"Hello" I say softly.

"allison, oh thank god. please come over. so we can talk" ethan says kinda panicy.

"ethan idk" I say.

"please. Dont give up. your giving up please" he says.

Tears come down my face as i close my eyes. My lips squish together as im trying not to cry my eyes out.

"allison?"

"Okay" i say and i hear him sigh in relief.

"ill be over shortly" I say wiping my tears.

"okay good." he says and I hang up.

I take a big deep breath in and then head to his house. Its still raining. coming down pretty hard.

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I finally arrive. Im sitting in the car. The porch lights are on as the rain keeps coming down making them look blurry.

I take my seatbelt off and about to open the door to run. Ethan opens the front door to his house and I see him waiting for me. I turn the car off and quickly run up to the porch.

I lock my car and we head upstairs. Not a word comes out of either of our mouths. We sit there in silence. Me being completely drenched. Him pacing back and forth across the room trying to figure out what to say.

Why is it so hard for him? Why is it so hard for him to tell me exactly how he feels.

"will you just tell me how you feel" I say standing up. He walks closer to me. Face to Face.

"allison, you dont get it either. Hearing thoes words come out of your mouth made my stomach turn. In a good way. Ive been dreaming for years every since we ended things for thoes 3 words to come out of your mouth." He says looking at me. He grabs the sides of my arms gently.

"Ive been waiting for yearss allison. everytime youd talk to me I always had hope that you might say thoes three words. That you might still love me"

"because damn do I love you. I have always loved you. Ive never stop. I could never stop. Your my everything. Weve been through so much allison I cant just give that up. I cant give you up. I never will be able to." He says pulling me closer.

He puts his hands on the side of my face gently and slowly moves the peace of hair thats in my face and tucks it behind my ear. Looking at all my features.

"I love you allison lee. Ive never stopped and i never want to stop" he says gently and a tear goes down my face. Hearing thoes words come out of his mouth made me the happiest girl alive.

I sniff "I love you too" I say with a light smile. He smiles and slowly leans down and kisses me. soft and gently. Our lips moving in sync slowly.

He takes my rain jacket off and the cold hair sends chills all over my body. Our lips still moving in sync. We pull apart as I take his white tshirt off, leaving him in his joggers that run low over his V line. His toned abs and tan body stood right infront of me. He slowly takes my shirt off leaving me in my bra and shorts.

He cups my face again and slowly kisses me even more. We walk backwards and he gently lays me down on his bed without breaking the kiss. He unbuttons by shorts and slips them off as i slip my shoes off. Leaving me in a bra and underwear.

He takes his joggers off leaving him in his underwear.

"you sure?" he asks.

"im sure" I say knodding my head.

He get up and turns the light off and locks the door. I hear him in a drawer getting a condom out.

He gets back in the bed and this time were under the sheets. He lays on top of me with his elbow propping him up. Our lips moving in sync. one hand slides down the side of my body slowly making chills run through my whole body.

He lifts me up undoing my bra, throwing it to the ground. Lips still moving with eachother. He tugs at my underwear signaling to take them off and I do. He takes his boxers off leaving us both naked.

He undoes the package to the condom and slips it over him.

"Ill be gentle" he whispers and I bite my lip to how hot that sounded. He puts my arms above me as our hands interlock. Him kissing me down my neck and down my body. He comes back up and lifts me up entering me slowly.

I arch my back and bit my lip so I dont scream from how big he is. He slowly starts. I let out a small moan as he keeps getting faster and faster.

After a few seconds his thrusts get sloppier and i know hes almost reached his high.

I feel him slowly enter out of me. He cups my face with one hand and kisses me. I grab onto his face gently and kiss him back passionately.

I cant explain to you how good he is. It wasnt my first time but it was my first time with him. Weve never had sex because of how young we were and today we did. We finally did.

"stay over?" he asks breathing in and out heavily.

"yeah" I say getting up to get my phone.

It was 11:30 at night.

"everything okay?" ethan asks.

"yeah just telling everyone goodnight" i say looking at him and giving him a light smile.

I click my phone off and then snuggle up into ethans chest. God this felt so good.

I slowly close my eyes.

"I love you" he says softly. I squeeze him.

"I love you too" I say smiling.

"does this mean were back together" he asks looking at me.

"do you want to be?" i say looking up at him.

"yes, i never wanna spend a day that we arent" He says and i smile at his words.

"neither do I" i say and he smiles and kisses me softly.

And with that we fall asleep.