"W-what is it?" Lay asked approaching slowly, as I looked up at him shaking, with fear, confusion and nervousness in my eyes.

The thought of this alone scared me. How was I supposed to tell him.

"I-I'm.... pregnant" I say slowly, I watch as his expression changed looking at me.

"What?" He asked approaching me.

I nod slowly, trying hold back tears, as I held the pregnancy test in my shaking hand.

"I-I'm... gonna be a dad?" His voice cracks, and I nod, as tears began to fall.

"I'm gonna be a dad!" He says excitingly before lifting me up and spinning me causing me to hold on to him and smile.

He places me down, looking at me. "We're gonna be a family" he says.

"Yeah" I say as he leans down and kisses passionately.

"AND THATS A WRAP ON UNEXPECTED LOVE EVERYONE!" The director shouted causing both lay and I to smile widely.

Finally, after months and months of filming, and practicing, and preparing... filming was no over.

"Great Job Everyone!" I say before clapping to applaud and compliment all the staff, the actors and actresses who took part in making this film happen.

I watch as the staff began to turn off the lights of the fake house, as lay approached me.

"I can't believe I'm about to say this but I'm going to miss your stubborn ass" he says causing me to roll my eyes.

"Oh please, I see right through you... you miss me already and I haven't seen left set yet" I smirked causing him to slightly smile.

Despite lay and I being together for the movie, I won't even lie... he kind of grew on me. Like a older brother who took care of me and made sure I was okay every once and a while.

He was a kind, pure and innocent person, so sweet honestly.

I let out a sigh watching as the staff began to close down the set, meaning it was nearly time for us to get ready to go.

"so I heard your going back to China.. to promote" I say trying to make conversation also to ignore the thought in my head that was thinking about crying.

Not because just I won't see lay but also because the movie... that I worked so hard for, risked relationships for... its finished.

There was a part of me that didn't want it to be.

"yeah. Tomorrow morning" he says.

"So soon?"

He nods, "that's what happens when your the sheep of China" he smiles softly.

I let out a slight chuckle; "I'm gonna miss you" I tell him finally, as tears start to form in my eyes.

"Awe, don't get all sentimental on me now" he says trying to make me smile, but it only made tears come out more.

I smile as tears fall, "you know... this experience overall was amazing... meeting you was amazing... and I'm happy that I got to be apart of this.. with you" I say fanning my face so my makeup wouldn't smudge.

I had a interview to go to after this.

He laughs slightly, wiping my tears.

"Stop talking as if we aren't ever going to see each other again. We still have interviews, and more photoshoots. And also interactions at awards shows" he reminds me.

"Oh" I say coming to the realization that he was right.

He was about to say something when Lee approached me, "hey sorry to interrupt, but we have to go now if you want to make it for the interview" he tells me causing me to nod.

I turn to lay, "I'll call you later so we can talk" he says before pulling me into a hug, after we part I follow Lee off set and into the limo.

I fasten my seatbelt as Lee handed me my phone, "so what's on my schedule for the rest of the day?" I asked him before unlocking my phone.

"Well after the billboard interview, you have a small photoshoot with Cha Eun Woo, and then you have a meeting with Bang" he explains.

My eyes jot up to his, "after meeting?" I asked him.

What did I do know?

"Not anything bad. He just wants to talk to you about joining Vlive, and also BTS Run"

"Oh okay" I say shrugging.

"And He also thinks you should make more friends within the female idol community because of recent articles" he finishes telling me.

I return back to my phone going on twitter to see what I missed in the past three hours or so.

"You mean the rumors"

"People don't think they are rumors" he tells me.

"Well they are. People will believe what they want too, regardless if the truth comes out or not" I tell him seriously.

Rumors everywhere have been saying that I've either been playing both Bam and RM, or RM and I never went out we were hiding the fact that it was Bam and I.

Him kissing me only made those speculations worst. Oh get this rumors even spread that I was not only sleeping with Bam but I was only pregnant with his child.

"I completely understand where you are coming from, but your actions have been causing the rumors to get out of hand" he tells me.

My actions?

"I mean acting as if you were kissing Hyuna? Then bam kissing you? You barley seen in public with any of your members... of course people are going to think somethings going on" he tells me causing me to roll my eyes.

"Did toy even speak him?" He asks me.

I turn to him, "yes" I respond.

"Well?"

"Well what?" I ask.

"Well what happened? What did he say?" He asks.

"Nothing. Him and I agreed that until we figure us out we were going to let the public say what they want" I explain to him so he can calm down.

"And how long will that be? I mean before you figure out what you guys want?" He asked me.

I sigh, feeling annoyed by the amount of questions he was asking me. "I don't know" I respond.

He was about to say something when his phone rang, I watch as he answers the phone.

"Lee speaking" he answers allowing me to turn back to my phone.

"W-what? Slow down" Lee says getting my attention. Who was he on the phone with?

"What?" Lee asks before looking out the window causing me to look out the window as we were pulling up to the building.

"Okay.. okay.. I'll handle it" he says before getting off the phone. I turn back to him, "what happened?" I asked calmly.

"What happened is that" he says pointing outside causing me to turn and see fans holding signs, and cameras, screaming.

I was about to turn and ask him what was so wrong about having my fans when I saw a familiar car parked outside the building.

My eyes enlarged to see Bam standing outside his car with guards surrounding him. I arch my brows in confusion, "I thought you said it was a solo interview?" I ask him.

"It is"

Then why is he here?

"What the hell is he doing?" I asked.

"You tell me. Have you spoken to him since the night of the awards?" He asks me as we pulled into the carpool.

Good question.

No.

I mean I wanted to but I didn't know what to say or how to explain how things were. I was just in a very confused situation right now.

"No? Why not?" He asks as the limo comes to stop.

"I-I don't know but I will" I assure him.

The door opens and fans screams loudly at my appearance as I step out the limo, smiling and waving.

Forcing a smile as fans screamed my name, and took millions of photos. Lee stepped out and leans in to whisper.

"It'd be weird if you don't go talk to him specially with everyone recording and watching" he warns me.

I smile facing Bam who stood there as if he was waiting for me. I approached him causing the fans to scream our ship name.

"BAMMANI!"

A smirk appears on his face as I held my forcible smile, "hey... what are you doing here?" I ask him.

"We need to talk" he says smiling for the camera.

"I know, but I don't think right now is a good time. Can we finish this later?" I ask.

Expecting him to say yes, I began to turn around when his actions proved to me he meant no.

He grabbed my arm quickly causing the screams to get louder, I turn facing him eyes widen.

First the kiss.

Then the confirming we kissed before.

Now this.

He is sending the wrong message. Not only to our fans but to each other.

"What are you doing?" I ask him.

"I told you I wasn't going to let him have you, and I meant it" he says not letting me go but instead pulling closer towards him.

Now, he was pushing it.

I swallowed hard, "Bam— he cuts me off, "I don't know what he told you to make you forget, but do I need to remind you that he hurt you?" He asks me.

And he didn't understand. He didn't hurt me. I hurt us. I hurt him, and if I continue to do this.. I'm going to him you as well.

"I haven't forgotten. But it seems you have" I say pulling my arm out of his grip but because everyone was watching us, I made it seem like I was stretching or something.

He looks at my in confusion, "your actions don't only effect your career but also mine. You kissing me... the other day was the most stupidest thing you've ever done" I spat.

"And I'd do it all over again" he states causing me to look up at him.

What?

"It was stupid, I agree... but it was the first time in a long time, I finally got your attention"

I arched my brows, "you kissed me for attention?" I asked him seriously.

"I kissed you in front of everyone because it was the only way you could know that I was serious this time, that I wasn't just going to let you go becau— I cut him off.

"You really want to get my attention? Go talk to him" I tell him causing him to look at me in confusion.

"What?"

"Whatever hatred you two have for each other end it" I finish.

"Do you know what your asking me?" He asks me.

"I do"

"Obviously not. Joon hates me, and I hate him" he tells me.

"You don't think I know that? If not for each other, do it for me. Okay. I'm begging you" I tell him.

At the end of all of this. They should at least be okay with each other.

"No. If I do that, then that's basically letting him have you, and I made it clear I'm not letting him take you away from me this time"

I sigh.

"I'm not yours to keep, Bam"

"Neither is joon, but yet you continue to choose him over me" he says, anger in his voice.

"No. This time is different" I say and his expression changes.

"Different?" He asks sounding happy as if that meant I was now choosing him.

"Different because this way... neither of you, can have me" I spat, his eyes searching mine.

"What?"

"All of this needs to stop, and since you guys won't make it. I will" I tell him honestly.

"Will what?" He asks eye searching mine, I look back at Lee who was already looking at me motioning that was time to go.

"What are you planning to do, mani?" he asks.

I let out a deep sigh; "I hurt him, Bam. And I also hurt you, not trying to hurt myself... I can't do this anymore. So I'm putting in end to all of this" I tell him.

"Mani?" He calls for me as Lee motions for me to go now.

"What are you planning to do?" He asks me causing me to turn around ignoring him.

My fans, everyone who knows me deserve to know... the truth. My truth. For what I was about to do may be the stupidest thing, but I had to do it.

I approach Lee, "everything alright?" He asks me.

"During my interview, set up my Vlive and make sure everyone who watched BTS's live, knows I have one"

"What are you planning to do?" He asks.

"Something I've should've done a long time ago" I say entering the building.

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