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I nodded my head to my upcoming music on my new album, basically a few songs that I wrote while I was in America on break.

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* boyfriend by Ari (but slowed)

* phases (originally by PrettyMuch)

* nights like this ft Kehlani

* stretch you out ft summer walker

* it's not easy letting go ft Daryl ong

* heavy ft Kiana lende

* over and over again

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This album was very different from my first one. You see while black woman had vibes of being this powerful, sexy woman.... black woman.

This album was different.

It was all about vulnerably and opening up in this one. What I was dealing with... going through it is exactly how is sang in those songs.

Most of the shit is how I was feeling about RM and me. How crazy my life's been... me.

For instance..

boyfriend— "I'm a motherfucking trainwreck"

phases— "I'll wait through your phases"

nights like this— "on some nights like this, baby I can't help but think of us"

stretch you out— "out your fucking mind, can't you see I'm fucking trying! And you want pussy six times a week, but you never wanna clean up, and you talk to me like shit and you handle me to rough"

it's not easy letting go— "always thought that I, could always find someone, to take your place with me... I thought it would be easy"

heavy— " I don't like showing weakness so I always fake it, maybe someday I will gain composure, maybe when I'm older"

outro— (dialogue) "leave your message about the beep... (beep) hey... uh... it's me... I wanted to let you know that.. you didn't do anything... wrong. It was me. It's always been me. And I'm so so sorry... for hurting you... because I do... I do love you... and I know... I can't... I can't keep hurting you... not like this. so this... is probably the last time you'll hear from me"

Which is crazy if you ask me... it's an actual message of me... calling him.. leaving a message to Bam.

You could literally hear my tears, and sniffling like I was crying for days. Which I think I was..... this was probably the day or two after announcing my break and just cutting everyone off.

I heard the doorbell ring, causing me to remove the headphones and get up to open the door.

I walked out the studio room, and down the hallway. I walked throughout the living room, as the bell rang again.

I was now rushing to get the door, it was almost midnight, who is at my door.

I placed my hoodie back on my head before opening the door.

I looked up to see Lee, "Jesus... where have you been? I've been calling your phone for the past 30 minutes" he says inviting himself in.

"My phone is in my room, charging... I was finalizing the album.. what happened?" I asked him because it had to be urgent.

"The album? Jesus, Mani... I told you the only thing you to need to be focused on right now is the script for the movie and BTS... stop rushing your album" he tells me.

"I know... but I just— he cut me off, "I know... your excited to put more music out there, I'm excited as well... but what's more important your upcoming movie or an album that you'll have so much more time later to finish?" He asks having a point.

I sighed closing the door, "so what was so urgent that you— he cuts me off pulling out a booklet from his bag.

"Starting in the next 10 hours, you are no longer Normani Kordei... you are now... Candance Young" he says holding the script for my upcoming movie.

"Candance... Young" I say slowly taking the script from him. I opened the booklet to get a glance at the script.

Action, Drama, Thriller and Romance. This seemed more exciting the my other dramas where It's just romance...

"You remember that famous actor I was telling you about?" He asks bringing me out my thoughts.

"Which one" I ask.

"The one who one that really important award for best actor of the decade" he asks as if I'd know who that was.

Candace Young... 25, a waitress at a diner bar, happens to help a man who because of important information was killed, but just before his brutal death he tells Candace the information, causing her to be a target for trained assassins, but luckily is protected by Lee Yun-seong a former soldier, KCIA agent.

sneak peek.

c: [out of breath from running, hands shaking and nervousness displayed on face]

ys: "are you okay?"

c: "does it look like I'm okay? For the last 2 hours, I've been chased... almost kidnapped... shot at... and this closed to being killed all because I was trying to be a Good Samaritan"

ys: [Young watching as he begins to pull out a large duffel bag] "see that's your problem right there, theres no such thing as a Good Samaritan in Korea. If you see things that you know you weren't supposed to see, you mind your business"

c: "if you can't tell I'm not from around here"

ys: "anyone with eyes could tell that your not from around here"

c: "y-you said there's no such thing as a Good Samaritan... if that's even remotely true, then why are you helping me?" [YS loads bullets into gun, catching the attention of her]

ys: "look kid, as nice as you seem...you and I are two completely different people. you see... you helped someone who was in need... me... I'm not helping you... im only saving your ass, because that also means I'm saving mine"

c: "how is helping me, helping you?"

[YS remains silent]

c: "I asked you a question"

[C frustrated to see him focused on his multiple guns in the duffle bag]

c: "and whats with you and guns... how many guns do you need?"

ys: "you know you ask a lot of questions"

c: "and do you know that you never answer any"

ys: [he sighs] the gun isn't for me" [pauses and hands gun to Young] "you need to learn how to protect yourself... and in order to do that you need to learn how to use a gun"

c: "you expect me... to use this... like shoot and kill people with it?"

ys: "if you expect to live... yes"

c: "I can't shoot a person, let alone kill them."

[YS sighs, approaching her.. placing both of her hands on the gun, raising her arms causing her to aim the gun out in the distance. He positions her body causing C to gasp, by the sexual tension]

ys: "Listen, Kid... those men that you just saw at the diner are nothing compared to what's out there in my world. You either kill to survive or be killed. No in betweens. In order to get out of this thing alive, you need to learn how to protect yourself"

c: "and to that I have kill?"

ys: "Yes... people die all the time"

c: "it isn't right... no one deserves to die... or be killed"

ys: "do you not see the type of world we live in? Murders are free on the streets, crooked cops are killing innocent people. Woman and Children are being raped and kidnapped.... people are fighting for their life's... and you have the nerve to say no one deserves to die?"

c: "were all humans, that's all I'm saying. We all bleed, and get hurt"

ys: "I see you still have a lot of growing up to do, kid"

c: "stop calling me kid.... it's annoying, and frankly... I have a name. It's Candace. Candace Young"

ys: [sighs in annoyance] "well, Miss Candace Young.... just shoot the gun"

I read all of the details quickly.

"Boys Over Flowers... City Hunter... Heirs... Legend of The Blue Sea" he whispers causing me to drop the script, my eyes jot up to him and mouth dropped.

"Boys over flowers... City Hunter... t— Lee... Are you saying that... Lee Minho is going to be my co-star??" I asked him.

He nods softly causing me to cover my mouth... "oh my god... really?" I asked once more having to see if it was true.

Lee Minho was a very famous actor for his very popular shows.

"Yes. Starting tomorrow you have a multiple photoshoots... one at 11am is with BTS, the other one is at 2, is promotional for the movie, and the other one at 4 is for a couple CG I booked.... and then afterwards you start training" he tells me.

"Training?"

"You're going to be in a action movie, don't you think you should do your own stunts?" He asks causing me to nod.

This was really exciting. That also means I get to do training, like flips and learn how to parkour. I was already flexible which was a good thing.