She felt like demons captured her. They held her far away from others. Only her imagination to entertain her.

The voices kept getting worse. The things they said would nobody ever want to hear. They told her to do bad things, actually, they forced her to do bad things.

Her body, mind and heart were separated. Body doing things her mind knew she'd regret. Heart trying to safe her, but shattering into more and more pieces. Finally her mind giving in, thinking about bad things.

Her parents told her they loved her, but what did that help when she couldn't love herself.

Friends told her she was good enough, but she didn't believe them because she didn't make herself proud. She couldn't be the perfect girl and she regretted.

To the outside world she smiled. A fake smile. She could fake them and almost make herself believe it was real.

Normal people said it was impossible to fake a genuine smile, because of the lights in their eyes. But she only had to think about them and they would appear.

She was a liar, sadist, she loved to hurt herself. It was like hurting and slowly killing herself was the only option left. She was far too weak to kill herself right now. She could already imagine their faces; dull and sleepless.

She had a curse on her. She was possessed. She didn't know when she could finally give in. Give in to the many voices in her head. She wished she couldn't hear them. Her wishes never came true...