I was still bent over, not getting the chance to stand up thanks to Travis, who was now practically laying on me.

Travis's back was pressed onto me. Causing sparks to sing through out my whole back. But they didn't stop there. No. I felt them all the way down to my toes. Causing me to almost moan at the feel of them. But I was able to hold it back.

"I can practically smell him on you." His growled as his warm breath washed across my face as he was so close to my ear.

I felt his hands on my hips in the next second. Causing my core to tighten. I was so over come with these little sparks that were shooting through out my entire body that I let out a moan. Completely forgetting about brushing my teeth, or being mad at him. All that was running through my mind was the feel of him, and how I wanted more.

I felt a growl vibrate through his chest. I threw my head back at the feel of him. I can't believe someone could make me feel this good with just a touch.

I felt his warm, big, strong hands as the moved from my hips, under my shirt, and down. Where they stopped as they rested onto of my bare stomach.

Skin to skin, seemed to make the sparks explode even more. I felt as if I was being blinded by a fireworks show. I couldn't even open my eyes cause the feeling was so intense. His chest was still pressed onto my back so tightly that I felt every breath he took. I could even feel his heart as it raced against his rib cage. I thought I felt mine match his, but I couldn't be sure.

"You shouldn't be hanging out with other guys you know." He warned as he bit my earlobe.

I swear I tried to hold back my moan of pleasure, but I couldn't. I really really tired. But I just couldn't do it anymore. It didn't even sound like a moan. It sounded more animal like than anything. I didn't even know I could make that sound.

"When I can make you feel like this." He whispered huskily into my ear as he moved his hand further up my shirt. Making my body shudder from the amount of sparks that caused. " You shouldn't need anyone else."

I dropped my head, and started panting as he started rubbing circles above my stomach, yet lower than my bra. I was a mess, yet I didn't care. I was to much consumed by him that I couldn't think straight.

My lower area was soaking. I knew for a fact that I was going to have a spot in my underwear thanks to him. And it wasn't helping my case as he bit my earlobe again. Only this time harder. His teeth feeling almost painful on my ear. But not enough for me to cry out. I turned my head to the side on instince, giving him more access. Which wasn't a good idea, as he stopped biting my ear, and went to trailing kiss's down my neck. Each one leaving a burning fire behind.

I couldn't help but let out the loudest moan in the world when he kissed the spot where my shoulder meets my neck. I groaned as he sucked, and nipped at it. Causing something to start building inside of me. I was just about to say fuck it, and kiss the living day lights out of him. But stopped myself when his lips trailed back up my neck, and to my ear, saying two words that I wished I never heard in my life time.

"Your mine."

That would usually cause most girly knees to buckle. In fact, mine were almost there. They were so wobbly from all the pleasure full sparks that were shooting through me, that I almost did fall. But what he said, snapped me out of my trance in a second.

And let me tell you when I say I was not happy. not one bit. In fact, I was scarred. I told myself that I would never trust a guy, never let them touch me again. Never let myself get into this situation again. Yet here I was. Trapped under a guy as he had his hands running up my shirt.

"Get off of me." I warned. Or tried to warn. I guess it came out as a warning, and a plea. But he didn't move. Well, he moved his head away from my neck that he had gone back to kissing. And let me tell you, it felt so damn amazing, that I just wanted to give in. I really really did. It took everything in me to not give into him. But I wasn't about to get into the same situation again. "TRAVIS GET OFF OF ME!" I yelled. Well, screamed.

Thankfully, this seemed to get his attention.

"What? I thought you liked it." he let go of me, and stood up straight.

I followed, groaning as I popped by back as I finally stood up. God I must have been in that position for a long time. When I finally got my back to stop hurting, I turned to face him. But not without slapping him across the face as hard as I could. Causing his face to snap to the right.

I felt the sting in my hand after the sound of skin hitting skin rang through out the room. I could even see a handprint start to form on his cheek in the moonlight. Damn I got him hard. But he fucking deserved it. He tried to take advantage of me.

"Get out." I said glaring at him as hard as I could. Staring him straight in the eye.

"Max?" He started to take a step towards me.

"GET OUT!" I yelled.

Out of no where, the door banged against the wall. "What crazy porn are you watching in here Maxy. I mean really do you have to be so-" Cole's sleepy voice trailed off from behind me. I couldn't see his face, but I could just feel his confusion, that soon turned to anger as he saw the tension in me and Travis. And the hand print across Travis's face. "What's going on here Max?" I could hear Cole walking into the room, and coming closer to me.

"Nothing Cole. Leave." Travis growled at him. But his eyes never left mine.

"I wasn't asking you." Cole was now standing right next to me. " Max?" I felt his warm gaze on me.

"Nothing Cole. Travis was just leaving." I didn't move my glare from Travis for a second.

"Max-"

"Get out!" I growled. I could feel it vibrate through out my chest. It wasn't something that I just made my voice do. No, it came from deep within myself. That just went to show how pissed I was.

"Fine." Travis glared back. "Let's go Cole."

"Cole's not going anywhere." I said as Travis walked past me, trying to take Cole with him. But there was no way in hell I was going to let him yell or hurt Cole who was just protecting me like a good brother. "Now leave Travis before I do something that you will regret."

Which in this case, it would be Cole holding him down, while I beat the shit out of him, then telling Pat and Ben what happened.

"Fine. You want him. Be with him. But don't come to me when your in pain." And with that he slammed the door shut. Which I usually wouldn't mind if the door was closed while I was with Cole. But after what just happened, I couldn't. I did trust Cole. But I was still scared.

Pain what did he mean when I'm in pain?

"I'll go open the door Max." He said as he went towards the door.

"Thanks." I whispered. I couldn't get my voice any higher than that. I was still shocked about what had just happened.

After Cole opened the door. I asked him to do me the worlds most stupidest favor in the world. But you have to understand, this is a new room, the lights were off, and I didn't want to turn them on. And plus Cole was a big buff guy. So he could handle it.

"Hey Cole?"

He turned his big brown eyes towards me. "Yeah?'

"Can you. Can you please check my room for monsters?" I looked down as I held my hand that hurt from slapping Travis. I knew what I was asking was stupid. But I mean if you've had the life that I have. You would be asking people to check your room for monsters too.

Cole just smiled "Sure." He didn't judge me, or laugh at me. He was like a big brother. He searcher my whole room. The bathroom, the closet, under the bed. Everywhere. He didn't play a joke and pretend to find one. He took it as seriously as I did. Which you have no idea how thankful I am from that.

After he was finished, he gave me the all clear, before exiting the room. But only after he asked me if I wanted the door closed. Which I told him yes too. I also asked him to lock it just in case.

As I laid down on my bed. Not even bothering to brush my teeth, or change. I just kept staring at the ceiling. I couldn't believe what just happened. I mean I guess I could. Men are men. Or in Travis's case. Boy's are boys. And sadly they won't ever change.

And no matter where you go. Men and boys will all be the same. All the want a women for is one thing. And until I see one for myself. I will always think this. Guy's only want a girl for one thing and one thing only.

Sex.

And there was no way that I was going to let that happen. Not after what I've been though. There was no way in hell. I was going to stay away from Travis. No matter how hard that might be. Not only cause we have the same class's together, and cause we live together. But mainly cause some part of my body was telling me that I need him. I needed to feel those sparks that I only feel with him again. But I was going to make sure that that part of my body was destroyed no matter what it took.

I wasn't going to yield to the pleasure of men.

Not now.

Not ever.

And with those four words rolling through my mind. I fell asleep. Already dreading tomorrow.