He was busy reading it and looks over at me and my mouth was dry and I shake my head.

"Trevor what the fuck!" I said walking over to him snatching my notebook from him. "You can't just read my stuff"

"I apologize but couldn't help to see my name on it" he says and I shake my head. What all did he read? "What is that?"

"Just a class assignment"

"You're writing about me... for a class?"

"It's complicated"

"So instead of talking to me you rather write it in a notebook?"

"We did kinda talk about it"

"No we didn't especially not what you have in there" he says, I stare at him and shake my head. I honestly didn't know what to say. This was awkward. "You're wrong about how we met. It wasn't the day I knocked on your door" he's starts and I look at him. "It was that time, I was out practicing baseball, and I hit you with the ball. You started crying and I got you a popsicle, so you'll shut... the hell... up" he laughs. I couldn't help to crack a smile. "My eyes, huh?" he says and I stare at him as he steps up at me. "That's what you love most about me? You mean to tell me... that me busting my ass in the gym, putting money into my wardrobe, my lifestyle doesn't matter and the best thing you like about me... is my eyes?" he says and I smile. "What? Is it the color?"

"Trevor... I'm not talking about this with you. You read through my private stuff"

"Cam, I'm curious. Tell me" he says. "The color right?"

"No" I said and he doesn't say anything.

"My silence is your cue"

"I don't know... it's the way you look at me I guess. Like you see all my imperfections but... that doesn't matter to you" I say and be stares at me. "I can... be myself with you? You stare longer than you should but it's not creepy it's almost like it's... warm? Like I feel protected because you always see... me" I shake my head. "This is so stupid" I laugh. Trevor then lifts my head up and leans in close to me, slamming his lips to mine and I let him. I felt his hands come to my waist as he lifts me up on my desk. I let him kiss me and I continue to kiss back. It's like I missed this. That feeling I was longing for such a long time has finally came! His hand comes to my face as his other hand wraps in my towel, around my waist. I hold onto his shirt as I held onto his lips.

This was wrong. This has ALWAYS been wrong.

He has a girlfriend. I was now talking to a nice guy. I've been strong against Trevor and here I am. Weak. Falling into his trap. I told everyone including myself I was over him. I am over him. Aren't I? I pull away from Trevor and stare at him. Here we are again. In the same position we were in months ago.

"Oh my God!" I say covering my mouth. He stares at me and I see him clench his jaw.

"Cami..." he starts.

"You should go wait in the living room... please" I said and he stares at me. He steps back and rubs his hand over his face.

"Right" he says turning around and walking to my door. I get up and close my door and lean against it. That wasn't real. That didn't happen.

I go to my closet and slipped on some skinny jeans and a t-shirt. I slip on my converse and sat on my bed. My phone was on twenty percent but who was I going to call? I grab my bag and roll up my notebook and stuffed it in the bag. I can't just leave this open in my room or even my place anymore. I took a deep breath and went to open my bedroom door. Trevor was leaning back on the couch and I walk to the bathroom to finish getting ready.

We don't say anything to one another while we walk back to the car. Trevor plays a song on one of his CD's and I stare outside the window biting the inside of my thumb.

"I'm not going to apologize" Trevor says and I look at him. "Cam... do you know how long I've been waiting to taste you again?" he says and I roll my eyes and look back out the window. "Camari I should tell you something" he starts.

"Trevor... please stop talking to me. Please" I said. He doesn't say anything the rest of the ride back to the apartments. We park at Blake's and I hurry to grab my bag and I go up to her apartment before him. I knock on the door and it didn't take long for Blake to answer.

"Hi" she smiles and I step in.

"Hey" I said.

"Hey Blake" Trevor says coming in behind me. I walk further into the apartment and she had food spread out on the counter. Breenan and Nia were on the couch together and look over at us.

"Took you guys long enough" Breenan says and Trevor went to sit down.

"Give me about five minutes" Blake says walking away. I follow her as she heads into her bedroom.

"Blake" I said and she looks at me and smiles. "Do you think you can hold onto something for me?"

"Of course" she says. I pull out my notebook and she looks at it.

"It's a school assignment, we're going to turn it in at the end of the semester. But... it's not safe with me"

"What do you mean?" she laughs.

"Trevor read it" I said and she continues to stare at me. "It's... about Trevor" I said.

"Oh" she says grabbing the notebook. "Here... I'll put it in my dresser" she said putting it in the third drawer. "Whenever you need it, just come over and do your homework. It's fine"

"Thank you Blake"

"You're welcome girl" she smiles. I head back into the living room and went to sit next to Breenan. I don't look at Trevor and I play around on my phone.

"Okay guys!" Blake say coming out of her room. "Please help yourself to any of the food" she said picking up her computer. Breenan, Nia and Trevor all get up to get food. I wasn't hungry.

"Cam... you want anything?" Breenan ask.

"No, I'm good" I said looking at the T.V screen. When they were sitting again Blake stands up and smiles. Her red lipstick was super bright against her white teeth. She looked so excited to show us whatever she's been working on.

"Okay" she said taking a deep breath. "I came up with a new digital software" she says.

"Seriously?" Trevor says.

"Yes" she laughs. She turns her attention to her computer and up pops a computer video. Honestly, I had no clue what we were looking at. "I've been working on this for awhile now, I assembled it all by myself and it wasn't easy" she says. Breenan sets his food on the table and got closer to the screen.

"Does it work?" Breenan ask.

"After about two hundred tries... yes" she says. "It can go in computers, cameras, phones, tablets and anything with a hard drive" Blake says. I still don't understand.

"Network system?" Trevor ask.

"Works properly" she smiles. "All I need is the funding from the job"

"Blake... you do realize not only how much money you'll get but the status? You could go up to be Vice President" Breenan says.

"And this is where it gets interesting. I want you guys to have it" she says.

"What?" Trevor ask.

"I'm already where I want to be in my career field" she said.

"So you're just giving it to us?" Breenan ask.

"We're all friends, why not?" she laughs and they stare at her. "We're having that big work dinner coming up here soon. I can put in a good word and you guys can present it then and there?"

"Blake... that would be amazing" Trevor says standing up and he wraps his arms around her. She laughs and holds onto him.

"I'm sorry... what is all this?" Nia ask.

"This means you're going to have that big ass wedding you wanted babe" Breenan says leaning over to kiss her.

"Let me teach you guys how it works..." Blake says going back to her computer. I'm still not sure what's going on but it seems like Blake is being very generous.

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