Damn... I've never been on-top before.

"Hey" he says rubbing my waist and I look at him. "You're not ready for that" he smirks and he flips me over so he's on-top and I look at him. He bends down to kiss me and takes my hands so their above me as he kissed my neck. "Condoms?" he mumbles.

"Mhm..." I moan and he laughs.

"Where?"

"In the bag beside the bed" I say and he leans over and I hear the bag rustle as he pulls a condom out. He looks at me as he opens the package.

"Might want to find a better spot for those" he says and I smile. I watch as he slowly puts the condom on. He then looks at me and bends down to start kissing my neck again. He works his way down to my chest and he knew exactly where to touch to make me melt into glue. His lips then disappear from my body and I open my eyes and he looks at me.

"Stop"

"What" he laughs.

"You're playing with me"

"Mmm..." he says. "Sit up and turn around" he adds and I stare at him. Is he serious? I do as he says and I feel him come behind me and my eyes close as his lips danced on my neck. "Guess we're continuing our lessons" he adds and he pushes me down and it wasn't even a minute till I felt him ease inside me.

Oh wow. This was better. So much better. It was different with Trevor. I felt more aroused by him. But he was my first... of course I will always be turned on by him. But I can't count Nico out yet... we still have to figure what we like and don't like.

Trevor's strokes become deeper and I didn't even know that was possible. My moans become louder and Trevor slows down. I couldn't tell if fast or slow really was doing the trick but it was doing something as I was... already about to reach my high.

I try to hold on as long as I could but I let go and collapsed down on the bed and I hear Trevor chuckle as he pulls out. I try to catch my breath and he leans over me kissing my shoulder. He rolls off the bed and I hear him leave the room.

The song "Gravity" was restarting again and the slow tempo really helped me regulate my breathing. I close my eyes as the song continues to play and I feel Trevor get back in bed.

"You okay?" he ask rubbing my back.

"Mhm..." I say opening my eyes. He stares at me and I smile at him. He pulls me to him, then pulls the blanket over us.

"Can you tell me you missed me now" he says and I smile.

"I've missed you" I say and he leans over to kiss my forehead. I close my eyes as he does so and I don't think I'm able to open them because I'm so exhausted. Trevor continues to rub my back and this song was perfect. It's our song now.

"I love you Camari" he says and my whole body got hot. He said it. To me. Now? Why does it feel so different? I mean I've wanted him to say that to me. But now... it doesn't feel the same. "You don't have to say anything... I just want you to know" he says. I don't respond and drifted off in a deep...deep sleep.

The following morning, I was thankful it was only Sunday. I look over and Trevor was still sleep with his arm over me. I smile at him as a couple strands of his dark hair lays in his face. These white guys and their hair. I roll out of bed and went to get in the shower. I could not stop smiling, I felt energized. I felt... happy.

When I got out I walk back to the bedroom and Trevor was sitting up at the end of the bed. This brought memories back as he was in disbelief he had just slept with me. Is he going to yell again? Is he going to play victim?

"You think way too much" he says and I jump back to reality.

"What?"

"Come here" he says and I walk over to him. He holds onto my waist and looks at me. "You alright?"

"Yea... you?"

"I'm perfect" he says kissing my stomach. He stands up and his hands stay on my waist. He stares at me leaning down to kiss me and I couldn't help to smile. "Call it off with Nico" he adds and I stare at him.

"What?"

"I said call it off with Nico" he says again. "Let me work on breaking us to your brother. I'll tell him, I promise" he says and I look at him. "Okay?"

"Mhm..." I say continuing to stare at him.

PLEASE VOTE AND COMMENT!!!❤️❤️❤️

Predictions? She going to call it off?