There's something inside me

An explainable war of my heart and mind

This feeling that I couldn't describe

It is like I am going to blow

Maybe I am happy no more

Or I can't wait ,it's taking too long

You paint sadness in my smiles

Your selfishness just drowned me

I can't really feel if you care

and none about me really matters.

I try to hide

Don't want to cry

but those tears just keep on falling

Every time I see your face

you just make my pain grow

I can't resist anymore

You didn't show any care

It is always me.

You are the pin on my heart

A pin that may bleed me to death

Incomparable sorrow beneath my skin

Buy I am happy when you are

Even this pain is hurting me

like I am a lifeless flower

My eyes are tired

Should I give up?

My days are mess

and always thinking of you

but I am not even there

where I feel I should belong.