I swallowed hard looking behind me to make sure none of the members were near me.

"Normani" Bam calls out for me causing me to turn and face him once again. His eyes were red and cheeks looked puffy, it was as if the Bam I once knew standing in front of me wasn't him.

"What are you doing here? Right now isn't really a good time" I let him know seriously making sure to listen carefully in case one of the members happens to hear us.

Just why was he here? Wasn't he supposed to hate me or something, he said what he needed to say and that was it. So for what reason would we need to talk, about what exactly.

"I told you... to talk"

He struggled to hold himself up, so he slowly leaned against the wall.

"Ta-talk about what?" I ask him my voice gentle.

"I wanted to apologize for...." I cut him off, "let me stop you there... everything you said that night... I needed to hear... whether you really meant it or not, it's true. What I did to you was wrong and you didn't deserve that " I tell him quickly.

Before quickly looking behind me to make sure none of my members, especially Joon would coincidently come out.

"No, I shouldn't have snapped on you like that"

Why was he apologizing for something we both should be over. "Bam...." he cuts me off approaching me, causing me to back away to create distance between the both of us.

The closer he got me to me the more I began to smell the soju off of him. I narrowed my eyes looking at the state he was in right now, I crossed my arms.

I sigh slightly, "a-are you drunk right now?" I asked him seriously.

"No"

He was obviously lying. I couldn't help but thing that he drove me, causing me to look out my window to notice a very expensive car parked crookedly on the side walk.

Causing me to turn back to him, "Jesus! Did you drive here yourself?" I asked him seriously.

I felt like a mom about to discipline her child.

He ignores my question, I place out my hand before telling him. "Give me your phone" I tell him seriously.

"What?" He asks me.

"Your phone. Now"

I tell him seriously. Him coming here was bad, but him coming here drunk was the worst thing he could do.

He stumbles away from the wall, reaching down in his pocket and pulling out his phone. He hesitates before handing it over to me, I swiped the screen and it surprisedly unlocked.

"What are you doing?" He asks trying to look what I was trying to do on his phone. I ignore him, I quickly went to the contacts and in his recents luckily I found Jackson's number.

"You're going home. I can't believe you actually drove here when you know you are drunk, I mean....." he cuts me off by snatching his phone out of his hand.

"I'm not drunk, Normani. I had a couple of beers before coming here but I promise you I'm fine" he assures me.

"You need to go"

"There you go again, Normani. Pushing me away. If you would just let me talk" he tells me. Did he not understand what was going on right now? That he was welcomed here?

"Pushing? Bam, are you serious right now?" I asked him, I could feel my blood boiling right now.

"Normani, the truth is...." He trails off, he looked like a little puppy crying because it lost it owner.

In the past I kept leading him on and I'm in a good space with Joon right now, I can't do that anymore. Even though I cared about him, I couldn't think of him, the way I thought about Joon.

"Don't" I stop him afraid of what he might say next.

"Normani, just let me..." I cut him off again.

I exhale, "why can't you just hate me?" I asked him seriously. At this point I wish he did, that why I couldn't care if he was feeling this or not. In fact he wouldn't but he would hate me.

"Who was at the door?" A sudden voice from behind me said causing to me to turn and see Jimin.

My eyes were practically begging him not to make a big deal out of him. He looked like he was going to ignore the fact that someone Joon hated was in my house, until this happened.

His eyes shifted quickly between Bam and I. "I just came to talk to her" Bam explains quickly.

"About what!?!" Yoongi raises his voice, being the protective friend he always was. But he also brought attention to us causing me to sigh.

"It's not what you think" Bam tries to defend himself.

"What's going on? Who was yelling?" Another voice said coming out from behind Yoongi and Jimin, happened to be Taehyung.

His eyes widen, "you guys... just give me a second. I'll be right there" I let them know that I had everything under control and they could leave.

I quickly turn back to Bam, I let out a depressing sigh, "Look can we talk about this another time, right now.... like I said isn't really a good time" I tell him.

Before he could say anything he was stopped when a familiar voice stops him, "no, let him say what he wants"

I turn immediately to see Joon standing there with the rest of my members causing my eyes to widen.

"Joon, I..." he cuts me off, "just listen to what he has to say, Normani" he tells me causing me to turn to him in confusion.

The group stared at him in confusion, making sure they heard that Joon just said or at least trying to make it sound like it made sense.

I mean didn't he hate him?

"O..ok" I trailed off in confusion arching my brows. Bam gives Joon a slightly smile and nod, and Joon returns the same thing.

Was I missing something? I mean did something happened?

"I'll be outside" Bam tells me before turning around and walking out the house. I turn to Joon, pointing at him.

"You're going to tell me everything when I get back" I demand before walking out the house. Bam was sitting down on the steps on the entrance.

I swallowed hard trying to process, I sat down next to him in silence. "As much as I want to... I can't hate you, Normani. There's a part of my heart that will always belong to you" he tells me.

"Bam, I don't know what Namjoon told you but..." he cuts me off, "he doesn't have to tell me that you guys are love, I already knew that" he tells me.

I sat there in confusion, so why did he come over here. Not saying that I wanted him too like me but If he wasn't trying to confess his love for me why was he here?

"Then why are you at my house so late at night?"

He turns and looks at me, "because I miss us" he pauses, before turning away.

Miss us?

"Not when feelings were involved... I miss when we were just friends. You remember that?" He asks me.

A part me doesn't.

He sighs, "sorry if you misunderstood... I-I'm not asking for you to leave him, I know you can't... because you love him.. I'm only asking you to let me back in... your life. Even if we're just friends" he tells me sincerely.

"Friends?"

For someone who was so in love with me not to long ago. It seems weird how he is okay with being friends just after that.

So he wasn't here to tell me he still wanted me, he just wanted to be friends.

"Yeah. I think that's the only thing we can ever be, honestly" he states.

True.

"Bam, you've always been my friend. That will never change" I let him know seriously.

But then again, friends don't fuck each other.

He slightly smiles, I'm guessing I was the only who consider us being friends for a while. This was probably werid because he did once have feelings for me.

"Good"

"So why is it that you and Joon are now best friends when not a even months ago you guys got into fist fights, not once, but twice" I ask him.

He chuckles softly, "a couple of days ago I met up with RM, and we surprisedly talked everything out"

My eyes widen, "what?"

He laughs at my response, "yeah. We're cool" he tells me. But sitting there I couldn't believe it. It didn't make sense to me at me.

"What made yo..." he cuts me off, "that night when I went off at you, I felt like a dick, and after I realized it... I went to go look for you. I thought you were outside, so I went and I found you.... in the rain. With him" he pauses looking out in the distance.

"A part of me was angry because I felt like I lost you to him, again... but then I realized you were never mine." He finishes before looking at me.

I remain silent.

"For months I was so miserable trying to get over you, to forget you... it wasn't until recently I found out the only way to actually get over someone you really like is by letting them go" his voice softens.

I sat there listening to him and I couldn't help but what I hug him.... not because I felt bad for him but because I realized once he was willing to let me go, he would actually be happy.

Happier than I could ever make him.

"So... I guess that's what I'm doing here... letting you go. So you can be happy, even if it's not with me" he tells me.

He's mature, more than how I remembered him. I slightly smiled, "Bam..." I trail off unsure of what to say now.

He exhales deeply before standing off brushing off his pants, "well, that was that" he says trying to sound as if letting me go was easy.

I stand up as well.

"Bam" I trail off once again.

He forces a smile, "it's okay... it's life, sometimes the people we like don't end up liking us back" he tells me.

God, if his objective was to make me feel bad, it worked because now I felt like shit, once again.

"Your right" was all I could say.

"So let's just start over" he tells me causing me to nod, I watch as he turns around for a second before turning around and facing me once again.

I looked at him in confusion, as he approached me. He looks at me as if he was waiting for me to say something.

"What?"

"Say the line... remember from when we first met?" He asks causing me to smile.

I rolled my eyes before clearing my throat.

"Uh... you aren't BTS"

I say, remembering when I actually walked into the wrong dressing room at the one award show, and he happened to be in there.

That's how we met.

"No, I'm not. But it seems as if you are... Normani, right?" He asks placing out his hand.

I struggled to hold back my laugh, "I'm BamBam From GOT7" he says.

I leaned towards him, shaking his hand, "nice to meet you" I say.

"Same here"