"Where's Joon?" Taehyung asked Yoongi as they were waiting outside of Jimin's room.

"What do you mean where he is? He isn't in his room?" Yoongi ask two of the youngest members.

"He wasn't in his room last night either when I went by" Jin responds. Jimin then walks out of his room and followed behind was J-hope.

"Who are we waiting on?" J-hope asked the members as they all looked around.

"Who else? Of course the love birds" Jimin shrugs closing his hotel room door.

"Let's just go see if Normani's seen him" Yoongi tells the members as they all walk down the hallway.

"As if she'd want too. Whatever he did last night at the hot tub area must've been bad" JungKook says.

"Any of you guys have the key to her room?" Yoongi asks ignoring their comments.

Jin hands Yoongi the key to Normani's hotel room as they were walking towards it. Seconds later they approach the door together, before Yoongi could slide the key into the door he was stopped.

"What is she's getting dressed or something?" Jimin points out.

"As if you all wouldn't want to see her" Yoongi jokes causing him to get glares.

"Fine. I'll go in myself", he says placing the key into the door, and it was unlocked.

"Normani! I'm coming in?" His voice loud and clear to announce his appearance that he was walking into the room.

He past the bathroom noticing it was empty, walking further into the room. "She better not still be asleep. I'm hungry" J-hope says as they watch Yoongi enter the room.

Yoongi turns the corner to see Normani was indeed sleeping but she wasn't alone. On the ground was both Joon and her clothing.

"Oh. My. Shit" Yoongi says looking at what was in front of him, causing the other members to look confused.

"What? What is it?" Jimin walks into the hotel room quickly approaching Yoongi. He also turns to see NamJoon and Normani laying nakedly underneath the sheets.

"Oh my god!" Jimin blurts out causing the attention of the members, also causing the two sleeping pair to slowly wake up.

Normani slowly wakes up looking at Joon who slowly began to wake up at well.

What is that noise? Who the hell is yelling? The naked girl thought.

"holy crap" The voice of Jin says causing the girls eyes to widen looking at NamJoon whose eyes also widen.

The pair sat up at the same time using the sheets to cover their so naked body.

"Ah! Oh my god! Get out!" The girl shouts in embarrassment. The girl tossed a pillow at them as they quickly fled the room, the door shut.

Namjoon turned towards her, Normani sighed covering her face with her hands.

"I forgot they were going to get us up for breakfast" the leader says softly.

-

I chewed on the side of my mouth continuously sitting at the table inside of a very expensive restaurant downtown L.A filled with members who knew that Joon and I had sex.

I mean how else were they going to explain us being naked in the bed together. I awkwardly sipped on my drink, looking up from my phone to notice eyes were already on me.

They quickly looked away once I looked up. I sighed at this awkwardness. NamJoon looked at me motioning for me to say something.

I shook my head. He tilted his head giving me a look. I shook my head motioning that he should do it because he's the one who came into my hotel room. It wasn't like I told him to have sex with me. I mean I didn't stop him either but still.

"What are you doing?" Suga asked causing the attention to be on me.

I clear my throat. "I was just... thinking why it was so quiet this morning? Let's talk about something. Like the beach. How was it?" I ask them trying to make conversation.

"Wet" Joon responds looking at the menu causing me to turn to him and arch my brow at him.

JungKook chokes on his drink causing me to sigh. This had to be the most awkwardest thing ever. I mean of course the boys knew about Joon's and I complicated relationship but I don't think they were expecting us to actually have sex.

Speaking of it. I didn't expect for me to have sex. I mean it's not like I wasn't familiar in that department. It's just the furthest thing joon and I ever did was literally kissing aggressively.

It never got far like this. Now things between us are completely awkward. There's a side of me who wishes I never opened the door for him. Then there's the other side who can't help but be happy that we ended up having sex.

To be honest I've only been with two guys sexually and as much as I try to tell myself otherwise Joon was indeed the best.

But you know what people say. It's better when your in love. I hear Jimin who arms were crossed over his chest let out a deep sigh. This is literally so awkward. What am I supposed to say.

Saved by the bell, the waitress comes up to take our order. "Can I have the— ch- JungKook's voice fades as I feel my phone vibrate continuously.

I pulled my phone out from my back pocket, looking at the screen. It was Lauren. I swiped across the screen placing the phone to my ear.

"hey... I'm so sorry. I couldn't respond to your text. Something came up last night" I try to explain quickly without giving out any details.

"Hey... it's fine. I was wondering is that you in buttoned-down jean dress?" The words out her mouth caused me to look in confusion.

I began to look around. "You can see me? Are you here?" I asked her in confusion trying to figure out how she knew exactly what I was wearing.

"Everything okay?" Joon asks me, I turn to him nodding.

"And for you miss?" The waitress asks me. We've spent almost ten minutes in the restaurant, and I have yet to look at the menu.

Before I could get the words out I hear a loud scream from both inside the restaurant and my phone causing everyone to look up including me.

I looked up to see Lauren followed behind her was Dinah, and Ally. My mouth dropped causing me to smile widely.

"Oh My God! What are you guys doing here?" I ask before hugging them individually.

"Lauren told us you were in town, and we wanted to surprise you" Ally says smiling.

"Awe, you guys" I say the feeling of excitement filled inside of me. The last time I saw ally was at the kids choice awards, and Dinah was the last time we were on stage together.

It's been a while.

"I'll just come back later" the waitress says walking away. I turn to the boys, "you guys these are my girls. Also known as the girls of fifth harmony" I say introducing them to the members of BTS.

I watch as the boys smiled and stood up greeting them. "2!3! Bangtan. We are BTS!" NamJoon says introducing them to the girls.

"Wow. You guys are so handsome" Lauren says complimenting them. I could already tell Jin's ego was getting bigger by the second.

"Thank you. So are you" Taehyung flirts.

"Uh— I'm lauren" she says waving.

"Ally" the shortest one here says smiling.

"Dinah" she says throwing up a peace sign.

"I'm RM. I'm— before Joon could finish Lauren cuts him off, "oh... we know exactly who you guys are" she says impressing me.

"Really?" I ask.

"The cute on with the beanie on is JungKook", Ally says pointing out the youngest member who begins to smile.

"You two are Jimin and Jin" Dinah points out the exact members. Lauren then points over to Yoongi and J-hope.

"That's Suga. He's J-hope" She says.

The boys reactions were hilarious. They couldn't believe that they were correct.

"And that's V" Lauren finishes.

"Oh wow" Hoseok says applauding them.

"I hope you guys don't mean us intruding on your breakfast. We just haven't seen Mani in so long. I hope it's okay if we borrow her for the day" Dinah says.

The boys insisted that it was fine.

"No. It's okay. Go head. I think the boys and I just need some guy time" RM says making them smile and laugh.

"Well it's settled. I'll see you guys back at the hotel?" I asked causing them all to nod. Before leaving I gave a look to Joon who smiled before I was pulled out of the restaurant by Dinah.

"So whats the first thing you ladies what to do?" Ally asked.

"One thing I haven't done in a long time"

"Which is?" Lauren asked.

"Shopping"

-

I nodded passing the guards who were guarding the hotel level that BTS was on. I exited the elevator holding my bags of new clothes and a couple of items I bought for the boys when I went shopping with the girls.

Hanging out with them was needed. I honestly completely forgot about everything that was bothering me or what I was stressed about and had a good time.

Now that I think about it... when I'm not doing an solo activities, I'm always with the guys which i find myself getting so used to that I'm beginning to pick up habits from me.

I walked towards my hotel room, before I could pull out my key, I hear the door down the hallway open causing me to look.

It was Jimin. Holding an ice bucket.

"hey... your back" he says smiling walking towards me. I nodded unsure what else to say.

"I'm on my way to get ice... We're about to watch a movie in my room... you want to join us?" He ask smiling softly.

I shook my head, "Thank you though. I'm just gonna get ready for bed. I'm a little tired" I respond causing him to frown.

"Oh okay. Well you know where my room is if you change your mind"

I nod taking his offer into consideration, as he walks away down the hallway. I slid my key into my door, as it unlocked I opened it and walked inside.

After taking a shower and getting ready for bed, I know no longer felt that tiredness I felt earlier. Meaning if I wanted to go to sleep, I couldn't because I took a hot shower the just woke me up.

I sigh in annoyance placing my hair into a messy bun. I walked over to the dresser where my traveling snacks were located and grabbed my hot fries, and peach rings.

Despite wearing only a shirt and panties underneath I put on my socks and slipped into my puma slides with intentions of heading over to Jimin's room.

I exited my room walking down the hallway to Jimin's room, and I literally heard the loud laughing from outside the room. Most likely it was Jin, causing me smile.

I knock on the door and seconds later it opened, I looked up to see JungKook who pushed his hair his face before looking at me.

"mani?" He asked in confusion.

"Are you gonna let me in or what?" I asked knowing I've been standing out his this freezing hallway for way to long.

He opened the door more allowing me to come inside, as I took my slides walking further into the hotel to the boys scattered around the room.

Jimin was in bed. Yoongi and Taehyung sat on the couch. J-hope and Jin sat in separate chairs eating watching the television. JungKook walked past me and took his sat on the bed.

But where was joon?

"Look who came to visit us you guys" JungKook says causing all of them to turn and look at me.

"Hey... I thought you were sleepy?" Jimin asks.

"Couldn't sleep. I brought snacks" I say holding up my snacks. I couldn't but notice Yoongi eye my peach ring which caused me to toss them to him.

"So what we watching?" I ask taking my seat on the bed lookin at the television.

"This Korean movie. It's about a boy who falls in love with a girl who is secretly a ghost. I'll put the subtitles on for you" J-hope tells me reaching for the remote. I nod, catching the attention of Yoongi.

"If your wondering where your boyfriend is he's in his hotel room, and hasn't left it since we got back this morning" He explains.

"He isn't my boyfriend"

"Oh my bad... one night stand" he jokes causing me to throw a pillow at him causing the other members to laugh.

Then it got to me. What does he mean he didn't leave his room since they got back. You mean from this morning?

Was he mad at me or something? Was he sick? Was he okay? I swallowed hard at the thought. I didn't want to bother him if he didn't want to be bothered but I can't help but feel like he was probably upset at me or something.

My eyes dart to the empty ice container. "I'll be back. It looks like we're out of ice" I say casually.

"I'll come with you" Taehyung says.

"No. It's okay. It's right down the hallway. Besides the guards are there. I'll be fine" I assure them all.

"Don't worry. She isn't getting ice" Yoongi smirks before tossing a peach ring into his mouth.

"Yes. I am"

"Your halfway out the door but your forgetting the container that the ice should be in" he points out.

Why to go. I laugh nervously as I notice the words of Yoongi got the attention of a few other members.

I grab the container, and walk towards the door. "I'll be back" I tell them walking out the door.

"Don't forget the ice" he shouts as I leave the room.

I approached NamJoon's room cautiously. What the hell is wrong with me? It's not like we're strangers. Maybe because him and I haven't talked about last night events and what we were going to do about it.

Seconds after knocking on the door it finally opened. I looked up to see Joon shirtless wearing sweats.

My eyes automatically dropped to the ground. "Hey.. what are you doing here?" He asks looking around.

"I-Uh" I pause unable to speak, "Ice" I say nervously. He looks at me and chuckles. I shut my eyes tightly.

Ice?

Ice?

Get it together, Normani.

"Ice?" He asks arching his eyebrows.

I breathe heavily. "Honestly. I came over here to talk to you" I confess.

"What's up?" He asks me.

"About... last night" I say and our eyes met almost immediately. He opens the door more allowing me inside.

I swallowed hard placing the bucket of ice down, turning around to see him shut the door.

He approaches me causing me to tense up a little. The last time we were in a room together, alone... well I don't have to explain. You guys now.

He leans back against the wall, letting out the biggest sigh in the world.

"let me guess... you came here to tell me what happened last night can never happen again?" He asked.

Was he expecting me to say that?

"No" I responded.

"Oh.. then you came to tell me how it was a mistake, and we are only and should only be friends? How it wasn't real?" He asks me confidently as if he expected me to say that.

I can't even lie on my way walking to his room, I did. I think about saying that but then I realized you only fall in love so many times and I'm tired of waiting for the right moment, I'm tired of hiding, or pretending as if there isn't something there for him when there clearly is.

I remained quiet knowing he had more to say and it'd be better to let him finish.

"If this is all your going to keep on doing whenever we somehow almost work whatever we are out... then I'll give you what you want. If you want us... whatever the hell we are to be done. Then we're done" the words coming out his mouth like knifes to my stomach scared me.

The thought of us being just friends. The thought of him moving on and caring about someone else.

I couldn't bear it.

"No" the words came out my mouth causing him to look at me.

"What?"

"I'm saying no because last night wasn't a mistake. At least I don't think it was", I began causing him to look at me.

"What?" He says once more.

"What happened between us was real. To be honest I wished last night never ended. It was the first time in a long time I wasn't thinking about everyone else. I just was doing what I wanted" I confess him my eyes everything but on his.

He stood there speechless. I know I'll probably get a lot of hate. And there will be people who object our relationship, but right now... in this moment I couldn't care.

I saw him. I liked him. I wanted him. I got him. I have him. And there's no way in hell that I'm losing him.

"Despite our differences and us always arguing over something stupid, I can't help it that I have feelings for you. I'm so tired of trying to tell myself otherwise" I tell him honestly.

"Mani- I cut him off, "ju-just let me finish" I say softly. He nods. I know if I don't get this out now, he'll most likely never here me say it. So I just need to get this off my chest before I tell myself to stop.

"So you wanted the truth... this is it. Till I met you I never argued with anyone the way I did with you. I never became so possessive over something that wasn't mine. I never fought so hard to ignore my feelings for someone like I did for you" I say began speaking fast knowing that if I even try to think about the words coming out my mouth, I'd stop.

I couldn't believe I was actually doing it. Spelling my heart out, and hoping that he'd feel the same way too. Maybe it was my drowsiness talking, because I know normal me wouldn't have had enough courage to do this. To do anything like this.

A smile appears from his face, and I automatically knew he was confused when his brows arched and he ran his hands through his head.

"I-i don't understand"

Does he want me to spell it out. My heart pounding filled with joy and nervous.

Why did it feel like I confessing to my high school crush. I'm still getting the goosebumps, and the dryness in my throat. My knees getting weak and breathing get heavier.

I let out a soft sigh before looking up to him, "what I'm trying to say is that I want to be with you, babo [fool in korean]"

"I want you. And all of you. The good parts. The bad parts. The happy you. The confusing you. The smart you. The rapper you. The singer you. The fighting you and the loving you. All of it" I continue my heart feel like it was getting lighter each and every single words.

"and I know I said before that we need to think about the members and or fans but right now all I can think about is how much I want this. Us. Because your right... we aren't done. We weren't ever done" I say.

Before he could even give me a reaction or a response, his phone began to vibrate. He turns away from me, causing me to roll my eyes.

Why to ruin a perfect moment. He walks over to the nightstand to answer his phone giving the me the opportunity to leave.

I walk towards the ice bucket placed down grabbing it quickly and walking to the shut door.

I opened it slightly and before I could take a step out of the room, I was pulled back and turned around by Joon himself.

He grabs my face placing his lips against mine kissing my passionately. I began to kiss back filling my heart beat furiously throughout my chest.

We've kissed dozens of times but this one was different. It was heart pounding, hard loving, and passionate kissing. His lips on mine, he was taking what was his and I wasn't going to stop him.

Without even realizing the ice bucket I was supposed to getting ice for fell to the ground but that wasn't something either of us.

The kiss deepened when his hands were now around my waist pulling me closer to him, and my hands on his face pulling him closer to me.

He breaks the kiss looking down at me causing both of us to breathe heavily. Our eyes searching each other.