"You moving in?" he ask.

"I am... do you live around here?" she ask.

"Yea so does Breenan. We live just around the corner"

"Oh, I'm sorry" she laughs covering her face.

"Why are you apologizing?"

"Because I know it's weird living close to your colleagues and I truly tried to find a place away from the office" she says.

"No, you're fine. It's nice here" Trevor says and she smiles. Oh boy. I roll my eyes.

"Oh hey Trevor, Tori just texted you" I said. Trevor rolls his head over to me and I smile at him.

"Umm... Blake this is Camari... she's Breenan's little, annoying sister" Trevor says. I'm annoying but he just spent a good couple hours with me? I smile at him and look at her.

"Oh, hi" she says.

"Hi..." I said.

"So Blake do you need help moving your stuff in?" Trevor offers.

"Oh, I don't want to pull you away from your schedule"

"No, not busy at all" Trevor says grabbing a box from the car. Of course he's going to help her move in. I look at my phone then I realize it's rude of me to just sit there and not help. I get out the car and waited for them to come back down.

"Is this going?" I ask pointing to a bag.

"Yea" she smiles and I grab the bag and waited till they had more stuff and we carry it to her place.

"Oh wow" I said as we emerge into her apartment. "Breenan and Trevor's apartment looks nothing like this" I said.

"I went with a studio because it was just me. Very spacious" she said walking into the kitchen. I follow her and set the bag down on the counter. "You guys thirsty?" she says heading to the fridge. "I have beer, wine, lemonade and Pepsi"

"I'll take a lemonade" I said.

"I'll have a beer" Trevor says and Blake gets it for us.

"Thank you" I said opening the can. I continue to look around at her place ad it was so nice and modern.

"Where you guys coming from?" Blake ask as she opens a beer.

"The store, had to get Camari some groceries for her freshmen dorm" Trevor says leaning against the wall.

"Awh, well that's nice of you Trevor" Blake smiles at him.

"I try" he laughs and takes a swig of his beer. "Blake are you busy tomorrow?" he ask. Wait... what?

"Umm... just going to finalize some papers for you boys, why?"

"We're having a get-together tomorrow at the apartment. Celebrating Breenan's engagement"

"Oh wow, he's getting married!" she smiles.

"To his high school sweetheart, wild right?" I said and she looks at me.

"Honestly that's really cute. Good guys are hard to find nowadays"

"You're single?" I ask.

"I am. I have a really hard time trusting men"

"What happened?"

"Cam... mind your business" Trevor says.I would of said something back but he's right. Who am I to get personal?

"No, she's fine. Besides, I don't mind making new friends" she laughs sitting down at the bar. "I gained weight over the years with my boyfriend of four years thought I was disgusting and dumped me"

"Oh... wow. I'm so sorry to hear that" I said.

"No it's fine. I got my weight back down and I'm happy"

"Are you stutin' on Instagram?" I ask and she laughs.

"Am I?" she says and walks over to me. She pulls out her phone and shows me her Instagram page and it bikini pic after another one.

"Okay girl I see you" I said and we start laughing.

"Okay.... well I'm going to bring the rest of the stuff in" Trevor says setting his beer down and leaving the apartment.

"Guess he doesn't like girl talk" she said and I laugh. "So that Tori girl you mentioned... that his girlfriend?"

"Yea, they're high school sweethearts as well"

"Mmm... they must be some really nice guys" she said going into her kitchen to unpack. They really aren't. "How about you pretty girl? Any guy?"

"No"

"What, why?"

"It's crazy"

"More crazy than getting dumped because you're bigger than most?" she smiles and I laugh. "Hit me with it girl. I told you my backstory" she says and I stare at her. I mean she did.

"Umm, I..." I start to say when we heard boxes get placed on the floor. I turn around and Trevor was busy bringing stuff in. I turn back to Blake and she looks at Trevor than me. "Can I tell you later?"

"Of course" she smiles. I took another sip of my lemonade before leaving the apartment and going to help Trevor. Once everything was in her apartment, we were outside about to get back in the car. "Can I offer you guys dinner or something? You really didn't have to help me"

"No you're fine Blake... just put in a good word for me with the boss" he smirks and she smiles.

"It was nice meeting you" I said.

"Oh, Camari wait..." she says walking up to me. She hands me a small piece of paper. "It's my number. You're welcome to call, text, facetime or even come over" she says and I smile.

"Thank you Blake" I said and she smiles back at me. I get in on the passenger side and Trevor starts the car pulling away from Blake's. I was busy typing in Blake's number in my phone.

"Look at that, aren't you happy you spent the day with me? You met a new friend" Trevor says and I ignore him. I look up to see we were leaving the apartment complex and heading back to campus.

Once we arrive, Trevor helps bring my groceries upstairs and Desi was in the living room watching T.V.

"About fuckin time" she says getting up and I laugh.

"Blame Trevor" I said and he laughs.

"Alright... well I'll pick you up tomorrow around four"

"Okay..." I said and he looks at me then Desi.

"Night guys" he says turning around.

"Night" Desi says and Trevor shuts the door. "So what happened today?"

"Umm... it wasn't as bad as I thought. I actually had a good day"

"Really?" she smiles. "Are we becoming friends with Trevor?"

"You know... I think we are" I said and she laughs. That night I was sitting at my desk staring at the notebook. I roll my eyes and write Trevor's name down on the cover. I open the first page and wrote his name again... his full name.

Trevor Michael Callahann

I did a brief bio about him. His age, his hair color, eye color. His favorite sports, favorite teams. I wrote about how we met. I even wrote about how he use to say he'll be an astronaut when he grew up.

I then start to write about us. How we happened? Our first kiss. The first time he touched me. Climbing through his window. The first time we sexted and Nia walking in. The foreplay we did in my brothers bedroom. Thus leading us to sleeping with each other on Prom night.

I wrote about the fall out. The argument. The secrets.

I wrote about Tori, Breenan, Nia and Ronnie. How they all tied in with Trevor. I wrote about what I loved about him. His eyes. I wrote about what I liked about him. His compassion. What I disliked about him. His coward acts.

I wrote about how I felt when I met him. When he left. When I saw him again.

"Dude..." someone says and I look over. Desi was staring at me. She was wearing her panties and a tank-top with her bonnet on. "What the hell are you working on?"

"What?" I laugh.

"It's two in the morning Cam. I get up to pee to see your light on and..." she says walking over to me. She looks at my notebook and I follow her eyes. "Oh wow, dude" she said picking up my notebook.

"What are you doing?" I ask. Desi flips through the pages and I now see what she see's. Ten pages written about Trevor. All in detail, all in my handwriting. She sets my notebook down and looks at me.

"Do you feel better?" she ask and I laugh and I look at the notebook.

"Honestly... yea" I said laughing.

"Make sure you thank Doctor Love the next time you see him" she says leaving my room. "AND GO TO BED!" she yells and I laugh. I close my notebook and went to get under the blanket. A smile forms on my face as I fall asleep.

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Cami starting to feel a little good, right?