"I hope it's a boy" Shownu says as we sat in the car on our way to pick up the unlucky kid who is going to be in our care.

"Were going to love the kid regardless if it's a boy or girl, right?" I ask arching my eyebrow, as he was driving.

"Yes. But I still want a son" he tells me. I roll my eyes at his response, trying to ignore the smile wanting to escape from my lips.

"Why"

"Because girls are too much work, too expensive and too complicated" he explains almost immediately.

"I'm guessing that's why you're still single?" I joke causing him to let out a laugh.

"I hope you know I'm single by choice not by chance"

"Yeah. Sure" I say making conversation.

As worried as I was about doing something like this I couldn't help but get the feeling of relaxation. I wasn't worried about anything at the moment.

Not saying I needed this, but I'm low key happy that I get a week off of my actual stressful life.

After arriving at the building, Shownu and I entered the building standing close to get other unsure how this would come out.

The cameras following us and recording our every move.

"Oppa!" I heard a little voice say causing both Shownu and I to turn looking in the direction.

Down the hallway was a little girl wearing the cutest dress ever. She ran with her little feet down the hallway towards us.

I smiled watching as Shownu bends down to her level, and seconds later she was being hugged by him.

I bent down as well.

"awe.. she's so cute" He says his cheeks getting red. The little girl turns to me, "hi" I say smiling at her.

The little girl then walks towards me hugging me, "she's so adorable" I say holding her, Shownu stands up causing me to lift her up and hold her.

"What's your name?" He asks the little girl that I held in my arms.

"Jung Seyoon, and I am this years old" she says holding up 5 fingers causing my heart to smile. This little girl was so adorable I swear.

"Can we keep her? Please?" Shownu asks the producers who stood behind the cameraman smiling at us.

"I want my own" I say catching the eye of Shownu. I turned back to Jung Seyoon, who stared at me.

"Noona is really pretty" she compliments me causing me to smile softly.

"And what about me?" Shownu pouts causing me to let out a laugh.

The little girl shrugs obliviously.

"since it's your first day with us Seyoon, you get to decide where we go. So what do you want to do?" I ask her.

"I want to go to the park" she tells us both.

"I don't think I'll be a good idea, it's very hot outside" Shownu says causing Seyoon to pouts.

"But oppa" she says poking her lips more, making a sad face not even I can resist. I turned to Shownu who still was unfazed.

I sigh, "oppa!" I say in a soft voice, batting my eyelashes, and poking out my lip.

Shownu turns to me trying to hold back the smile that wanted to appear on his face.

"Please!" I say which then caused Seyoon to mimic me. Her and I both stood in front of Shownu begging him to allow us to go to the park.

He finally gives in, "Fine" he says.

"Yay" I hear Seyoon cheer happily.

I smirked at him, "who knew girls were your weakness" patting him on the chest before walking out the building.

-

"Seyoon, be careful" I shout as I saw her playing on the slide. Even by herself the girl was in her own little world.

I watched as she smiled playing on the playground, I turned my attention to Shownu as he walked over holding a vanilla ice cream.

"here" he says handing me the ice cream. I nodded and smiled taking the ice cream. Shownu wasn't joking when he said it was hot, it was like the devil sat his ass crack on the sun.

"Thanks" I say. Shownu takes a seat next me to on the bench, looking at Seyoon.

He sighs heavily before titling his head back, "this feels nice" he starts the conversation.

"What does?" I ask him.

"This. Being outside. Doing regular things, normal people do. Like taking their daughter or son to the park to watch them play" he explains.

It was understandable. He and I were both idols meaning once we were public so was our privacy. Everything we do or say will always be watched, judged, and criticized.

"That's because we aren't normal" I say.

"Yeah. Sometimes I wonder what I'd be doing if I never followed my dreams. Probably in college somewhere with maybe a fiancé" he says smiling at the idea.

"But thats when you realize you wouldn't want to be anywhere other then where you are right now"

He turns to me arching his eyebrow wanting me to explain. "How I see it... god does everything for a reason. So if your this kpop idol star, it's only because god wanted it to be this way. So it wouldn't matter if were in college with a fiancé, if god had planned for you to have this life, trust me... you'd get it" I say looking out in the distance making sure to keep an eye on Seyoon.

I lick my ice cream noticing Shownu's eyes hadn't left off of me since my explanation.

He lets a chuckle before speaking, "you know your not at all what I thought you'd be?" He tells me.

"What did you think I'd be?" I question him interested in his answer.

"Well I seen you perform a couple of times and I remember thinking, "oh wow. She's powerful. So fierce and independent". But I feel like that's what everyone who hasn't met you, or doesn't know you thinks. But there's a side of you that you try to keep people from seeing" he says explaining me as if he knew me.

Which was insane because I only knew him for some hours now and it's like wow.

"And what side would that be?"

I was quite impressed.

"Your sensitive side. You don't want people to think of you as weak so you don't give a reason to" he says.

I nod processing.

He was right, which was insane.

I feel myself overthinking too much, and when I overthink I tend to get a emotional, and I really didn't want get emotional.

I glanced up remembering that this was all being filmed and millions of people were going to watch that.

I cleared my throat, forcing a smile. "we should go now, it's getting pretty late, right?" I asked turning to him.

He nods, standing up from the bench.

-

I exhaled deeply after shutting the door to Seyoon's room. It literally took my forever to put her asleep. She wanted me to read to her, and eventually that put her to sleep.

I walked down the hallway walking into the master bedroom, opening the door to see Shownu shirtless. His body was nothing to play with. Holy crap.

He looks up at me and our eyes meet, I then turn around quickly in embarrassment.

"sorry. I didn't— he cuts me off, "it's my fault" he says. I swallowed hard as the words, "you can turn around now" came out of his mouth.

I uncovered my eyes and turned around to see him fully dressed. He smiles softly causing me relax my nerves.

My eye then jot over to the bed realizing it was just one. Now that I realize it I hadn't thought about the sleeping situation. If he and I were sleeping together or if he was sleeping on the couch.

I watch as he takes one pillow from the bed, and walks away from it. "I'll sleep on the couch. You can take the bed" he tells me.

"No!" I accidentally blurt out causing him to stop and turn to me smiling.

Reminding myself that this was only for entertainment purposes. To bring good ratings and more views to this new show I'd have to do things I know NamJoom nor Bam would really like.

It's just like acting. Right. Not saying Shownu is such a bad person I have to pretend that I enjoy spending time with him but everyone knew the purposes of these shows.

It supposed to get two celebrities and see if they either catch feelings or fall in love in a week, which is stupid if you ask me,

Not saying I wouldn't catch feelings for him but it's clear that I won't because I already have them for Joon and Bam. I do not need another problem.

"I mean... there's enough room on the bed, you can sleep with me" I say walking to the large bed.

"You sure?" He asks me being a gentlemen he is. He's so sweet and kind. I nod not wanting to say anymore than what I already have.

I walked toward the other side getting in the bed, with the eye lends of the cameras and Shownu's eyes watching me.

I felt my body automatically sunk into the bed from how comfortable it felt. I knew without a doubt I'd be able to sleep like a baby with no doubt.

Shownu then climbs into bed, laying next to me. I reach other to my lamp turning the light off, and the room was filled with darkness.

"You better not snore. I'm a light sleeper" I say out of silence causing Shownu to laugh.

"Luckily for you I don't" he responds.

Seconds later the room was filled with silence, and just as I wanted to sleep the most I couldn't.

I twisted and turned finding that it was going to be comfortable at all.

"Shownu" I say softly hoping he was still awake.

"Mhm" he responds as if he was slowly falling asleep.

"I can't sleep"

I hear him sigh before turning to face me, "you want to talk?" He asks voice raspy meaning he was tired, and was just getting rest until I woke up him.

I remember the cameras don't record us when we're in the room together. Meaning him and I could do something and no one would find out.

Not thinking that I wouldn't but you know what I mean.

"Sure" I say causing him to bring up the conversation.

"21 questions?" he suggests.

Up until I feel asleep Shownu and I were just talking about everything. Either that be from his parents to mine, his favorites to my dislikes. To aliens, earth, people in general.

I even opened up to him about the night in Japan. Which is unexpected specially because I don't even allow the boys to bring up that night. I don't want to think about it or talk about it but somehow tonight I did.

And it felt good letting all I was holding in out. I cried and Shownu comforted me which eventually allowed me to trust him even more.

We even talked about this show. We both knew the outcome of what people expected from us. They expected us to at the end of this either catch feelings for each other or date.

Both Shownu came up with an agreement we weren't going to do either. Because fortunately like me Shownu already has feelings for someone.

Just like I have feelings for someone. He told me who she was, which I was shocked myself hearing it.

Shownu doesn't look like the type to date a person who isn't a famous. But he is. He told me they've been secretly dating since his debut and it's hard because she wants to him but he's always busy working and never has time making their relationship long distance sometimes and hard.

I told him that mine was more complicated then that. I don't have feelings for just one. But TWO people. Who happen to be idols. You should have saw his reaction. Especially when I told him who they were.

As awkward as it was when we first met each other and as awkward I thought sleeping in the same bed with him was going to be it really wasn't.

I feel as if doing this made him and I closer specially because we weren't being recording meaning the conversation wasn't forced made this even better.