But, for some strange reason, I felt my eyes slowly open.

The place I was in seemed vaugley familiar.

I felt as if I had been there before.

But only a few times.

It was one of the many place I was rejected in, and I knew it.

I mean, honestly, how could I not be rejected here?

I'm rejected everywhere.

Literally.

There was no one in the room with me.

I was covered in bandages.

I tried to stand up, but the searing pain all over my body was too much to bear.

My only thought was where was Thorin.

I hope he's ok.

I'll have to find him.

Since I didn't die, I can finally tell him my true feelings.

If only I could get out of this damned bed.

Now none of me will actually move.

Brilliant.

Just perfect.

Well, at least the headache is subsiding.... Nope.

It's back.

Well just screw my luck.

Suddenly, the door opened to allow Lord Elrond into the room.

"Ahh, I see you are awake Flair. " he said.

"Yes, but speaking is all I can do. Is Thorin alright? And Lili?"

"They are both fine, and in fact, Thorin wants to speak with you now."

"Please let him in."

Elrond walked out.

Soon after, Thorin rushed into the room.

"Thorin!" I exclaimed.

"Flair, I'm glad you're not dead."

"You seem depressed Thorin."

"Erebor is gone. Goblins and orcs blew up."

"WHAT?!?!"

"I'm sorry."

"Th-thorin. I need to tel you ssomething."

"Anything love."

"Well, I finally admit that I do have feelings for you."

He kissed me.

Like I wasn't expecting that.

I kissed him back but I couldn't wrap my arms around him like I so badly wanted.

"Thorin, I need time to think things over."

"Alright, well the elves say the paralysis will wear off in a few hours."

He left the room, and I took a moment to think.

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I was sure I died in my vision.

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Erebor was gone?

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Where was Lili?

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Panic had come across Elrond's face when I asked.

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I hope she's alright.

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Authors note

I gotcha!! she didnt live, I just missed April fool's day for this chapter!!

Please don't kill me.

Comment what every you want, but please dont kill me.