Saturday rolls around and Desi and I had just came back from the mall. I was sitting on her bed as she tried on different outfits for her date tonight.

"You like this one?" Desi says and I look up from my phone.

"Don't wear those shoes and it'll be cute" I said looking back at my phone. I was busy texting Nico as he was going to be at work all day. He was doing better and honestly... what happened was a true accident.

"I think I'll wear a dress" Desi says and I continue texting Nico. "So like was it big?" Desi ask and I look at her.

"What?"

"His dick..." she says and I laugh. "Come on Cam, you've told me nothing"

"It was cool"

"Cool?"

"What do you want me to say?"

"Something more than cool. Did he destroy your insides?" she says and I laugh and shake my head. "Oh wow... you didn't enjoy it?"

"I never said that"

"You don't have to" she says when someone knocks on the door. I pretend to fall asleep so I wouldn't have to answer and I hear Desi laugh. "I hate you" Desi says leaving the room. I laugh and go back to the phone.

"Damn Desi..." a familiar voice says. I get up and walk out the room to see Breenan and Trevor following after him. "I mean if I knew you were going to grow up like this... shit" Breenan says.

"Wait forreal?" Desi smiles.

"Desi..." I said and Breenan looks at Trevor and they laugh. "What are you guys doing here?" I ask.

"I told you we were going to take you guys out into Arizona this weekend" Breenan says.

"I have a date tonight" Desi says.

"We'll bring you back" Trevor says.

"Where we going?" I ask.

"Out, go get dressed" Trevor says.

"I don't even know what to wear?"

"Athletic gear" Breenan says. I stare at them then turn around and go back to my room shutting the door. I thought I would be stuck inside all day so I'm happy they're taking us out. I go pull out some leggings and a work-out tank. I slip my hair in a pony-tail and grabbed my converse. When I came out my room, Trevor was sitting on the counter and Breenan was looking through our fridge.

"Okay... well help yourself" I said and they look at me.

"I swear Breenan I better not be late tonight" Desi says coming out. She was wearing something similar to me and I smile at her. I grab my phone and we leave out of the dorm. Desi and I walk ahead of the guys as we reach Breenan's truck. In the back we see a four-wheeler covered in blue, outlined in black.

"What is this?" I ask turning to look at them.

"Just get in" Trevor says opening the door. I stare at him then look back at the four-wheeler. I get into the truck and Desi sits beside me.

"Seriously where we going?" I ask.

"To a park, Camari calm down" Breenan says starting his music up. "Also, get comfortable because it's a drive" he adds. I roll my eyes and got on my phone looking through Instagram. We had made a stop to get some food and kept on the road. Desi ended up dozing off on my lap and I lean my head back on the seat. The sun was starting to set and all buildings disappeared as we're out in the desert. Breenan and Trevor were carrying on a conversation. I stare at Trevor as he continues to laugh at something Breenan was saying. His head leans back on the seat and he rubs his face as the sun reflects off his watch.

"Ladies we are here" Trevor says looking back. I look down at Desi and touched her face so she would wake up. Her eyes slowly open and I smile at her.

"We're here" I said and she sits up.

"Where's here?" she says. I look outside the window when all I saw was dirt and mountains.

"What the hell?" I say getting out the car leaving my phone on the seat. The guys were in the back pulling out the four-wheeler. "Where are we?"

"Monument Valley" Trevor says as they get the four-wheeler on the ground.

"They brought us here to four-wheel?" Desi says coming to stand next to me.

"Wait... it might be fun" I said walking up to Breenan.

"We have to walk further down and leave the car here" Breenan says as he pushes the bike.

"Why?" I ask.

"It's not exactly... legal what we're doing" Trevor says walking next to me carrying a bag.

"Don't scare them" Breenan says and they laugh. I hold onto Desi's hand as we follow the guys. By the time we stopped, I look back and couldn't see the truck anymore. "Who's going first?" Breenan says getting on the bike.

"I'll ride with you" I smile.

"Wait a minute" Trevor says walking up to me. He pulls out a helmet from his bag then slowly puts the helmet on my head. "Safety first" he smiles. I sit behind Breenan and hold onto him.

"You ready?" Breenan ask.

"Don't kill us" I said and he laughs. Breenan presses on the gas and we both jerk back and I grab onto him tighter. He starts to speed up and I couldn't help but scream. He makes a sharp turn as we come around a mountain and I close my eyes. He's trying to kill us. He continues to go faster and I should had worn a jacket as the wind was ridiculously cold. Up ahead you can see the sun setting behind the mountains and I wish I could see it longer but Breenan makes another sharp turn and I scream.

We continue to drive around and honestly I haven't had this much fun since I got here to Arizona. We finally were coming back to Trevor and Desi and Breenan stops the bike abruptly making me hit the back of his head. Trevor walks over taking off the helmet and I jump off the bike in excitement.

"Oh my God!" I said jumping up and down. "That... was crazy" I laugh. Breenan gets off the bike and laughs.

"Your turn Desi" Trevor says getting on the bike. Desi walks up to me and I smile at her.

"Dude... my wig" she whispers and I laugh.

"You're fine" she says. She gets on behind Trevor and Breenan puts the helmet on her. She wraps her arms around him and Trevor steps on the gas and I hear Desi yell.

"Thank you Breenan" I said and he looks at me. "You always know how to have fun" I say.

"Yea, I try" he says. "Nia wants me to calm down... I don't blame her" he says and I stare at him. "Can you believe she's already talking about wanting to start a family?"

"Seriously?"

"Crazy right?" he says and I stare at him.

"Okay... a husband I can see now a dad? Chill" I say and he laughs as we watch Trevor and Desi. I'm surprised he didn't bring up Nico or he wasn't yelling at me for going out with his friend.

When they finally came back, Breenan and I stand up from sitting on the ground throwing rocks at each other.

"That's wild" Desi says jumping off the bike. "Can I ride with Breenan? No offense Trevor... but Breenan looked like he went faster"

"There we go Desi... talk dirty to me" Breenan says as him and Trevor switch spots. Desi sends me a thumbs up as she gets behind Breenan on the bike. He presses on the gas and they were off. I cross my arms as I watch them and I started to get hot as I realize Trevor and I are alone.

"How's school?" Trevor says and I look at him.

"What?"

"How's school?" he says again.

"Good"

"That's good" he says. "And Nico?"

"Good"

"Right..." he says and I roll my eyes. "You miss me yet?"

"Nope" I say.

"Mmm..." he says. "Well I miss you" he adds and I don't respond. "Camari... let's be done with the games. I'll tell your brother about us" he says and I turn to look at him.

"Trevor there is no us"

"There is an us... there will always be an us"

"You can't want me when you feel like it"

"I told you I was working on myself"

"And I'm happy for you and I'm also not having this conversation for the third time with you" I said turning around. I look around and it was getting really dark and I couldn't see the four-wheeler. "Where are they?" I ask looking around. "BREENAN!" I yell when Trevor covers my mouth. I push him away and I look at him. "What the hell?"

"I'm sorry, but shut up, come on..." he said grabbing my hand.

"No... where are they?"

"Camari... come on" he said grabbing my hand and pulling me away. I jog after him when we get behind a big group of rocks and duck down. "Park rangers" he said showing me a text from Breenan.

"Are they okay?"

"Yea... we just wait them out" he says leaning against the rock. I take a deep breath and roll my eyes. Damn, I should had brought my phone. I look over and although it was a little dark Trevor's piercing blue eyes were staring at me.

"What?" I said and he laughs.

"I thought you liked me staring at you?" he says and I roll my eyes at him. "Camari you've got to stop hating me"

"I don't hate you"

"Then what do we call this?"

"We're friends"

"Friends?"

"Yea..."

"Well can friends tell each other things like, that I think you are extremely beautiful and out of the world sexy?" he says. I don't say anything and I couldn't hep to smile. "Is that... is that smile?" he says and I couldn't help to laugh.

"No... that was mad corny what you just said" I say continuing to laugh and Trevor moves closer to me. I stare at him and look down. "Trev... stop"

"Why?"

"Because..." I say and he smirks.

"That's not a good enough reason" he says as he moves closer to me. I watch him kiss my arm and chills run through me. He lips make their way up to my shoulder and I pull away.

"Stop" I said and he looks at me. "I'm not easy" I add and he looks at me confused.

"Easy? Camari... I never said you were"

"Well that's the way you're treating me. You think just because you say cute things to me and kiss on me that I'll just fall back to you"

"Cam..."

"And you know... I have a soft spot for you and you're trying to use that for your advantage. Pull me back in so what? You can come up with another bullshit excuse and make me feel more like shit for even trying with you again?" I say and he continues to stare at me. I shake my head and take a deep breath.

"Camari... I promise this time. I told you I'll tell your brother"

"Why now?" I ask looking at him.

"What?"

"Why now?"

"You told me not too long ago, you need to work on yourself and blah blah blah. So why now all the sudden you're willing to be with me" I ask and he stares at me. "It's because of Nico, right? Finally a guy that's truly taking interest in me and you want me to pull away from him?"

"Camari... he won't make you feel the way I can make you feel"

"What feeling? Hurt? Embarrassed? Yea I would hope not"

"He's only after one thing"

"Trust me... he's not" I said looking around. Trevor doesn't say anything and I look over at him.

"You really slept with him?" he says and I just stare at him and he shakes his head. His phone beeps and he looks down to check it. "Come on... they're back at the car" he says standing up and I stand up after him. We start to walk back to the car and I can tell Trevor's thinking. "I can't believe this" he laughs.

"What?"

"That Nico decides to settle down with..." he stops.

"With what?" I said and Trevor looks at me. "With someone... like me?"

"That's not what I meant Cam" he says and I really try to suck in my tears but one comes rolling down.

"Good job Trevor" I say walking ahead of him back to the car.

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