What an amazing few days it has been. My heart is so full. I'm so excited about my old fashion Christmas wish. A few months ago, when Kookie told to me he was giving me my Christmas wish I thought it couldn't get better. I was wrong and I couldn't be happier. I never saw this coming. And now I have my forever love.

Kookie is scalding hot in those tight-ass pants. As we head upstairs my phone buzzes.

"Babe it's Suga. I'll meet you upstairs by the fireplace," I say as he gives me a quick peck on the lips.

"I hope all is well. Hurry up Tae, I need you to help me get these pants off," he whispers as he places his hand on my cock and gently yet firmly squeezes as I freeze in place and moan. Oh Gpod, this man.

"Fuck. I'll be right up baby."

"Uh hi Suga, uh h-how is it going and how's Tannie doing? I stammer hoping I can make this fast not wanting to keep my Kookie waiting.

"He's doing well Tae. I didn't disturb you, did I?" Suga say as I hear an ambivalence in his voice.

"Well, actually Kookie and I just finished prepping for our big Christmas dinner and we were going up for bed. We've got a big day tomorrow," I say and bite down on my lip.

"Oh, well uh, I-I don't want to keep you, I-I guess I'll see you tomorrow," Suga says slowly as his voice trails off. I know that sound in his voice and something is heavy on his mind. It's late and he apparently wants to talk. I want to be there for him. That means supporting him no matter what is going on.

"Suga I will always make time for you. So, what's going on?" I ask as the phone goes silent for a few awkward seconds that have me concerned.

"Oh, uh thanks Tae. So, uhm how's the snowy mountain cottage. Does it match up to your previous expectations?" he says with a nervous chuckle.

"It's better than I could have imagined and Kookie loves it. It's the perfect place for our holiday," I exclaim as I wonder why he's hedging.

"Wow, that's nice Tae. Uh, we'll be there quite early. Jimin and I want to make sure we get in ahead of the winter storm. Yeah, it's amazing how the weather is completely different just hours away in the mountains. We are picking up Jin on the way. I never met him, but he seems like a nice dude. I heard about him and his boyfriend. I hope he doesn't depress our Christmas with his drama," Suga says followed by another nervous chuckle and awkward pause. I question why he is rambling. However, him not having much tact is totally Suga.

"Suga, Jin's a nice guy. I'm sure he won't be depressing. And if he is down, it's okay. I know he's important to Kookie and to me. He is going through some heavy shit and it's Christmas," I say trying not to come across as defensive as I impatiently wait for Suga to get to what he really is calling about. It's apparent however that he is nervous.

I can't help but think about peeling those tight-ass pants off Kookie's sexy ass.

"Did you bring the ornaments? Cause uh, Jimin packed his and Kookie's, and he's, uh excited. I'm looking forward to Christmas and of course my dinner. Jimin is bringing the desserts-" he says with more hedging as I interrupt.

"Suga, what can I help you with? You didn't call to talk about desserts, Jin, and ornaments. So, you want to get to it before Christmas, and yes I have our family ornaments." I probe with wonder.

"Damn Tae when did you get so savage! I get it you're trying to get to Kookie."

"Yes Suga, I am. He needs my help getting out of those tight-ass pants that he wore for me while cooking in the kitchen. However, I love you and I'm here for," I say attempting to give reassurance.

"I can't believe that fool brought those tight-ass pants," Suga says and then starts laughing hysterically. "I hope you have a cup to catch your drool," he cackles as I start to laugh with him. After nearly a minute the phone goes silent.

"Suga, I want to support you. What is it that is so difficult for you to say?

"Well okay. I-It's Jimin," he says as his voice weakens.

"Jimin? What about him? Is he okay?"

"I-I kind of like him Tae and uh I'm not sure of how to proceed. We've been spending time together. Like uh, the last few days. First talking about how to help you two dorks get back together. Now I realize I like him, a lot," he mumbles, as I'm a bit stunned by his confession. Suga is usually quite cautious and a slow mover. I've never heard him say he likes someone, a lot. Not even his past boyfriends. It's usually, 'Uh, they're okay.' And that was his best compliment.

I clear my throat not knowing how to respond as he starts to talk.

"Tae, what if he's not interested. I had a strong urge to kiss him tonight and then I just let it past. I thought the timing was right, but I froze. I-I keep questioning myself. I feel nervous and uncertain around him. I kind of turn into an idiot. You know like you, with Kookie," Suga says in a voice that sounds much younger than his years.

I again find myself speechless. Suga is never at a loss for words, and nor have I ever heard him talk about someone as much as he talks about Jimin. It is apparent that Jimin has touched something inside him that has never been touched.

"Suga, it sounds like you have feelings for him, and you are unsure if he has feelings for you, and you're afraid of being rejected," I share as I hear my brother let out an exasperated breath.

"Tae did you feel like this about uh, Kookie?" He queries in low and hesitant voice.

"I did. I was unsure and thought that he might reject me. Also, I was risking losing my Christmas wish," I says as I identify with his feelings. "I just didn't want to miss the possibility of us. Certainly, I had moments where I froze. I just realized that Kookie was worth it," I reply as I sit down on the stairs and settle into the conversation.

"Jimin is definitely worth it. Have I told you how cute his laugh is and that he has all types of interesting things to talk about? Tae, he was like interested in me, like what I do, where we live, and even how I feel. Tonight, I helped him in the kitchen with his baking. Can you believe that Tae? Me baking with him," he says followed by a soft chuckle sounding more confident now. "And I, uh enjoyed it Tae. There was this moment where we are laughing and I'm telling him about all the shit Zeus does and I just wanted to lean in and kiss him. But I uh, didn't." His voice slowly trails off to a whisper.

What a delight it is to hear his excitement about spending time with Jimin. I am amazed that he assisted Jimin in the kitchen. The only thing he ever did in the kitchen other than eat, was to wrap up his leftovers for another meal. As far as Zeus is concerned whenever he'd misbehave, usually seeking attention, Suga threaten to take him to butcher.

"What? You in the kitchen when you weren't being served a meal! I don't believe it. Where is my brother? You know he looks just like you and he's like rude, hates cooking and doesn't care much for pigs," I say as we both laugh.

"Suga it's apparent to me that you are into him. You deserve to be happy and only you can make a move. It's very beautiful here and quite romantic. I suspect that over the next few days there will be opportunities for more moments like you experienced. You could always tell Jimin how you are feeling, that is if it's worth the risk. I might be a bit dorky," I say teasing him a bit as we laugh.

"Tae, I don't want to miss my opportunity even if I'm a bit dorky," he chuckles. "H-He's special," Suga says in voice just above a whisper.

"Yes, he is, and you got this. And besides, tomorrow is Christmas, a very special day when miracles happen." I say as I take pleasure in supporting my brother.

"Yes, it is. Thanks Tae," he says as his voice sounds restored to its normal state, strong.

"Now you get to your Kookie. I am sure he's still struggling to get out of those tight-ass pants," he says as we both roar with laughter.

Tae walks in the room just as I'm finishing up my call with Jimin. He smiles with relief seeing me sitting on the bed, still in my tight-ass pants. He goes over to the fireplace and places several pieces of stored logs in the fireplace and lights it. He is smiling and humming a Christmas song as he walks into a huge closet and quickly returns with big plushy blanket and several fluffy pillows.

I end my call and smile at him.

"Baby, you're still awake. You waited for me," Tae says as I grin, and he comes close as I sit on the edge of the bed. He then uses his leg and spreads my legs open with one swift movement as I gasp.

"I see you haven't undressed yet. Lucky for you I'm here to assist," he says in a deep sexy voice as I giggle and pull him forward as he collapses on top of me, and we immediately begin passionately kissing. I then gently push him back.

"Mmm, baby I want to fuck you so bad," Tae says as my tight-ass pants get tighter. But I want to tell him something.

"Tae, I want you to fuck me too, but I want to tell you something first," I say as he sits up and nods.

"Tae I just got off the phone with Jimin. He's very excited about tomorrow and I'm just so happy that we will all be here together. They are coming really early," I share.

"Yes, Suga gave me all the details. I think that's wonderful too. Uh did he say anything else. Like about how he and Suga are getting alone." Tae probes as I shake my head up and down.

"Tae they are getting along well. Jimin likes him but he's not sure if Suga is into him. He says that Suga helped him with the desserts, and he thought they were having a moment, and nothing happened." I say eagerly waiting for Tae's response.

"Kookie he is definitely into him, but they have to figure it out. I think this place combined with the magic of Christmas is all they need, if they are meant to be together." I exhale a soft breath happy to hear that Suga is interested in Jimin.

"I don't know about Suga, but Jimin is really different with Suga. He's usually a bit hard on some guys but with Suga he seems softer." I chuckle as Tae nods in agreement.

'Yes, Suga is different, also in a good way. So, they will be here in the morning so let's get these tight ass pants off your ass, so I can get on your ass," he says as I moan to the assault his words have on my cock as it begs for release. Slowly I lay back on the bed. Tae works his fingers into my waistband as my stomach flutters.

"Yes, baby let's do that," I whisper as he slowly unzips my pants. I then feel the warmth of his hands on me as my garment starts to work its way down my hips.

"Fuck, Kookie you're not wearing underwear."

"I was in a bit of a rush to get them on," I says as Tae lets out a soft moan as he bites his lip.

"That's so damn hot. How am I going get any work done when my vacation is over, and you are with me daily?" Tae says as I startle and pull back. Is he asking me to live with him? We only said we'd work out our time together. I assumed that it would be a mixture of going back and forth. Like us spending long weekends together.

"Yes, Kookie I want to live with you. If you will have me. I can't imagine not seeing you for days. I want you to be my first vision every morning and my last every night. Anything less would be painful for me. The last time I held back sharing my feelings it resulted in pain and loss for us both. I'm not going to hold back with you anymore. Baby, you don't have to answer-,"

"Yes, Tae! Yes, I will live with you! I don't know how, but hell yeah!" I shout as he lifts me up bride style and twirls me around as I become a happy giggling mess. I toss my arms around him and press into his lips and close my eyes as he lowers me to the floor and hear the crackling of the fire and the warmth of its heat.

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"I love you Kookie. Now where were we. Yes, tight-ass pants," Tae says as he slowly slides them off pressing his hot lips to my hips, thighs, legs and feet as he sensuously completes his task as I helplessly moan.

"Tae I'm going to retire these pants from the show-,"

"What?" Tae quickly says lifting his head and looking at me quite startled.

"Baby, let me finish. I will wear them for only you, anytime you want, in our home."

"Uh, without underwear? Please say yes."

"Yes, Tae. Without underwear."