I follow the members of Got7 into the building successfully without bussing my ass.

"Normani!" I hear a voice shout loudly causing me to turn around. I turned to unexpectedly see fans surrounding the front entrance of the building.

They held signs, and took photos and videos of me and the members.

"Jackson!" The screamed jumping up and down as Jackson flexed posing for the photos.

I roll my eyes standing there watching as his members either gassed him up or did the same thing.

BamBam then walks towards me, I look at him in confusion as no words were exchanged he got down on one knee which caused fans to scream.

His members turned towards us looking at him speechless.

"Her shoe!" BamBam raises his hands in defense to clear up any confusion.

I look down to realize me shoelace was untied.

"oh" i hear a couple of fans say outside. I laugh covering my mouth. For minute there I thought homeboy lost his brain and was about purpose to me or something.

I then looked over to Yugyeom as he was laughing historically while hitting Mark.

After he finishes tying my shoe, he gets up from the ground. "You ready?" He asks me.

"For what?" I ask him. My question was answered when he reached underneath lifting my up making me scream and cling onto him.

I wrap my arms around his neck, as he held me, the screams instantly got louder.

"You better not drop me" I warn him that I wasn't afraid to kick his ass if he dropped me.

Jackson was hyping this shit up, he got down on the floor and was clapping as if Bam and I were in some romantic show.

The rest of the members follow his actions clapping causing the fans to scream. I laugh loudly, before turning and looking up to Bam.

Bam looked down at me smiling and for a second it was the world stopped. Moments later he placed me down, as I waved and blew kisses at the fans letting them know it was time for us to go.

Bam was walking with JB, when I did a mini sped walk to catch up to him. I tapped his shower causing him to turn around and look down at me.

"Let me get on your back" I tell him.

He shrugs almost to easily when I jump onto his back, I wrapped both my arms and legs around him as he carried me.

"Why don't you guys just be married already" I hear Jackson say causing the members to laugh at his comment.

"I don't know Jackson. How come your acting career isn't taking off yet?" Bam responds shading the fuck out of Jackson causing both the other members and I to react.

I laugh at his response. The members "ohheed" at Bam's slick and funny response to Jackson's.

"You better be lucky you're holding her" Jackson tells Bam, who himself was laughing to hard. I almost for a fact thought he'd drop me by now.

We exit the elevator making our way to the dance studio. As music was being played in the studio, the song sounded like "DNA".

I laugh entering the dance studio causing the attention of the boys who were in it.

I looked to see NamJoon who like always was trying his hardest to look at synchronized with the rest of the members because he wasn't such a good a dancer.

The music stops when Tae rushes to the speaker and cuts it off. NamJoon looked up to me once and after that his eyes never left me.

He saw Bam holding me and I obviously could tell his face read jealously. I tap Bam's shoulder telling him that it was okay to put me down now.

He bends down a little to help me, and I climb down from his back.

"Normani, you're back" J-hope says smiling.

I nod softly smiling.

The members of Got7 greets BTS by bowing, as BTS returned the same greeting afterwards.

Jackson pat Bam's back letting him know it was time for them to go into their own dance studio probably across the building to practice.

When one by one the members of Got7 slowly walked out the dance room. Bam on the other hand stayed behind I guess to tell me something.

"What you doing after practice?" He asked me meanwhile the members of BTS pretending as if they didn't see us but you could tell they were looking.

"I don't know. I most likely have to go to the studio to finish up some songs for my new album. Why?" I ask him.

"I just wanted to know if you wanted to go to the movie premiere later on with me tonight" He says low-key asking me on another date.

"So like a date?" I ask my voice way to loud, which caused Joon to look at us.

He hesitates before answering, "yeah. A date" he says before making me smile.

"Sure"

"Alright. I'll pick you up by 8" he tells me causing me to nod and smile. It was like Bam had just became the happiest man alive.

You should've seen his face.

"Dude! Can't flirting with you girlfriend and get your ass in here!" Jackson shouts at Bam standing at the door waiting for him.

Bam walks towards the door, "girlfriend. I like that term" he says causing me to gush.

"Me too" I confess flirting with him.

"Bye girlfriend" he says waving causing me to roll my eyes and smile.

As the door shut I walked over to the corner of the room, where Jimin sat on his phone.

I placed my hair into a bun, "thank god that is over. I almost threw up" Yoongi says making Jung-Kook laugh.

"So when did that happen?" Joon asks causally stretching.

"When I realized I deserved better" I say seriously with a straight face letting him know I was over his bullshit.

I took my position in the middle, stretching my neck.

"I'm sure your relationship with him is just like mine with Lisa" he says.

I almost chuckle.

"That's cute. You think Bam and I would ever lie to millions of people including my own band mates and say that we're dating each other when we're not" I sassed.

"Why is their so much tension?" Taehyung asks Jin. "Don't intervene. They need to solve whatever problem they have amongst each other" Yoongi tells them all.

"Problem? I don't have a problem. Joon and I are completely fine. Now start the music" I tell them all looking over to Jungkook.

"She's delusional" Jin says.

"No, I'm not"

"Alright. Everyone clear the room" Jin says loudly, I began to turn around when Yoongi stopped me.

"No. You— you stay with him and work whatever this is... out. Now!" he tells me causing me to sigh.

I roll my eyes.

I didn't want to be in the same room with him, let alone with him. The doors shut and silence filled the room.

It was awkward. Joon and I exchanged eye contact for a couple seconds.

"Look... they're right. We need to fix this", he tells me.

"There is nothing to fix, Joon. It's fine"

"I'm not", he pauses causing me to look at him.

"I know for a fact your not. As much as you want to believe it or tell yourself otherwise your not" he continues reading right through me.

I sigh. "You think I like the way we are? One minute close as can be, and the next you can barely stand to talk to me. I hate seeing you with him as much as you hate seeing me with her" he says causing me to cross my arms.

"We need to find a solution to this. You can't keep leaving and going whenever you want just because your upset. We can't ignore each other. So we must find a solution" he tells me.

And he was right.

"Fine. Here's one. We forget completely about each other, or what we felt. From here on out, we are nothing more then just friends. Got it? Good" I say smiling walking over to the speaker he follows me.

"Wait, What?" He asked confusion.

"You wanted a solution there's one right there. You do whatever you want with Lisa, and I do whatever I want with Bam"

"No. That isn't the solution. If anything it's going to make it worse. I— he was cut off when the door opened, I turned to see a happily and excited Lisa holding a large box.

"hey" she smiles and then frowns realizing it was Joon and I. I step away from him naturally, so there wasn't any confusion.

"I'm sorry was I interrupting something?" She asks looking at both Joon and I.

"No. I was just informing Joon here about his missing of the steps when we're dancing" I say.

He looks at me, "problem solved?" I asked him.

"No." He says through his teeth, clinching his jaw.

"Well. I'm sure Lisa here wouldn't mind helping you" I smirk.

She laughs, "sure. Of course. What do you need help with" she smiles.

"I think everything" I say. She giggles awkwardly before responding.

"Oh, I brought donuts where are the rest of the guys?" She asked looking around.

"I'll go get them. Thanks" I say to her walking past her.

-

I sighed in frustration entering the dorm as much as I wanted to go out with Bam tonight I couldn't because recording and finishing some bits and pieces of the album.

It was literally too late to even go, I shut the door taking off my shoes and immediately wanted to go to sleep. That's how tired I was.

I yawned softly stretching my head before walking into the kitchen. I turned the corner to see RM reaching into the fridge shirtless with a towel wrapped around his waist as if he was just getting out the shower.

I pause looking at his figure, his body. His abs. Jesus. I know I have been living the guys for almost six months now but now that I think of it I really never seen them naked or shirtless.

I was lost for words, unable to say anything. He turn away from the carton of milk noticing me and freezing.

"I..I" pause turning around quickly, "sorry.. I-i didn't think anyone would be awake by now", I confess honestly.

"Sorry" his voice low and it sounded as if he wanted to laugh but knowing if he did it would make this situation more awkward.

"How was the movie premiere with Bam?" He asks. Did he not understand what I said earlier.

He shouldn't care. He shouldn't want to know how it was. Well from the fact that I didn't go.

"I didn't go"

I respond and not even looking at him I could tell he was relieved.

"Oh"

He responds.

"Yeah. Well.. Goodnight" I say realizing it was late and I needed to get to bed specially knowing that we have a meet and greet tomorrow.

I walk out the kitchen wanting to avoid conversation with him when I feel my arm being pulled back causing me to turn around and drop the items I was holding.

I was pushed against the wall forcibly, with his hands on my wrist to stop me from moving, with his lips on mine kissing me passionately causing me to moan into his mouth.

When Bam kissed me I didn't feel the things I'm feeling now. Joon's kiss is different. It's better.

Before I realize it, I was kissing Joon back. His hands no longer holding me to the wall but instead on my waist, as my hands couldn't help but roam his bare chest.

Feeling his abs. Feeling his skin against mine made me want him even more. The keep deepened when he moved his hands down to my ass and lifted me up allowing me to jump and wrap my legs around his waist.

I was literally having a full heated make out session with him. The same person who a day ago, I hated. The same person who I wanted nothing to do with.

He placed me on the empty counter, kissing me harder. I wanted him. It. I didn't even know what it was but all I knew is I wanted it.

Who was I kidding. I knew exactly what I wanted. Y'all know exactly what I'm talking about too.

Then it hit me. Bam. I was literally kissing Bam a day ago. NamJoon was supposed to be with Lisa. Bam obviously has feelings for me, and if I do this I'm a shitty person for leading him on.

What the hell am I doing?

I didn't want it to stop but unfortunately I pulled away from the heated kiss breathing heavily.

He looks at me in confusion. I couldn't get the words out. His eyes searched mine waiting for a response.

Just as I was about to say something we heard movement in the living room. Our heads both turned to see Jungkook standing there mouth dropped staring at both Joon and I.

Joon cleared his throat pulling away from me, and looking down in embarrassment. I jumped down from the counter quickly standing near but not so close to NamJoon.

"No.. way" he says in shock.

I exhale.

"Jung-Kook please don't tell any of the members about this... please" I say as if I was almost begging him which caused NamJoon to look at me.

He shakes is head.

"We mean it. Not one word" Joon voice was stern and serious.

I swallowed hard with my heart pounding, "I'm gonna go to bed, goodnight" I say softly with my face filled with embarrassment without looking at Joon.

After entering my room, I shut my door leaning against it holding my chest. If I could slap myself over and over again I would.

What the hell happened to being done with him? I mean literally two days ago I didn't want anything to do with him and now I was about to fuck him.

In the kitchen. WHERE WE EAT.

God. I needed to get it together.