Lexy's POV

"Are you sure you're okay?" Jonathas asked for probably the 50th time today and i just respond with a simple "I'm fine." or "yes."

He looks at me worriedly but let it slide not pushing it any further. He's been looking at me with worried eyes ever since that nightmare. I can't blame him, i've been really on edge and worried that i'd randomly hug Jonathas and Lee just to make sure this was real.

Right now, we're having a bonfire near the sea. Jonathas and Lee are playing tag while i sit near the bonfire. I watched as the two most important boys in my life play with smiles in their faces. I never saw my son this happy. His smile was from ear to ear. Jonathas made him this happy. For years Lee has been waiting for his father, every birthday he'd wish that his father would come and surprise him with a gift. It's all my fault. If i would have looked for Jonathas and told him about Lee, then maybe we would have been a whole, happy family by now. He would have been there when i was giving birth to our sons. He would have known about our other son. It's all my fault. I'm a terrible mo-

"DONT YOU DARE FINISH THAT THOUGHT." Jonathas warned as he wrapped his arms around me from behind.

"You're NOT a terrible mother Lexy. You just wanted to protect our child like a mother would. I would have done the same if i was in your shoes. I'll admit, if you would have searched for me and informed me about our child, i would have gone crazy and told you to get rid of it. I'm glad you didn't look for me, because if you would-" he paused and made me look at him."-Our son wouldn't be with us. I'm happy you want us to be a family Lexy. Give me this chance to make it happen. Let me be the luckiest and happiest man alive. Lets be a family Lexy. You, Me and Lee." he smiled and just then, Lee ran to us and sat on my lap giving me a warm smile.

"Will you give me that chance?" Jonathas asked.

Should i?

Jonathas's POV

"Will you give me that chance?" i asked looking at her with pleading eyes.

I ment everything i said.

I want her, me and Lee to be family. i want to make it up to them. I wanted to be the father to Lee and a loving mate to Lexy. They're all i have left. Lexy and Lee is my life now, my light in this world. If they're gone, i dont know what ill do. the world will be dull and lifeless. I'd probably just kill myself if they're not in my life. i love them. I want to spend my entire life with them.

"Jonathas. there's something you should know." Lexy spoke snaping me out of my thoughts.

"What is it love?" i asked.

"Lee... Lee had a twin brother." she responded making me look at her in surprise.

"t-twins? we had twins? what do you mean by had a twin brother?" i asked confused.

"He... He died when i gave birth Jonathas." she cried. "He gave up his life so Lee could live. I-I didnt know i was ganna have twins Jonathas. I-If-If i would have known i would have given my life up for him. God knows i would." she responded in between sobs.

"shhh... i know you would, thank you for telling me about him Lexy. I wish i would have been there and comfort you at that time. I promise to be here from now on Lexy. I'd be here for you and our son. i promise." i responded as i held the two most important people in my life.

AUTHOR'S NOTE:

HEY GUYS!

I KNOW ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I'VE UPDATED AND IM SO SORRY FOR THAT, THERE HAS BEEN A LOT OF COMPLICATIONS AND MY FILES WERE DELETED.

ANY HOW, I KNOW ITS SHORT BUT BARE WITH ME. IM TRYING TO RECALL ALL IVE WRITTEN.

THIS IS STILL A DRAFT SO I MIGHT CHANGE A FEW OR ADD A FEW THINGS NEXT TIME.

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