Soooo I'm back😅 only took me forever but yeahhh💀 Here's this chapter🤪

The room is dead silent and all I can hear the is the sound of the clock ticking slowly. Emily hasn't said a word since the doctor told me I was pregnant. Her eyes are staring down at the floor. I can tell thoughts are holding her mind captive.

I want to ask her what she is thinking but I don't know if I should. I can't ask her how she feels about it when I don't even know how I feel about it.

I know I'm not ready to have a child. I'm too young and I'm not in any position to take care of one on my own.

As far as I know, Emily wants nothing to do with kids. She has never mentioned wanting one. But then again, I never asked.

It's best for me to just wait for her to say something, anything for that matter. I know it's a lot to take in, but I'm beginning to be anxious. What if she just up and leaves me?

I can't stand the thought of not having her in my life. But, would she do that to her unborn child? I don't see her doing it but I don't know her thoughts on having a baby to raise.

My eyes finally look away from Emily. My thoughts are racing and all I can do is just sit here, listening to that damn clock ticking.

A knock sounds on the door before it opens, revealing my two friends who are concerned about me. Emily gets up without saying anything and exits the room. I guess she needs time to herself.

Once the door closes, Aria and Spencer sit down on my hospital bed and give me a hug. I'm assuming the doctor told them what's going on.

"How are you feeling?" Aria asks. I can imagine the two of them are terrified giving what they saw happen.

"I don't know." Tears form my eyes as I finally let go of what I have been holding inside. I was holding it together for Emily but she is no longer here to see this side of me. The side of me that is terrified of her leaving me.

"Ali, we are here for you." Spencer states, holding me tightly. It's all I wanted from Emily. For her to tell me that she is here for me and to hold me close to her. For her to tell me that everything will be okay.

But she didn't. She didn't say a word. I hate not knowing what she is thinking or what she is feeling.

"Emily didn't even say anything." I cry. My heart is slowly sinking. How could she not say anything to me?

"What?" Aria gives me a confused look. "What do you mean she didn't say anything?"

"She stayed silent the entire time. She wouldn't even look at me." I inhale a deep breath, trying to calm myself down. Maybe I'm overreacting.

"How could she not say anything?" Spencer gives me a sad look.

"It's fine, Spence. She probably doesn't even know how she feels about it. I don't even know how I feel." I sigh, looking down at my hands. Why does this have to happen to me? Haven't I been through enough already?

Things were going great between me and Emily. I was happy and so was she. This wasn't planned.

"I have to go to the restroom." Aria states, getting up and leaving.

Aria's POV

As soon as the door closes behind me, my eyes scan the waiting room, looking for the brunette girl who I don't know very well.

My eyes spot her drinking coffee while sitting in one of the chairs. At least she didn't just leave but that doesn't change anything.

I do my best not to stomp over to where she is. My emotions are all over the place right now from everything that has happened in the last few hours. I'm not going to let Emily hurt Alison more than what she is already going through.

Alison needs her rather she believes that or not.

"You have some nerve." I lash out at her as soon as I stand in front of her. She looks up from her coffee and gives me a confused look. "You may not know how you feel right now but I'll be damned if I let you hurt my best friend."

"What are you talking about?" She raises her eyebrows at me.

"Seriously?" I cross my arms but she doesn't budge. "She gets told that she is pregnant and the person she loves doesn't even say anything?! What kind of person does that?" I'm sure by now there are people staring at us but I don't care.

"It's a lot to process, Aria." She defends herself. I scoff at this.

"A lot to process for you? How do you think Alison feels, Emily?! She's the one that is carrying the child. She's the one who gets to take care of it while you have the choice to leave!" Okay, so maybe that was a little mean.

"Leave? Who said I was going anywhere?" She stands up, her expression offended.

"Well, you didn't exactly make it feel comforting that you are staying."

"I don't know what to tell her." Her expression softens. "I've never been in this position before and I'm terrified."

My attitude slowly calms down seeing as how she is expressing how she is feeling to me. Now, she just has to tell Alison.

"Ali is scared too. But I think she's more scared of you leaving than her having this baby."

"I would never leave Alison. I love her." Emily says casually before her eyes widen. I don't think she meant to say that out loud.

"You love her?" I question. Alison never told us. Maybe she didn't know?

"Please don't tell her I said that. I just, she's the first girl I have fallen in love with."

"That's so cute." She glares at me. "Sorry." I hold my hands up in surrender. "Your secret is safe with me." She gives gives me a thankful look. "But you need to talk to her. She's scared of everything just like you are."

"I know. I'm just afraid I'll say the wrong thing."

"Just tell her how you feel and reassure her that you are not going anywhere." She nods her head in agreement.

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Alison's POV

My eyes open to the sound of the door closing to my room. Emily had just walked in. I don't even remember falling asleep.

"How are you feeling?" She asks. A part of me feels relieved that she has finally said something to me after hearing the news.

I slowly sit up in the hospital bed, yawning in the process. "Tired, mostly." She gives me a small smile. "And a little worried." Emily walks over to my bed and intertwines her hand with mine.

"Ali, I'm sorry I didn't say anything earlier. I was scared to be honest. I've never been in this situation before in my life. I didn't know how to react.. I still don't know how to react to all of it. But I want you to know that I'm not going anywhere."

A sigh of relief leaves my lips as Emily presses her lips against my forehead.

"Em, I'm scared." A tear slides down my cheek. "I'm scared I'm going to be a horrible mom to this child. My mom died at a young age and I-I don't know how to be a mom."

"That's okay, babe. We will learn together." A smile appears on my face. I'm glAd I'm not doing this alone.

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"Ali, come on." I can hear Emily on the other side of the door getting impatient but I refuse to unlock the door. "You're being ridiculous."

"Really? How about you switch bodies with me and tell me how you feel?!" I began to get irritated.

"I promise you don't look as bad as you think."

"As bad?!"

"That's not what I meant. Alison, come out now." Her voice is stern. I know it's an order.

But me being the state I am in, I don't really care.

"Make me." I cross my arms even though she can't see me through the door. Emily doesn't say anything. In fact, it's dead silent. Did it piss her off? Did she leave?

I press my ear against the door to see if I can hear her standing there but I don't hear anything.

"Em?" I'm hoping she answers but she doesn't. Damn. Am I that mean?

I sigh. Great. I open the bathroom door and step out, holding my towel close to my chest. It's the only thing covering me up from being exposed.

Emily wanted to take a shower with me but I told her no and took one alone. I'm surprised she let me. But I guess with me being pregnant, I get away with telling her no.

Whenever I got out, she insisted on seeing me naked but I refused. I'm getting fatter and I can feel it. I don't want it to be a turn off for her.

"Emily?" She doesn't answer. I just need to get dressed. I turn around only to run into an irritated Emily.

"Now, was that hard?" She asks as her eyes look me over with frustration.

My hands grip the towel tighter in fear that she will try to take it off of me. I don't want her to see how fat I have gotten over the last few months.

"I need to get changed." I ignore what she says.

"That's the last thing you need to do." She states, coming closer to me. She stops right in front of me, making my heart race. Her fingers run across my bare arm, making goosebumps rise on my skin.

I miss her touch. She's been okay with me not having sex with her lately but I don't think she can handle it anymore.

Her lips land on the side of my neck as her teeth lightly graze my skin. I bite my lip to keep from moaning.

"I want you to drop the towel." She whispers in my ears, making me weak. Fuck. Why does she do this to me?

"No." I whisper, but every single part of me wants to now.

Her lips lightly kiss mine as her hand slowly trails up my inner thigh, turning me on in every way possible. Her fingers stop right next to where I want her, making me sexually frustrated.

"Drop the towel, Ali." She states again. I shake my head no not being to speak. Her fingers lightly rub against my sex, making me moan in pleasure. "If you drop the towel, I can do a lot more than just that using my tongue." Emily's eyes are full of lust when she says this, making me wet.

Not caring anymore, I let the towel hit the floor, revealing my body along with my baby bump.

Emily's eyes stop at my tummy. I feel self cautious about it but it takes me by surprise whenever Emily leans down and kisses the little bump.

She comes back up and kisses me on the lips as well. "You are beautiful as ever Ali, and I don't want you thinking anything different." I nod my head, not really paying attention because the only thing I can think about right now is her touching me.

"Lay down on the bed." She demands. Doing as told, I lay down on the bed, my head on the pillow. Emily straddles my waist, the lower part of her grinding against me.

I bite my lip in anticipation. I have been craving her touch for the longest time and I didn't even have anything to worry about.

Emily's mouth covers my right nipple, her tongue slowly twirling around it with her tongue ring as her other hand rubs my other one, teasingly. I close my eyes, enjoying the feeling.

Emily sits up and pulls her shirt over her head, making me feel a wave of desire as I stare at her perfect hardened nipples.

"Em, I need you inside of me." I moan out, squirming under her. She smirks at this. I know she loves having this kind of affect on me.

Her finger rubs my clit, making my head tilt back in pleasure. She trails kisses down the valley of my breast's and all the way down to my clit where she begins to twirl her tongue around, making me lose all the senses I have.

My toes curl while I grip the sheets with my hand from the pleasure of her sucking on my clit.

As she continues to go down on me, her fingers enter inside me, hitting me in the right spots. She begins to go in and out of me at a slow pace making me moan her name.

"Fuck, Em!" I do my best to keep my hands to myself.

"Cum for me, baby." She begins to go at a faster pace as my body begins to tremble. I let out a scream as I come down from my orgasm.

Her lips kiss mine, the taste of me still lingering. She tucks a piece of my hair behind my ear as she looks me in the eyes.

"I love you, Ali."

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