I am again gleeful as our Train pulls into the station 5 hours later. Four and half of those hours were spent in that small bed that fit us perfectly for what we were doing. After a few hours of making love, I laid in Tae's arms, as we talked about everything. He now knows it all and still loves me. He will support me with whatever I decided to do. Three things that I am certain of in this moment are that I have my normal guy; I am worthy, and he loves me.

We have agreed to focus on us and our holiday and leave the rest for later. Tae and I moved fast with our relationship, and we don't regret it. But we need to get to know each other better. Relationships take time, work, and trust. Our painful yet brief separation taught us both things we did not know about ourselves and each other. We are committed to doing the work required for our couple to thrive and we know that it will not always be easy.

Tae expressed his anger with how Tommie Chen and Max Moon played us. I assured him that Namjoon would handle him and deal with the Max Moon situation when the time was right.

The Train pulls into the most adorable little town. When we exit the train, I am surprised that everyone knows Tae, and many recognized me. It was unexpected. I often get recognized in the city but in the country it was unexpected.

Tae's family home is larger than I thought, on two levels and sits on a large plot of land. There is a dense wooded area behind the house that is part of the property. As our taxi drives down the long driveway to the house, I can see excitement play on Tae's face. He is happy to be home. Before we reach the front door, it opens and an older woman with greying hair comes out onto the magnificent porch that wraps around the home. She is donning a warm and friendly smile.

"Taehyung! You finally brought your ass home. I thought I was going to have to hop on that train and drag your ass back here." she teases placing her hands on her hips and loudly laughing as she leans back.

"Mrs. Yang! You look as beautiful as ever! And you know I'd never forget about my best girl," Tae says laughing and then introduces me.

"This is my boyfriend Kookie," Tae says and before I can speak, she hugs me as I smile and slowly return her embrace. I'm a bit apprehensive because I am caught off guard. I think because it is a small town, and everyone seems to know everyone there is a closeness and familiarity that only happens over time in a large city. That small town effect. Although shocking, I like it.

Welcome Kookie! I hope you've been looking after my boy here," she says and laughs as I nod. Tae then steps forward and hugs her. As they hug the door flies open and I hear grunting as the largest pig I've ever seen moves pass me with such force that he knocks me into the door, and I smash my face into the soft mesh screen as if I were a bug hitting a windshield.

"Zeus!" Tae shouts as the pig is definitely happy to see him. I'm a bit disheveled and struggle to regain my composure. Tae does not notice but Mrs. Yang does as she chuckles and smiles at me while Tae is busy greeting Zeus.

"Darling you got some competition;" she says softly as she slaps me on the back pushing me forward back into the screen. "Don't worry you'll win him over. He's a bit possessive of Taehyung. He thinks he more his husband than his pet. You make sure you stand your ground with that piggy darling, and you'll be okay. Zeus is a bit territorial when it comes to Taehyung. He also likes to push his weight around but under all that bacon and pork chops is the sweetest little critter." she says with an added chuckle.

What? She seriously thinks I'm competing with a pig for my man. How hard could it be. I won Tannie over and now we are the best of friends. I am certain that the same will happen with Zeus. I too can be charming.

"Kookie come meet Zeus!" Tae says reaching for my hand and pulling me over.

"Sure, Tae. Uh, hi Zeus." I say as I kneel down to his level as he ignores me and looks up at Tae. Fuck is the pig really snubbing me.

"Kookie you can pet him. He really likes it. Watch me," Tae says as he strokes his head with one hand and places the other hand under his chin and strokes there. Zeus cuddles into him in the cutest way. It is apparent that he really missed Tae. No problem, I think. I will do the same.

"Okay uh, hi Zeus. I'm Kookie." I say and slowly lower my hand, which he immediately pushes away before I make contact. I try again. This time he not only pushes me away, but he turns his body and blocks me from Tae as he continues to focus on Tae. He is clearly telling me, 'Bye bitch. This is my daddy.' Oh no, Zeus is rejecting me.

"Zeus, please be nice. Kookie is very special to me. Kookie you'll get to know each other, and become good friends, I'm sure," Tae says looking at me with an encouraging smile as Mrs. Yang chuckles.

"Oh, uh sure Tae," I say with a soft smile that hides my disappointment, knowing Tae is right.

"You all hungry? I got a meal prepared," Mrs. Yang says in an upbeat tone as I smile in appreciation to her thoughtfulness.

"Mrs. Yang you didn't have to prepare a meal. Kookie is a chef, and you know I certainly know my way around a kitchen," Tae says as he moves towards the door.

"Nonsense! You both have traveled most of the day and are tired. It was my pleasure," she says with a caring smile that reaches her eyes.

"I know who you are Kookie, and I watch your show and love it. But I just have one question, she probes as I look at her with amusement. She is very kind and apparently cares a lot for Tae and Zeus.

"Yes Mrs. Yang, what is your question?" I query with amusement.

"Why the hell do you wear those tight ass pants. How can you move around that Kitchen and cook in those tight ass pants? Darling you need to have a word with your wardrobe people."

I laugh as does Tae.

"Mrs. Yang I will do that. I think it's time for them to go," I say as Tae shows me a quick pout.

Mrs. Yang then says goodbye and that she will be back to care for Zeus tomorrow, Christmas Eve.

Tae holds the door open for me and suddenly Zeus plows past me pushing me against the door frame.

"Zeus!" Tae shouts. "Are you okay baby?" Tae says as I recover and give a head nod as the pig comes over to Tae as if he knows Tae is not happy with his behavior. He lowers his head as he waits to be scolded.

"Zeus, you know better than that! Kookie is our guest!" Tae says as Zeus looks up at Tae, I swear with puppy dog eyes. He is cute and hard to resist. However, Tae is firm and does not reward his behavior with positive attention.

Tae shows me around the house, and it is beautiful. The home has several antiques, yet it does not seem old. The furnishings are contemporary with a few modern touches. The Kitchen is huge, and Tae recently renovated it. It is a gourmet kitchen for a chef with all the latest gadgets and high-end modern appliances. I had no idea that Tae was skilled in doing home projects. Oh my, this was not the image I had of Tae and his home.

"Tae, I had not pictured this when I thought of your home and kitchen," I shyly confess with a bit of embarrassment.

Tae laughs, "What did you think? You knew we did not raise animals," he says with a big smile.

"I know. I just thought of an old fashion home without all of the modern conveniences you have here," I admit lowering my head a bit.

"Kookie this is not the stone ages, just the country with less people. Hahaha, you are too cute. I like nice things, especially in my kitchen he says pulling me close and nuzzling into my neck.

It is a sweet moment as we both laugh, and we learn a little bit more about each other. I am so grateful for this beautiful man.

Tae gives me the grand tour and Zeus follows us everywhere. His attachment to Tae is so adorable and even though he doesn't like me, I am quickly growing fond of him. Because he is so large when he rushes in front of me, I get pushed into furniture however that does not occur with him and Tae. Could it be purposeful. Of course not, I think.

Mrs. Yang's dinner was fabulous. After dinner we settle on the couch in the living area. As Tae goes to sit the pig strikes again and rushes past me knocking me on to the couch with a thud. Tae quickly turns and see me.

"Kookie are you okay. Did you trip?" He asks with surprise as Zeus looks at me and I'm sure he is laughing at me as he innocently snuggles close to Tae and just stares at me. I then remember Mrs. Yang's warning to not let Zeus intimidate me. Okay, he totally intimidates me, but I need to change this. This is between me and him. I want to solve it without involving Tae.

"Oh no, I-I just got a bit off balanced when Zeus came pass me. It's fine. I'll get use to him being around. He is quite large," I say with a bit of a chuckle.

"I'm not sure why he's acting like this. Probably because this is our nightly routine and he's not familiar with you. I can remove him if you like," Tae says.

"No Tae, don't. I don't want him to associate me with something bad. You know, like every time I'm around he's going to get put away. That's not fair."

"You are going to be around a lot, and he'll have to adjust to it," Tae says as I feel a warmth radiate through my core.

We sit on the couch and Tae wraps his arm around me. Zeus then lays his head on Tae's lap making sure he is getting his attention as Tae pets him. It is very sweet, and I am certain that my closeness to Tae is causing a bit of upset for him. I know that pigs are very smart but his reaction to me amazes me. I have to say I feel as if I have a rivel.

Thirty minutes later Tae gets up to get Zeus' snack. When Tae is out the room Zeus comes over and nudges me hard as if he wants me to move. Like, okay you can go it's now my time with daddy. I hold my ground and say no and push him back forcefully. However, he doesn't move. He nudges me again and I say no and push him again using my thigh. He backs up slowly and stares as I fear what he might do. He is more than twice my weight. He comes in close and then slowly lowers his head to my lap as I tentatively pet him, and he allows it. Oh my god!

Tae returns with a big red apple cut in half. Tae gives him one half and Zeus eagerly takes it.

"Here baby, give him this half. He will have to learn to respect you. I know he was pushing against you. It was really sweet that you didn't tell me," Tae says with a smile as my mouth falls open.

'What you knew! Why didn't you say something Tae?" I say with shock.

"Because you have to work out your relationship with him and it looks as if you have. Also, I know my pig," Tae says and chuckles.

Zeus has now diverted his attention to me as I hold the other half of his apple. I extend my arm and Zeus just continues to stare at me. Just when I'm ready to give up he moves forward and takes it. My heart flutters and for me it is a massive achievement as I shout yes and Tae laughs.

After eating his apple Zeus comes over and allows me to pet him, again. He then leaves the room and gets into his bed. It is too cute.

Tae and I sit on the couch and then start to make out as I whisper, "I think I'd like to try out your bed," I say teasingly. As we start up for bed, I tell Tae I will be up in 10 minutes and need to make a call. He places a soft kiss on my forehead as he heads upstairs.

I call Jin and tell him about me and Tae. He is happy for us, and I thank him for calling Tae. He did not have too. I tell him that I'm sorry to hear about him and Namjoon and he thanks me but does not want to talk about it because it is too painful.

"Jin please at least come back to the show. I don't know about next season, but I can't see doing another season without you. You helped me get it together again and again. I cannot thank you enough for what you did about that beast Tommie Chen," I say with a feeling of expansion in my chest that is gratitude.

"Kookie thank you for being my friend. I love you and I failed you. I should have stood up for you more but, I'm a coward. I was focused on my career and success. I could not serve you and my success at the same time. I failed to fully trust in you and in love. Kookie I will always regret that," Jin shares with vulnerability as I feel a connection and love for him.

"Jin you are not a coward. I want you to do two things for me. First would you please consider returning to help with the show. Just think about it. That is all I'm asking now. I know you love what you do and there is no one else I would rather work with," I say with hopeful expectations.

"Yes, Kookie I will consider it. I'm not promising anything. What is your second request?" he probes.

"Jin, I know you have no family nearby. Please come and be with me , Tae, his brother Suga and Jimin on Christmas. I spoke with Tae, and we do not want you to be alone and would love to have you," I say as Jin sighs and I eagerly wait for his response.

"Well, I was going to spend day with my cat Mr. Critters. Although he will be disappointed, I would like to not be alone," Jin says as I exhale a silent breath of relief. I love Jin and I know he is hurting right now.

"Anyway, that cottage I rented is amazing and has plenty of room. Yes, Kookie I will come and spend Christmas Day with you, Tae and the others," Jin says as I hear more liveliness in his voice.

"I also have it on good authority that there's going to be lots of fun activities and a wonderful dinner cooked by my favorite chef," Jin says as we both laugh.