After fighting Taylor for control, I tried pushing Travis's body off me. But he wouldn't budge. There for I had to kick him in his family jewels. I mean I had to get him off me. It wasn't my fault, his wolf needed to learn some self control. And it wasn't like I didn't tell him to get off me once. I did. I even said if you don't get off me I will kick you in the dick. And he didn't move. And I wasn't about to let what happen when I was 7 happen again, so I didn't give him another chance. I just kicked him. So that's why he is on the floor.

"What the hell Max!" Travis yelled at me, or tried to. His voice was very squeaky. And I couldn't understand him 100%. But that's what it sounded like the most. It really came out. "With the hip axe."

So I mean my guess was the closest I think.

I stood up, and crossed my arms over my chest. "Maybe next time your wolf will learn to control himself." I stated. I was pissed, not just at Travis's wolf. But at Taylor. How dare she almost let us have sex with him when she knew I wouldn't like it. I mean yes we share the same vagina. But that doesn't mean she can go on and fuck him. Not without me agreeing first and as of now, there was no way I was going to fuck Travis even to save the werewolf species. No.

Travis glared at me. Well, tried to glare at me. It looked more like he was crying and trying to beg for me.

"It's not my fault. I even gave him a warning. That's more than I give other guys. So your lucky he got that. It isn't my fault that he wouldn't get up. That's on you."

Travis growled. "What about your wolf?" I could start to understand him better. But his voice was still high pitched as he held him junior.

I must have got him good.

I smiled. I'm a bitch.

I clinched my fist as his words finally registered in my brain.

"Trust me. She won't go unpunished."

Yeah never talk about punishment when an alpha male is there. Cause then they get ideas.

"Can I watch?" Travis almost sounded like he was pleading.

I glared at him. "Hell no!" And just to fuck with him I added. "Whatever I do as my sexual punishment has nothing to do with you."

I watched his eyes shift as he got of the ground, and started coming towards me.

My eyes widen. Was he in control? Or was his wolf?

"Your sexual anything should always involve me." Travis voice was completely deep, husky, and made my panties soak. Causing a shiver to run up my spin at the pleasure his words seem to bring me.

As he approached, I felt lust spread through out my body. Knowing it was my wolfs not my own. Well not all my own.

He finally forgot about his baby boy, and didn't seem to be in anymore pain as he came closer. He was almost to the bed that I was sitting on with my legs hanging over the side. Lust swirling in his black wolf eyes.

I could ignore the feeling that was in my core. I tried but I couldn't take it. I knew some of it was my own feelings but almost 99% of it was my wolfs.

As Travis got closer I couldn't help but look over his almost completely naked body.

I watched his biceps as they seemed to flex every time his moved his arms as he walked. His abs looking edible as they seemed to pop. His thigh muscles clenched as he walked towards me. I started picturing myself licking his abs and grabbing those biceps while he-

We need to mate! I need mate. If I don't have mate we will be in pain really soon

Please.

There is just something about it when someone says please. It always makes me want to give in. And seeing as how my mate was about two feet from me. I knew I had to decide fast.

Was I ready to do this?

Travis sent swirled around me. Causing my mind to blur. I couldn't think straight.

"Travis-" my voice came out almost as a moan. Causing Travis to let lose a growl of approval. Not just cause of me moaning his name. But as his eyes looked me up and down. I finally remembered that I was in my black lace panties and bra.

"Max." Travis growled almost possessively.

I felt my body shiver as he said my name. I almost went into complete shock when I felt his arm grip my waist. As tingles flew through my body.

With my early thoughts forgotten, all I could think about was him. Was how he smelled, sounded, tasted, how he felt. How his touch was able to make me forget anything and everything.

"Max! Max! Where you at?" Tyler yelled through out the apartment.

Causing my mind to clear enough for me to notice how I was pressed up against an almost completely naked Travis. While I myself was almost entirely make as well.

Travis let out an annoyed growl as he pulled me closer to him.

"Travis." I tried to make my movie come out strong and stern. But instead it came out as if I was breathless.

Travis noticing this gave me a smirks he looked down at me with what seemed to me awe in his eyes. "I love it when you say my name." He purred as he leaned into my neck and took a big wiff of my scent as he kissed and sucked my neck causing an forced moan to escape my lips. Which just seemed to encourage him.

"Max. Where are you? I have to tell you something." Had I not been completely distracted I would have heard the nervousness in Tyler's voice. But sadly I was busy, and didn't pay much attention to his voice as I broke apart from Travis.

Taking a deep breath, I looked back up at him. My hand pressed against his chest as Travis seemed to have a hurt filled look in his eyes.

I had to set rules. Which I knew how to do. I've done it before. But the problem was would I follow them? With my wolfs lust, it was going to be hard to do. But I wanted my first time (willingly first time) to be out of something more than just lust.

"I'll be out in a second Tyler." I yelled as Travis let a low warning growl out. But not loud enough for Tyler to hear.

The vibrations from Travis growl shot up my arm, and had I not been in total control, I would have shivered at the pleasure and possessiveness of my mate. But I was in totally control.

"Travis listen." I took a deep breath. I had to honest with him for this to work.

When I felt his gaze return to me from burning a hole in the door. I started my speech. "I feel lust for you ok." I watched as he smirked at this. "But I don't want to mate with you out of lust." This made his smirk drop and his face turn serious. Which heart my heart. I liked his smirk. "I want to mate with you cause I feel something more than just lust for you." I stared into his eyes. Trying to figure out a way for him to understand better.

Thinking of everything I've learned about alpha wolves.

They love a challenge. Well as long as it's not someone challenging them for their position. That just piss's them off.

Taylor stated.

This gave me an idea.

I told him I was the Alpha and I make the rules. And even though my. Behavior showed that I wasn't in control. I was going to change that. Cause I mean that was my wolf who did that lustful shit so that shouldn't make me look bad. But sadly it did.

But this time I was really going to make the rules and be the Alpha. My wolf wasn't going to change my mind about this.

Looking into his eyes. They were back to the usual green showing that he calmed down. So I dropped my hand. But my gaze didn't leave his.

"Make me feel something more for you." I told him. I want to be with him. I really do. But I yearn for more than a relationship that is based o lust. "Make me fall for you. And when you do. I will be all yours." I saw surprise in his gaze. And then I saw doubt. He didn't believe that I would truly be his.

"I promise."

And I never break my promises.