《The lonely wolf [bxb]》Saying goodbye

Advertisement

(Ryker)

When I woke up the following day I forgot what had happened before. I forgot about Elias falling asleep next to me as it rains. I felt something or someone pinning me down on the bed and I moved on instinct. Pushing the person as hard as I could and hearing a yelp in return. Looking down I saw that it was Elias and started to scowl. How the hell could I have gotten so weak and allowed him in bed with me?

It all started coming back to me, my memories being plaqued by what I was saying to him and how I was reacting to him being so close. How could I even fall asleep with him and even went as far as thinking about how good it felt to have him as my Mate and in my arms? What the hell is wrong with me?

' Ryker what the hell was that?' He asked as he stood up and glared at me.

" what the hell was that? Get the Fuck out of my room!" My voice sounded strange, even to my ears. Elias jumps and ran as fast as he could out of my room. So much for making progress right? I sighed as I got up off the bed, then made my way towards the bathroom. A cold shower would help me so that's what I did. How would I even face him, knowing I treated him so poorly? I don't know what's happening to me.

All I know is that I woke up in a pissed poor mood. I wanted to kill, it was long overdue. My temper was trying to control me, one that I thought I had a reign on but I thought wrong. I need to head home like today, I just can't be here anymore. The rain had stopped and so it was safe for me to travel back. Maybe I could ask Raina for some help but she hates my guts and would probably send me to hell instead.

After my shower, I got dressed and started packing my stuff. It wouldn't take long since I didn't bring a lot of stuff here with me. I needed to get my parents and leave as soon as I can. When I was done packing, I walked out, slamming the door shut as hard as I could. A frown on my face was evidence enough to not bother me today.

Advertisement

It was one of those days where my temper was getting the better of me. I walked as fast as I could to my parents room, I need to leave immediately or things would go bad for everyone here. I tried to change, but no this shit had to happen now. Pounding on their door over and over so that they could hurry and open it. The door finally opens and I saw mom standing there with a confused look on her face.

" what's going on?" She asked as she took in my distressed state.

" It's happening mom and I need to leave right now with Elias so I don't hurt anyone here." It seems as if she understand and pulls me inside.

" what's going on?" Dad asked as he made his way over to us.

" the anger, my temper, the need to kill. It's overwhelming and it's getting out of control. I need to leave with Elias right this very minute. If I have to fight for him I will because I'm not going back without him." My voice was dark, it even sounded strange to my own ears. Dad's eyes became wide and he nodded his head.

" we got the answers we needed. Ryland is gone so there's no reason for us to stay here any further. It's a good thing we didn't unpack so we can grab our stuff and hope we can get Raina's help. We need to leave as soon as possible." Dad muttered and I nodded my head, agreeing with him.

This was what I felt before killing rogues, all this anger was stemming from somewhere deep down. when I get this way, no one can stop me. Like I said, I thrived on fear. It's the only way I get to deal with things, even if It was wrong. Yes I did admit that I needed help, but I was too much of a coward to seek out the help that I so desperately needed.

I didn't wait for my parents to finish, I ran as fast as I could to the room I was told belonged to Lilliana and Samuel. After knocking, Samuel answered it and gave me a look as if I was invading on his personal time. Yeah, I guess I cock block him.

" May I help you?" He asked and I nodded my head.

Advertisement

" yes. I'm here to let you and Lilliana know that I will be taking Elias back with me today. I know its too soon, but something came up and I need to leave ASAP." I explained, hoping they would let me go without a fight. A fight I was so desperately craving for. Lilliana chose that moment to let her presence be known and trust me she was mad.

" you let Elias come back here crying and expect me to just let you go with him like that!?" She shouted as she takes a step towards me. Samuel held her back, trying to stop her from making one of the biggest mistakes of her life.

" I get that I may be a bit temperamental and sometimes I forget things that happens the day before. I forgot that Elias was there with me and so I snapped at him. I promise you it won't happen again. We both know that I would be leaving with him, so the time has come. Please don't fight me on this, you know all about separating mates." I replied and that seems to knock her out of whatever she was thinking.

" fine. I'll talk to Elias and let him..." I held my hand up, stopping her from continuing.

" that would be ok yes, but we need to leave like right now. I was hoping you could talk to Raina instead and get her to help us make our travel a bit shorter." I was trying my best to stay calm in front of them. The anger was threatening to come forth and if I didn't leave right now, there's going to be a blood bath here.

" ok, I'll talk to her. I sent Elias a mind link letting him know what was going on. He should be through with packing since he doesn't really have a lot of things." I nodded my head and made a move to leave, but Lilliana stopped me instead.

" you know, he won't be able to complete his classes here. He was going to therapy and sign language class. I guess I can count on you to let him continue those back at your pack?" Lilliana asked as if she was waiting for me to mess up. She was waiting for me to say or do something wrong so she would be able to keep Elias here.

" I will do anything for him, If it makes him happy. I'm not that of a bad person you know. I just need to have control." I replied as I felt my eye started to twitch. My breathing was becoming shorter the longer I stood here wasting time. Darkness was already taking over and at the end of the day I would be a complete different person.

" everything is set, let's get going then." Lilliana replied as she started to walk away with Samuel hot on her heels. A small crowd was gathered outside, saying goodbye to Elias who was still crying. He was clinging to Raina as if she was his last hope, as if nothing or no one was going to save him.

" I promise I'll be there for you everyday Elias, you don't have to worry. We'll go to our treehouse and we will spend some time on the swings like old time right?" Raina asked as she tries to get Elias to calm down.

He said something to her through mind link and she nodded her head after making a promise. Lilliana walks up to them next, hugging Elias and wishing him good luck.

" you are still my son Elias, don't forget that. The moment I saw you I knew you were special, don't let anyone tell you otherwise. I love you Elias with all of my heart and please remember to visit me often. I would have to tear down this entire planet if it means I get to see you again." Lilliana was crying by the time she was done.

I hated that this was happening, but we had to leave. It was the only way. It was Bryan and Brendan's turn as well as a couple more people and Jason who seems a bit hesitant with being close to Elias. I wonder what that was about. After that, I stood next to mom, dad and Elias as we got ready to be teleported back to my pack. I know what's going to happen from now on and it made me hate myself even more.

    people are reading<The lonely wolf [bxb]>
      Close message
      Advertisement
      You may like
      You can access <East Tale> through any of the following apps you have installed
      5800Coins for Signup,580 Coins daily.
      Update the hottest novels in time! Subscribe to push to read! Accurate recommendation from massive library!
      2 Then Click【Add To Home Screen】
      1Click