"action!" The director shouted meaning we were now film and I should start acting.

I walked quickly away from Jay who was in character as we were filming a scene for "Me Like Yuh"

I opened the door, turning around trying to shut the door to lock him out like the script told me to do so. When he pushed harder opening the door meaning there was no point of trying to fight him.

"Don't you walk away from me, Alexandra!" Jay said my characters name, as we walk into the set where the camera and film directors and crew members were.

I roll my eyes walking away from when we grabs my arm turning me around to face him.

My character supposedly has been ignoring Jay's character not coming to work, avoiding him without an explanation but we all knew why. Jay's character was a man who was impossible of loving someone other then himself and when Alexandra realizes she's falling for him she gets scared and runs away.

"Why haven't you been answering my calls? Where have you been?" Jay asks me with a stern tone.

I knew he was acting but he looked like he was serious. He was a really good actor if you act me, I'm not sure why he doesn't do a lot more films.

"It's none of your business" I tell him remembering my lines.

He does exactly what the script told him to do, he grabbed he forcibly by my waist trying to kiss me when I quickly pushing him away and slap him causing him to let go off me.

It's insane we've down this scene about four times today, but every time after I slap him I freeze and feel horrible for slapping him so badly.

"Minho! Are you crazy?" I ask him breathing heavily waiting for his response.

"Yes, I am crazy! I am crazy because of you, Alexandra. Why didn't you call me? Why have you been avoiding me?" He asks.

"Because I don't want to talk you"

"I don't care what you want", he tells me seriously.

Never did I think in a million years would I acting. It's pretty fun if you ask me. Pretending to someone you aren't.

"What is your problem? You can't just show up at my house without telling me", I say raising my voice.

"My problem? My problem is that I am in love with you, Alexandra. Why can't you see that?!" He raises his voice at me.

"Don't! Don't you dare say you love me. You don't even know what love is! Your incapable of loving anyone other then yourself", I say forcing myself to have tears in my eyes.

"Bu- I cut him off, "you need to go", I say looking away from him.

"Alex" he calls my characters name.

His expression on his face watching me start to cry, "please" I beg of him tears about to fall down my cheeks.

"I'm not leaving until I get an explanation"

"If you don't leave I'll call security", I warn him.

"Call them" he pauses approaching me, "see if I care" he says leaning into me, pinning me against the wall, I swallow hard.

I breathed heavily, as he was inches away from me, my heart pounded. I could see from the side of my eye the camera getting closer to us.

"I'm not that easy to get rid of, Ms.Leighton" Jay says causing me to look at him like an innocent girl like the script told me to do so.

"So, like I said before I'm not leaving until I get an explanation" his words low, causing me to look at him.

I looked into his eyes like the script told my character to do so.

"CUT!" the director shout causing Jay to remove himself off of me.

I began laughing immediately covering my mouth causing Jay to look at me smiling.

"If you would've done that when we were filming I would have beat your ass" he tells me before his assistant walks over to him holding the script.

I roll my eyes shrugging, "I couldn't take you serious. You just don't seem like the dominant type of person" I joked causing him to laugh.

"And well you don't seem like the submissive type of person, but you are" he smirks nudging me.

"I was so nervous about the slap" I confess as I follow him to the director so we can watch how we looked on scene.

"I'm telling you don't think about it, even if I sounded like it hurt it doesn't. It's just one slap. My handsome face will be fine" he informs me causing me to roll my eyes.

As I turned to the screen as the director played the play back.

I watch myself acting, with Jay. God I looked so cringe-worthy, but I felt like I could do better, I know I could do better then this.

"Normani, I know you've never been in acting or anything. I'm aware you haven't even taken classes of any of sort so that's why you performance has to remotely all of real emotion" The director tells me.

I nod understanding what he was say.

"You need to feel the character. Be the character. Don't say the words. Feel the words" he tells me.

I nod. Emotion.

The only person who ever made me feel these emotions is NamJoon. Before him I hadn't really been with anyone, while I was in fifth harmony I really never had time for it.

"Alright, everyone! We're doing scene 12 again. Positions !" He shouts.

I turn back to Jay, "a word of an advice to do actually what the director wanted, act as if you are person. Say your in love with me, but I can't love you. Love you the way you want me too... go based off of that" he tells me as we took our positions.

Think about NamJoon how he makes me feel even better just pretend Jay is NamJoon.

"You'll be fine" Jay tells me before allowing himself to get into character.

"Action!" The Director shouted.

-

I rushed out of the elevator of the BigHit building, I was about thirty minutes late to practice with the boys.

Ever since we started filming for the film, I've been so busy. Sometimes I wouldn't even make it home because we were still filming. Meaning some nights I wouldn't see the boys which sucks because I miss hanging out with them.

I haven't been this busy and unable to focus on my singing career since I was in dancing with the stars when I was still with fifth harmony.

I turned the corner speeding walking towards the dance studio, when I heard music playing meaning they already started without me.

Damn it.

Seconds later I walk into the dance studio expecting to find the boys either practicing but they weren't alone.

I stood at the door in confusion looking at the multiple artists that stood in front of me. My eyes jot from the boys, then to Got7, then to BlackPink.

The members of Got7 seemed to be getting along perfectly with the boys of BTS, which was good.

I look to see Joon talking to Lisa in the corner of the dance studio because excluded from everyone else.

Hm. Interesting.

"Normani?" I hear Bam's shout pointing me out, I watched as Hoseok cuts the music off. They all turned and looked me.

I enter the dance studio slowly and confusedly, I watch as Joon distance himself from Lisa.

"hello" i forced a smile as I waved greeting all of the members from BlackPink and Got7 as I walked towards my boys.

"What's going on?" I ask them.

"You're late" Yoongi completely ignores my question and points out the obvious.

"I know. Filming ran later then expected but I'm here now. So what's going on?" I ask once more wanting an answer this time.

"Didn't you get the text? We have a showcase coming up with week. Girls vs Boys" Jimin explains.

If I did so you think I'd be asking what's going on, and confused.

"Meaning?"

"Meaning everyone in this room is working together" Jin explains.

"Because of the showcase?"

"Don't worry. The boys and I will be on our best behavior", J-hope say placing his arm around my shoulder.

It's not your behavior, I'm worried about.

I nod placing my bag down, more like tossing it. I couldn't help but see the fake couple in corner, still conversing.

J-hope removed his arm, about joined the rest of the guys. I stood against the wall across from everyone, not that I was distancing myself.

I just really didn't know who to talk to, or what to say.

"hello, Ms. famous movie star" the voice of Bam says interrupting our conversation.

I slightly laugh, "I'm not a movie star. It's one film. And it's a Netflix film" I tell him rolling my eyes slightly.

"Well not yet you are. But I have high expectations for you, Ms. Kordei" He says smiling at me.

"So this showcase? We're all performing together?" I ask him.

"Not exactly. It's girls... you and the members of BlackPink verses the boys... The members of BTS and Got7"

He informs me. I nod processing what he was telling me. Basically as much as I don't want to work with Joon's ex I have too.

"Oh okay" I respond.

"So how is it coming along? The film", He asked making conversation.

"Pretty great actually. Uh— there thinking about releasing the Teaser Trailer earlier because so many fans are freaking out." I explain to him.

"That's good" he tells me smiling.

"Yeah"

"I'm gonna let you get back to work. Talk

later?" He tells me as he notices the girls coming up to me.

I nod, he walks away returning to his group.

"Normani!" Rose calls out my name as she and two other girls approach me, who I'm assuming are the rest of the members from BlackPink.

"Hi"

I forced a smile unsure how to greet them. "It's so good to see you again. Congrats on your single hitting number one, and your new film" Rose says causing me to nod and thank her.

"Normani, I want you to meet the rest of BlackPink" she says introducing me to the rest of her group.

"Hello, I'm Jisoo" the pretty tall girl next to Rose says before nodding and greeting me.

"I'm Jennie" the other one said.

"It's nice to finally meet you guys. I met Lisa and Rose at the party a couple weeks ago actually" I tell them but I'm pretty sure they already knew that.

"Thank you" Jennie says.

Lisa then walked up to us, "hey, Normani" she smiles flashing her teeth, and using her innocent voice to greet me.

"Hey" I say forcing a smile as she then quickly pulls me into a hug, I look up to see Joon glancing at us.

He looks away when his eyes met with mine.

Come to think of it I haven't really spoken one on one with Joon since the hospital. After that it's just been a couple of "hi's. A few "see you later".

She lets go off me.

"Your going to smother her, Lisa!" Jisoo jokes causing myself and the others to laugh.

"So the showcase. We have to go hard on this performance" Jennie changes the conversation almost immediately.

"I feel like it's expected for the boys to go hard, like with there older hits like "fire" or "hard carry" I tell them all pointing over to see all of the members from Got7 and BTS doing the choreograph.

"So what are we going to do?" Lisa ask looking around all of us.

"When you guys perform... you guys have more a pop vibe. When I perform I have more like a sex appeal. Say we combine them two. We will have a pop sex appeal"

I explain to them all as they nod.

"By the time we're done the boys won't even be remembered" Jennie says.

"What do you mean by sex appeal?" Lisa ask.

"Put on "Take you Down" by Chris Brown and I'll happily show you" I smirk.

"Now we're talking", Jisoo says clapping her hands in excitement. I watch as Lisa walks to the speaker cutting off the music the boys were dancing too.

"hey!!" Taehyung says raising his voice at the girl, Jackson and Mark joined him. As if she messed up their vibe.

"Oh. Hush!" She tells putting on the song.

I watched as the boys clear the dance floor, either walking off to the side or moving out my way.

Before the lyrics started, NamJoon eyes automatically met with mine. He knew this was our song, and we only dance to this.

I walked towards the mirror seductively.

"Here we are all alone in the room" The first verse started causing to dance the choreograph that Joon and I practiced.

"wow" I hear Jung-Kook say as I took off my jacket slowly tossing it to the ground revealing my sports bra.

I glanced over to NamJoon who was tempted to dance with me, but only the members of BTS and BlackPink knew that their relationship was fake.

But the duet part was coming up soon and I didn't want to dance alone.

My prayers were finally answered when unexpectedly BamBam joined me. They all either screamed or hyped us up.

I really wanted it to be NamJoon though. "Aye.. aye. No touching!" I hear Yoongi shout being over protective as always.

He placed his hands on my waist, as I slowly wined on him. Moving my body to the beat of the music against his.

I noticed NamJoon turn around after seeing BamBam dancing to the part he was supposed to dance.

"Damn, Girl!" Lisa hyped me up.

I then sexually went to the ground, arching my back which happened to be my signature move as Bam danced from behind me.

I raised my hand motioning for Bam to help me up which he did in a movement I wasn't ready for.

"BB!" Mark shouts at BamBam who was surprisedly dancing so sexual next to me.

He then picked me up causing me to wrap my legs around his body, leaning into him our lips nearly kissing.

The music stopped, and I stared into BamBam's eyes breathing heavily, as he held me.

I jumped down from Bam as he smiled at me.

"What was that?" I asked him.

"That was me challenging you to a dance off. Now it's your move", he smirks before walking away.

I arch my brows in confusion, what move?

"What's it?" I ask as he walked over to his members who clapped for him.

"You expect us to do that?" Jisoo asked in confusion as if that was hard.

"That was amazing"

Jennie tells me causing me to nod thanking her.

I glanced over to see NamJoon who Jin obviously failed to calm down when he angrily walked out the room.

"Hold on", I tell them quickly walking out the room trying to catch up with Joon. I looked right, then left to notice him walking down the hallway.

I sigh, "Joon" I call out for him.

He was obviously upset because he wasn't responding to me.

I then sped up to catch him not realizing I didn't have a shirt on, the only thing that covered my chest area was the sports bra I had on.

I grabbed his hand causing him to stop, and turn around and look at me.

He breathed heavily looking down at me, he lets go of my hand, causing me to look down.

He then takes off his jacket, as places it over me covering me.

I didn't even know what to say.

"You should go... they might think there's something going on between us", he tells me without even looking at me.

"Isn't there though? Something going on between us?"

His eyes met with mine.

Yes.

"No"

"I find that hard to believe, because if that were true, you wouldn't have walked out the room in the first place" I tell him.

"And you wouldn't have danced with him" his voice low obviously filled with anger.

"I never wanted to dance with him. That was our dance. Meant for us"

"You know I couldn't" he explains.

I did. But I didn't care.

I should be more important than this fake relationship with Lisa.

"If you really cared about me like you say you did, you wouldn't care what those in that room thought about us", I tell him causing him to run his finger through his hair.

He clinches his jaw.

"You think I don't care about you?"

"I don't know what to think because we don't talk. You don't talk to me anymore. We haven't held a conversation in days, and that's not healthy specially when we live together. We live in the same house, and yet the furthest we've gotten in a conversation is what's on the schedule today", I snap tears forming in my eyes.

NamJoon notices my action, and raises his hands, and wipes the falling tears. I held his hand that was against my face.

I swallowed hard.

I really wish things weren't this way between us. "What happened to not waisting anymore tears on me?" He asks trying to stop me from crying.

"I just really wish things weren't this way"

He sighs, "I know" he pauses pulling me into a hug. Swallowing my pride I hugged him back, as my head was in his chest.

"Me too" he says.

"Normani!" A voice calls out causing both Joon and I to part quickly. We were acting as if we were dating when we weren't even on good terms.

I wiped my tears quickly turning around to see J-hope to walk our way. I relax my nerves it was just Hoseok.

"Yeah" I respond asking him as he approached us.

"Your phone was ringing" he tells me holding my cellphone in his hand.

"Thanks" I say as he handed it to me.

I unlocked my phone to notice that I had a couple of missed calls from Brandon.

Great. Now I'm gonna get a mouth full from him.

I read the text, "interview soon about your new film and new solo music. Pick you up in 20"

I turn to both NamJoon and J-hope, "I-I gotta go but I'll see you later" I tell them both.