We all gather around the tree and hang our ornaments. Everyone looks so Cheerful. Suga is sticking close to Jimin. Every time Jimin moves he's there. And if he needs something he happily retrieves it. I enjoy seeing this softer more vulnerable side of my brother.

After we get the tree decorated and I do the official honors of placing the star on the top, I follow Kookie into the kitchen to help with our big holiday meal. In fact, my top chef gives everyone a task in the kitchen, and we are like one big happy family. Suga and I always helped mom in the kitchen doing small tasks, but for us, it was huge. As I look around the large kitchen with the expansive center island I can only smile and consider how fortunate I am.

Jin and Namjoon are giggling away reconnecting as they peel the sweet potatoes. Jimin is getting help from Suga as he prepares the whipped potato casserole. They are playfully in and their own worlds laughing and joking. Oh my god, Suga is actually wearing a Santa hat that he has always said was reserved for dorks, like me. Well, I think he is officially in the dork club.

Kookie and I have prepared the ham and crown roast. They are now cooking in the double ovens. We had a bit of a difference of opinion on some small matters such as seasonings, and a few ingredients however Kookie kindly reminds me that he's the head chef and while my opinions are respected, they are not needed. He's so cute when he's being boss of the kitchen.

As he is making the salted brown sugar butter I whisper in his ear. "Uh, so when am I going to see those tight-ass pants again on your sexy ass," I whisper as he giggles, and his cheeks take on a rosy blush.

"Shhhh! Tae, there are others around," he sweetly whispers back as I come behind him and pretend to be reaching for the brown sugar and get a quick grind on his tight little ass.

"Tae you are shameless," he chuckles.

Once the food is cooking, we all head outside as the snow is quickly falling and accumulating. We have a snowball fight and build a snowman. Kookie pouts as he gets nailed mercilessly by several of my snowballs and his team loses the snowball fight disgracefully. It is the most fun I've had in years. After we build a snowman, we all come inside and do our gift exchange.

My organized man even has a backup gift for Namjoon. Jimin gives Suga a cookbook. Desserts for dummies. Evidently my brother has some interest in baking, with Jimin. Suga gives Jimin tickets to the ballet. Jimin jumps for joy and apparently loves the ballet. Suga going to the ballet is unbelievable yet, heartwarming to see him so willing to move out of comfort zone because he cares about someone.

As the winds begins to howl, and the snowstorm comes in Kookie and Jimin begin to set the table for dinner and I join Suga by the fireplace. We stand admiring the Christmas tree. Namjoon and Jin seem to have disappeared and I'm sure we will see them soon for dinner.

"Tae, this is so amazing. I'm so happy to be a part of this with you, " Suga says as he is in awe of the day and this experience, just as I am.

"Of course, you would be a part of this. You're my brother and I love you. No matter where we are or who we are with I hope to be spending every Christmas with you in the future."

"Thanks Tae."

"Looks like you and Jimin are getting alone nicely," I say as he blushes as bit.

"I think I'm going to ask him out on an official date."

"Suga, you gave him tickets to the ballet. Isn't that a date?"

I gave him two tickets. He might want to take Kookie. It's for him to decide. I'd happily go with him even though I'm not the biggest fan of ballet. He's opening me up to new things I had not considered."

"That's good Suga. You certainly have the perfect romantic setting here."

Kookie calls us into the dining room and the table is beautifully set. Jin and Namjoon come in and take their seats. As Jimin sits I approach the table and Suga pushes pass me nearly knocking me into the wall to secure his seat next to Jimin. I chuckle to myself as I experience a bit of payback for that first time, we had dinner at Kookie's penthouse. I was a bit eager ensuring I would be sitting next to Kookie. I simply smile and sit at the head of the table. Kookie giggles as he sees what is happening and comes to sit next to me.

Before we eat Namjoon takes photos of the table with our amazing feast and me carving up the Christmas ham and crown roast. What powerful memories this brings back for me. Dad always carved our turkey or ham as mom lovingly looked on with Suga and I eagerly waiting to fill our bellies with the amazing feast that was before us. Surprisingly, in this moment I don't feel sad. I feel happy and hopeful for a bright future ahead with Kookie. As Suga wipes away a tear I know that I am not the only one moved by the moment.

Every dish and creation are perfectly delicious. As the cold winter storm rages outside, our beautiful warm space is filled with love, peace, and festive cheer.

The entire meal is just splendid. Tae's smile remains throughout the meal and the day. I could not be more delighted. Jimin is playing coy as Suga tends to him. It's very sweet.

Jimin and I depart to the kitchen to get the desserts. This is an opportunity for me to talk with him. I see how attentive Suga is and wonder why he is holding back.

"Jimin, Suga seem really into you. Oh my god, he nearly injured my boyfriend trying to get to the seat next to you. Every time you need something he gets it. What are you waiting for to let him know you're interested? You seem a bit aloof and indifferent. It doesn't match the feelings you said you had for him. He a good guy," I probe as I lift the cover off the ultimate pumpkin pie and Jimin takes out the cake and pie cutters.

"Kookie, I'm just taking my time. That is all. He's not going anywhere and will be here for a few days together. I'm enjoying his attentiveness and I got this covered. He is terribly cute, isn't he? I think he the one." Jimin says with a beaming expression.

"That's great. Just don't play with him," I say with a hint of frustration.

"Trust me, I know what I'm doing. I'm just going to give it a bit more time. Anyway, he's not going anywhere for a few days." Jimin's smile appears a bit more playfully wicked.

"Okay, as long as you know what you're doing." I lift the pie and Jimin follows me into the dining room carrying the triple chocolate mousse cake.

"Wow!" Tae shouts as we come into the dining room bearing delicious holiday treats.

"Jimin, you are the best," Tae says. "Baby, I'll have a large slice of both," Tae says to me before we put the desserts on the table.

After dessert everyone raves about the dinner and Jimin's desserts.

Namjoon, then looks over to Suga. "Suga are you currently in a relationship?" The room goes silent as Jimin's eyes widen.

"I know it's a weird question, but my younger brother has been down about dating. He's had some bad relationships and believes there are no good men left. I told him if I ever came across anyone, I thought was worthy of him I'd let him know. I think you're a cool dude and I'd like to introduce you to my brother. So, that's why I'm asking."

I look over to Jimin who has suddenly turned pale. Tae looks over to me and lightly smiles as Jin looks back and forth between Suga and Jimin. Apparently, Jin picked up that there might be something going on between the two of them. However, Namjoon only knows Suga is a good guy and is legitimately asking his relationship status as Suga sits frozen and speechless.

"Uhm, well I-I uhm, I'm single and not dating anyone," he says as he looks over to Jimin who is stiff as a board.

"That's good. He's a great guy. Isn't he Jin?" Namjoon adds as Jin takes a few seconds to respond.

"Uh, yes. He is," Jin says followed by a discomforting throat clear.

"He's smart, accomplished and Jin described him as hot. Didn't you say that Jin?" Namjoon reports while Jin says nothing and fidgets with his top shirt button.

"Sounds like a good catch," Tae says as I toss him a death glare. How could he encourage Suga when he knows how Jimin feels about him? Tae then winks at me, and I know he has a plan. I take in a deep breath and trust him.

"How about I make an introduction," Namjoon pushes as Suga appears to not know what to say.

"Well, I-I'm not r-really dating now," Suga stutters.

"Well sometimes we have to take a risk. You know step out there on trust. Especially, if what we want is worth it," Tae says as he looks over to his brother and then smile at me.

Suga clears his throat and starts to slowly nod.

"Uh Namjoon your brother sounds like a great guy, but I have a great guy in mind. I've been dragging my feet because I-I'm scared that he may not feel the same about me. He gorgeous, smart, worldly, funny, and cooks the best tiramisu that I have ever tasted." Suga diverts his eyes to the crumbs on his dessert plate.

Suddenly in a jerking motion Jimin raises his head as his eyes light up.

"I need to take a risk even though I'm scared because he is remarkable and so worth it." Suga lifts his head, turns to his side where Jimin is sitting, and takes his hand. Jimin releases an audible gasp.

"Jimin, I really like you. You get me and I think I get you. I think you are amazing. Would you go on an official date with me?"

"Yes Suga, I was hoping you would ask me out. I'd be delighted to go on an official date with you." Once Jimin replies Suga release an audible sigh of relief and smiles.

"We'll I'll be damn! Tae do have any more brothers?" Namjoon says as we all laugh.

After dinner we play games and Kookie and I are partners. I am just ecstatic with laughter as we playfully bicker over answers and strategies. Everyone is sipping on Kookie's homemade peppermint cocoa which has more than a bit of whiskey in it. We are all a mess of fun and laughter. This has been the best time ever. I'm reminded of how Suga and I would sit around after dinner playing board games with my parents on Christmas day. There is not one aspect of my childhood Christmas that Kookie and his team have missed. I feel unbelievably honored.

We end the day with a plan to go snowmobiling tomorrow and have a rematch snowball fight. Kookie swears he'll get his revenge and certain individuals had better watch their backs. I of course pick up on his thinly veiled threat and chuckle.

It is so wonderful to be with Kookie in a space where he is free. There is no pressure and no worries about work, being a celebrity or the outside world here. It just does not exist.

We end the night huddled around the fire with the only other lighting coming from the Christmas tree and the moon's illumination on the fresh white pristine snow. It is simply breathtaking.

Kookie is sitting on my lap, and I have my arms around him. Jin is leaning his head on Namjoon's shoulder as they appear happy and back on track. Jimin and Suga are sitting next to each other and holding hands. Christmas is magical, and miracles do happen.

We all share about our day and what moments were special for us. It is a sweet spot, and my happiness cannot be measured.

We are all tired as the time near 12:00 a.m. Jin and Namjoon are the first to retire. Next Jimin and Suga head upstairs.

As the fire starts to die, Kookie and I snuggle on the couch.

"Tae how are you doing?" Kookie asks as he rubs my hands gently and smiles softly.

"I'm fabulous and I don't want my day to end baby."

"Are you tired my love?"

"Yes, I'm getting there."

We make the climb to the third level and climb into bed, and I wrap my love in a warm embrace. Within minutes he is fast asleep.

"I love you Kookie and thank you for giving me my Christmas wish," I whisper and drift off into a peaceful rest knowing that everything I want, and need is in my arms.

The next morning, we wake to the smell of bacon and fresh coffee brewing. Kookie and I head downstairs to find Jimin and Suga cooking. I come face to face with the unbelievable sight of my brother flipping pancakes.

"Oh my God Jimin! What the hell have you done with my brother! This has to be a clone and not a very good one," I shout as Kookie laughs.

"Tae, Jimin is showing me the joys of cooking. What's wrong with that?" Suga snaps and responds with an eyeroll.

"Nothing, you just look like a dork in that apron. That's all," I tease as Kookie, and I roar with laughter as Namjoon and Jin enter the room. Suga is expressionless as Jimin crosses his arms over his chest and presses his lips tightly together trying to hold back his laughter.

"What did we miss?" Jin says as Namjoon goes over to the cupboard and removes two coffee cups and passes one to Jin.

"You missed Tae calling my boyfriend a dork!," Jimin says as Kookie and I freeze.

"That's right baby, you tell them," Suga says as he leans over and plants a kiss on Jimin's cheek as he glows happily.

"Boyfriend! Awe, you two are the cutes dorks ever!" Kookie says as we all burst into laughter.

"Okay, I deserve a bit of teasing," Suga says lifting his hands as if he is surrendering. "It takes one dork to know another. But I will gladly be a dork for you baby." Suga wraps his arms around Jimin waist and pulls him close.

"Again Jimin! Where the fuck is my real brother? I have no idea who this guy is!" I yell as Suga face palms himself, as everyone screams with laughter.

After breakfast we have a fun snow day. We all couple up and go snowmobiling and later Suga and I show the group how to build a snow cave. Just like the ones we built as children. We then have the main event snowball fight and Kookie gets his revenge. I apparently will have to live with his bragging for the remainder of my life. I dare not tell him that I gave him the advantage by purposefully missing some easy shots to plaster his non-athletic ass with a snowball. He is terribly adorable as he brags.

We stay another day and go sledding as a group. That evening Kookie and I take some time alone and go on a sleigh ride. It is quiet and romantic. We cuddle under a blanket and enjoy the spectacular wonderland that we are in.

As we snuggle close and start to kiss, as things get hot enough to melt the snow around us. As Kookie heats up he places my hand on his hard dick and I get the foreplay started with a sexy sizzling hand job. He softly moans while I suck on his neck and work his cock under the heavy warm blanket that shields us. By the time we return to the cottage our inner fires are on full blaze and my is cock aching to fuck him.

As soon as we get up to our third-floor sanctuary, we are literally tearing each other's clothing off.

"Oh god, Tae I need you to fuck me," Kookie moans as he unzips my pants allowing my stiff dick to spring free.

"Fuck, you got me so hard. I'm going to fuck you so good and hard." He lays naked on his back and spreads his legs wide.

I position myself above him and passionately devour his lips and suck his hot tongue, hard as we both moan into the kiss. I start working my way down his sexy body, and he pauses.

"No fingers baby. Just put your big cock in me, now, he whispers in a breathy voice. I immediately reach for the lube and start to prepare him. My desire for him is just as strong as I pull to my knee and lube my rock-hard cock as he watches me with lust filled eyes and licks his lips.

I take my time and enter him as I focus on his eyes for direction.

"More Tae, give me all of you baby, please," he begs, and I push in more being careful not to hurt him.

Once he is filled, I give him time to adjust to my size. He wastes no time pushing against me and driving me deeper into him as I moan from the sensation of him tightly around me.

"Fuck, Kookie you feel so good on my dick," I groan as my breath hitches again and again.

"Mmmm. fill me with your love until it spills out of me." I start to move and slowly pick up my speed and soon I'm driving in an out of him rapidly as our moans fill up the room. I pound his tight hole again and again as he howls in pleasure and is driving me crazy. We fuck hard and when we reach the point where one of us is about to release, we change positions savoring our ecstasy for a long as we can.

Finally, Kookie is on top riding my cock hard as I toss my head back and close my eyes while pumping his stiff dick. We are both shouting knowing that we can no longer prolong our sweet climax.

"Oh god, Tae I'm coming!"

"Yes, baby come with daddy! Aaahh! Shit Kookie! Fuck!" I scream as my orgasm crashes into me. He immediate follows.

"Aaahh, Tae! Shit! Mmm!" He collapses on top of me, and we lay in this position for a few minutes before we move.

After we recover, I prepare a hot bath. My little bunny is so exhausted as I wash and dry him. I help him into his comfy pajamas and then put him to bed. As soon as his head touches the pillow, he's asleep.

I smile blissfully as I look down at him and think, what a perfect ending to my Christmas wish.