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(Lexy's POV)

the ride was silent, apart from Kace who was nagging me through the mind link asking me how he was in bed you know and all those crap. Seriously, i dont even remember one second of it! it was my first it should have been memorable! I'm ganna kill that jack ass someday.

After a long ride in the air, we reached Australia. Home! finally! we got out of the plain and head to the pack house using our own cars. Lance and Kace in their back porcia, Steven and Hillary using there silver jeep commander, Oliver with his Ferrari and me with hy black motor bike. i miss my baby.

Baby... will i- No... dont hink of it Lexy. the other pack members shifted and we headded home. we got there and mom and dad welcomed me and Oliver with a warm smile on ther face.

"Lexy moon, didnt i tell you to get rid of that bike? you need to be a proper lady, and proper ladies dont use those bike." mom said eyeing my baby.

"I tried to tell her mom but she just wont listen, hardheaded." Oliver chuckled.

"Just like her father." mom added.

"Like father like daughter." i smiled.

"That's my girl." dad smirked.

"see, that's what i'm worried about. You're spoiling her." mom sighed.

"okay guys, let's take this inside, i believe Oliver has something to say to us." i said.

we all went in, after we took our bags to our room, mom, dad, oliver and i went in dad's office.

"I found my mate." Oliver immidiately said as we entered the room.

"My baby boy has finally found his mate!" Mom started to cry.

"Mom, he hust found his mate, he's not dying."

"Congratulations son." dad smiled.

"Can you tell me how she looks like? is she beautiful?" mom asked wipping her tears.

"Her name's Cameron, She's breath taking, we met last night actually. She's the daughter of the Alpha in New York.She was so beautiful, her light brown eyes, dark long hair and her fair skin. Not to mention her red lips. God if she would let me, i would kiss-"

"Okay you like her very much no need to explain further." i smiled cutting her off.

Oliver glared at me and just rolled his eyes.

"And her father wants me to join them." he added.

"That's good, we can merge and she'll be a-"

"Actually, her father only want me to join them, he says it would prove my love for her daughter." oliver said cutting dad off.

"Oh, then i believe you're not ganna be alpha." dad nodded.

"I know Lexy can do it, she's a strong woman, she's Alpha Female material." Oliver smiled slunging an arm on me.

i faked smiled. Ah! why did i do to deserve this?! it's not that i dont want to be the Female alpha and all but why now? why now that i have a bad news?!

"What's wrong Lexy?" Oliver noticed.

"Nothing, just tired i guess." i said.

"Lexy, you can go now, Me and your mom needs to talk to Oliver for a wjile." dad nodded.

i went out and ran to my room. I lay on my purple bed and just stared at the celeing. An alpha Female who lost her virginity in a total stranger, the alpha of the strongest pack, that's me.

You'll be able to shift soon. my wolf, Luna spoke.

I know. Will it hurt?

It will but i know you can do it, i'm here to help you. the whole pack's here to help you.

the pack... i'm not fit to be an Alpha Luna, i'm a disgrace to my family. I lost my virginity to a man i dont even know!

You're a Female alpha meterial Lexy, it wasnt your fault you lost your virginity, it's that jack asses fault! she grrowled.

What if... what if we're carrying his pup? Will you accept him?

I'll not accept that a** hole but i can accept the pup.

You will?

Ofcourse i will! the pup is a part of us, made out of love or no love, he/she is still a part of us.

i grabbed took a deep breath and called Hillary through the mindlink.

"Hillary, can you come to my room?"

"K." she responded and in seconds she was in my room.

"That was fast."i smiled.

"we live in the same house." she said and sat next to me.

"Hillary, can you look into my future?" i asked sitting down.

"As you wish." she held my hand and closed her eyes.

"What do you see?" i asked as a smile appeared on her face.

"A great future, you're a strong female alpha, the pack will be fine. Though there will be trouble, you'll be able to handle them. Wait... what's this?"

"What's what?"

"I see a little you. It cant be you, he's holding your arm and calling you... Mom?" she opened her eyes and looked at me with a questioning look.

"Are you pregnant?" she asked,

"N-no." i denied.

"Lexy, we're friends. Friends tell. What happened and why were you in a motel?"

"How did you- Kace." i figured.

"No, Oliver did. He yelled at Steve when we were fixing our stuff." she responded.

"I... Last night, i was having a drink with this guy named Jonathas when he suddenly offered me a vodca and i didnt know he put something in it. the next thing i woke up, i was in bed, naked with him in the hotel. Please Hillary, dont tell Oliver or anyone please." i said looking down.

"I promise Lexy, i'll be here for you." she smiled.

"Is she really like me? my pup? does she look like me?"

"Yup, he's like a corbon copy of you. but her hair is not red." she replied.

thank God she wont look like that man. i smiled in relief.

"You know, Oliver and your parents will soon figure it all out."

"I know... i'm just... afraid." what if they'll kick me out? what if they'll hate me? wht if-

What if they'll accept it and love you. Stop thinking about negative things! it's not good for pregnant women you know. Luna spoke.

"I wonder Lexy, how will you shift?" she asked sounding curious.

"What do you mean?" it will be painfull, duh!

"I never heard of a pregnant werewolf shifting, i'm worried for you and for your baby."

She's right, no one in the were history has ever experienced something like this. What will happen to my baby? wait, Hillary saw him in my future so that means he'll live right?

"In my future, is my baby okay?" i asked.

"I'm not sure, i can look in his future if you want."

i nodded and she touched my stomach.

"That's weird." she said moving her hand from different sides of my stomach.

"What is?"

"I cant see anything... blank." she said removing her hands.

"But you saw him in my future, that means he'll have a future... Right?"

he has to. My baby has a future!

"I dont know. it's my first time to see something like this. I'll talk to the elders about this." she said.

"Dot tell them about my baby, please."

they might kick me out.

"No trouble here Lexy, so... i better go."

i nodded and she went out. i grabbed a towel and took a hot shower. After 15 minutes, i stared at myself in the mirror and smiled as i put my hand on my stomach, knowing i'm carrying a wonderful gift inside me. I wonder what will i name you. soon, i'll be a mother, a loving mother. I changed in a loose shirt and shorts just under my knees.

i went to bed and closed my eyes....

i hope something good will happen tomorrow.

(Jonatha's POV)

I opened my eyes and i was still in the motel. i moved my arms on the side finding her body next to me. nothing. she must have left. For some reason, i wanted her, like i never wanted any girl before. Sure she's pretty and smokin hot but there's something i felt about her. Love?

no way, i can never feel love. I dont want to be tied in a relationship. Relationship, then engagement, then merrage then kids which means no freedom. I'm not a father material or even a husband material. That's why i dont want to find my mate yet, well... i'm still 15 yet so i wont know who my mate is yet.

that's why i promised myslef that when i'll turn 16, i'll leave my old life behind and be a good guy for my mate. But since i'm still 15 until next month then i'm ganna enjoy the last days i have beeing free. I'm not saying i can never be free if i found my met... wait, i just did. What i want to say is when i'll find my mate, i'll be protective of her, which means i'll lay my life for her. Belive me, i would but... sometimes i think that's too much.

i went out of bed and took a cold shower. After 10 minutes i chamged in my white polo and jeans. i looked at my photo and saw the girl from last night sleeping in my arms... Lexy. Lexy, that's the girl. it was her first time, by the way she moved, i know it was her first time. for some reason, i felt a stab of pain in my chest when i was making out with her.

I took her virginity. I hope the condom worked... wait, did i use one?

I dont care if i used one. All i care about is making sure my mate doesnt findout if... IF i have a child from another woman.

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