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“I guess there’s no point in trying to convince you not to do me huh?” I said as I grimaced in Anton’s direction. He was still sitting on the side of the bed with a towel wrapped around his waist and I could see him eyeing me in amusement.

He didn’t say anything as he rose from his seat and made his way over the covers. He stopped when he reached me but he surprised me by flopping down beside me and not in front of me like his brothers had done.

“To be frank maybe waiting would be for the best because I’m not exactly as my brothers and...well I’m not entirely sure you can deal with the real me right now.” Anton said in a low voice and I could feel my eyes settle on him in confusion.

Was he saying that I didn’t need to mate with him? I wanted to cheer in happiness but at the same time I could feel a painful stab in my heart which made me frown.

“I don’t think it’s a good idea to postpone the inevitable Anton. Yes, Ash will probably feel better if you do but he would still have to do it with you so it really doesn’t make that much of a difference, now does it? I mean better to just get it done with.” Adam said and my eyes darted between him and Anton, who was currently tugging a hand through his hair in a frustrated manner.

What the hell was it that made them so hesitant? Hadn’t Alex already made it pretty clear that I belonged to them and that they could do as they liked already? What was the difference? Didn’t Anton... want me...? I could feel another stab at my heart and I quickly turned my face away. I don’t know why but I was pretty sure the expression on my face wasn’t exactly happiness.

Why did this bother me? I didn’t want to have...sex with him did I? Then why did his unwillingness make me feel sad?

“Why are...oh...” Alex suddenly said and I slowly turned my eyes back to him to see what he was on about. I realized then that all three of them were staring at me and I frowned.

“What?” I said lowly as I averted my eyes.

From the corner of my eye I could see Alex turn his gaze on Anton and I watched as they stared at each other in complete silence. A second later Anton whipped his head in my direction and growled. I shivered at the sound and I could feel Anton narrow his eyes on me.

“Come here Ash.” He said in a firm tone and I shifted my eyes back on him.

“Should I...? I mean he didn’t really want me so why should I...?” My thoughts were cut off by a loud growl and I suddenly registered Anton’s furious gaze. My eyes immediately dropped from his face to his chest when he let out yet another growl and I fought the urge to whine pathetically.

“I said come here.” He growled as he pointed to his lap.

I didn’t bother to think as I immediately crawled over to sit in front of him. I still had my eyes glued to his chest and I could only guess what his expression was. I was startled when he took a firm hold of my right wrist and roughly pulled me towards him so that I had no other choice than to sit in his lap.

I blushed as I felt his member under the towel and I immediately bit down on my lip and turned my head to the side.

“Look at me.” Anton said in a suddenly very calm voice and I wasted no time in complying. I rested my eyes on his and I could see that his bright eyes were still the same. He looked a lot more composed and I silently breathed a sigh in relief and gave him an apologetic smile. Anton’s eyes immediately turned a bit darker and my smile froze in place. Shit...

“I’m sorry Ash, but it seems like I won’t be able to let you be after all. I had planned on letting you rest before you would have to deal with me but I guess you just have to get used to it. It is as Adam said: better to get it done with.” Anton said as he slowly raised his hand to the side of my face.

I frowned at him in confusion and I just wanted him to fucking tell me what it was he didn’t think I could do! I hated when people belittled me. I could decide for myself what I could and couldn’t deal with!

“Good God this is taking forever! Let me say it then...Ash, Anton has a very serious wolf when it comes to obedience and especially in bed. The only reason you’ve gotten away with so much until now is because his wolf hadn’t marked you when you did all those stupid things. Now when he has, you will probably find it damn near impossible to oppose him without earning yourself a big as hell punishment. Anton knows this and well...he doesn’t really think that you can deal with it properly...so that’s about it! Questions?” Alex said as he waved his hands around in an impatient manner.

I stared at him for a while and I could feel Anton send me a careful look from the corner of my eye.

“You’re...telling me that you don’t think I can...take it? What the hell!? I...you...fuck you! Just fuck you! I have seriously been through it all so don’t fucking tell me that I can’t take it! I have been kidnapped, chased, bitten, tied to a bed and on top of that I have fucking mated with two of you! Now you’re telling me that I won’t be able to handle this guy!?” I yelled as I pointed an accusing finger at Anton’s face. There was a second of silence before Alex smirked and Adam rolled his eyes and said:

“Wow you’ve outranked yourself on the ‘worst things to say’-list Ash...”

I frowned at their amusement but when I turned my eyes on Anton I could clearly see the reason for it.

Ehm...easy doggy...?

Anton’s eyes had turned almost black and his expression was quite grim when he suddenly dug his claws into the skin on either side of my hips. He gave me a slow smirk as he tilted his head to the side and regarded my wary expression.

“Hm...you think you can handle it pup?” He said in a smooth voice as he leaned towards me and invaded my personal space. I felt a spark of stubbornness hit me and I gave him a challenging glare.

“Bring it on and we’ll see.” I huffed as I kept my eyes steadily on his. Anton’s expression hardened at my ‘challenge’ but then he slowly nodded and said:

“If you can do as you’re told, exactly when I tell you to do it, I promise to try to keep my wolf in check. Just remember that submitting to me means that you’ll give yourself fully to me Ash. There will be no changing your mind half-way through. Is that understood?” Anton said in an even voice and I clenched my teeth in irritation.

Did he not believe that I could do it huh? Did he not think that I could be obedient? I’d fucking show him obedient!

“Deal.” I stated and then I gave him one last playful smirk before I dropped my gaze to his chest and lowered my head slightly.

One thing you should know about me was that if someone told me I couldn’t do something...I would damn well show them I definitely could.

“Scoot back and get on your knees before me.” Anton suddenly said and I could hear that he was letting his wolf come forward because his voice had turned more commanding and slightly darker.

I didn’t even hesitate as I immediately pushed away from him and placed myself on the covers between his legs. I sat back and waited for him to say something else and even though I couldn’t see it I knew that he had his eyes glued on me.

If I would have guessed I wouldn’t have thought Anton was the one with the most dominant wolf because my money would have been on Alex. Then again, his wolf was more hotheaded and childish than truly dominating. I had read something about power play in a magazine before and I could feel my thoughts swirling around as I tried to remember anything about it.

“Ehm...can I ask something...?” I said in a careful voice and I resisted the urge to look at Anton as I did.

“You may ask.” He answered and I let out a small breath that I didn’t know I had been holding.

“I was wondering if you’re practicing the ehm...BDSM-lifestyle and if you would...like me to call you something, you know ‘Sir’ or anything like that...” I asked with a slight blush and I was actually thankful that I didn’t need to look him in the eye as I spoke. If I was going to do this I would definitely do it well.

Before I could react a hand closed around my left arm and I was pulled into Anton’s lap for the second time in such a short amount of time. I let out a startled yelp and I could feel a stab of fear hit me.

“Had I made him angry? Were my questions to bold? Why did I have to...?” I didn’t get to finish the thought because suddenly Anton’s lips were attacking mine.

When the first shock had settled I relaxed my body and melted against him, letting him have all the control. I closed my eyes and just enjoyed the feeling of his craving lips against mine and my worrying thoughts settled down one after the other.

When Anton finally pulled away to let us breathe he kept his hand around my arm and I obediently stayed in place. He put his other hand under my chin and forced me to meet his gaze. I stared into his glowing eyes and I could feel his desire pour out of them like a flowing river. I nervously let my eyes drop to his mouth but I immediately snapped them back up when his mouth pulled into a smirk and he gave me an amused gaze.

“No, I’m not practicing the lifestyle but my desire to dominate is slightly the same. I won’t treat you like a pet Ash, so you don’t need to be scared of talking freely when I’m around. You don’t need to call me anything other than Anton and the only thing I do expect from you is that you show me proper respect and do as you’re told if it’s important. You don’t need to worry, I’ll show you how to best please me and if you’re good I’ll always return the favor. I love you Ash and you don’t need to worry about anything I promise you.” Anton explained as he gently brushed his fingers through my hair and I leaned into his touch, craving contact.

My body was burning with the desire to please him and I didn’t even know if it was because of the mating bond or if it was just because he said such sweet things right now. I didn’t really care either way.

“Thank you Anton.” I whispered and I could see him smiling softly at me. I guess I liked the way he was watching me because I suddenly remembered the challenge I had uttered before and my heart skipped a beat. I had something to prove didn’t I?

“Now please tell me what you want me to do to please you...” I said in a soft voice as I lowered my gaze. I took the risk of putting my hand against his chest and I could feel his steady heartbeats against my palm.

“Mhm...as much as I like you where you are now I want you to taste me. I want you to wrap those sweet lips around my shaft and I want you to give me a blowjob. Can you do that for me Ash?” Anton’s voice was getting darker and I could feel myself getting excited by listening to his velvety tone. I hadn’t really done anything like that before but I knew pretty well how it was supposed to go. How hard could it be really?

I scooted backwards and got on my knees between his legs yet again. I sent him a quick look as I reached for the towel he had over his hips but I didn’t touch it until he gave me a slight nod.

Even though I was the one moving around it was pretty obvious that Anton was the one in charge.

He watched me as I removed the towel and wrapped my hand around his shaft. He didn’t show a single expression as I leaned down and gently flicked my tongue over the head of his cock. After tasting him for a bit I slowly opened my mouth and took him in.

It went surprisingly well until I figured it was time to take him in further...

Not a great choice.

I could feel my gag- reflex set in as soon as I went down even an inch and I had to stop and wait for it to pass. I seriously hated gagging since that time when I was little and got sick with the flu. I had seriously thrown up for several days in a row and it had just been extremely awful.

“Easy, don’t push it. Relax your throat and open your mouth a little wider.” Anton suddenly said and I stilled as he threaded his fingers into my hair and rested his hand on my head. I did the mistake of looking up at his face and I could see his eyes darken as they met mine.

“Mhm fuck what a nice view...I’m sorry about this Ash...” He stated and then I felt the hand he had on my head push me downwards.

I couldn’t help the gag-reflex from setting in as he forcefully pushed his cock further down my throat and I could feel myself start to panic. Anton kept his hand on my head to keep me down but he didn’t push anymore. Even so I tried to pull back but it didn’t help me at all.

“I told you to relax your throat more. The need to gag will evade if you do.” He said in a calm voice and the sound of it soothed my panic instantly. I tried to follow his advice and I relaxed my throat as best as I could.

I could do this.

I stopped fighting the hold he had on my head and he rewarded me by easing his grip slightly. I stayed down even though I could pull back by now and Anton gently petted me.

When he allowed me to pull back I did, softly trailing my tongue against his cock as I went and I could hear him let out a startled breath.

“Hah, didn’t think I could do that huh?” I thought as I allowed myself to feel a bit proud over the fact that I had surprised him by my actions. It felt good to know that I could affect him like this.

I went down again, swallowing his shaft further each time and after a while I could almost take in all of him without gagging.

When I had sucked him for a while I could feel him tense and his shaft twitched slightly between my lips. I shot him a questioningly look, wondering if he would want me to swallow his cum or if he would allow me to pull away before he came.

Anton looked down on me with a small smile playing on his lips and then he took a hold of my hair and gently pulled me away from his cock. I released him and complied as Anton tugged me down on the bed beside him. He turned me over so I was lying on my stomach and then he slowly pushed himself up and positioned himself behind me.

“I don’t want to come in that sweet mouth of yours because I want to fuck you first...” He whispered and I didn’t have time to react as he wrapped an arm around my torso and then roughly entered me from behind.

I let out a gasp of both pain and pleasure as he buried himself to the hilt inside me and I knew that if he hadn’t had his arm wrapped around me I would have fallen over by the force of it.

“My God you’re tight...”Anton groaned as he pulled back out of me and then pushed back in again. I dug my fingers into the covers of the bed and let out small pants as he kept moving and I could only moan in reply.

“That’s it...feel me...tell me what you want Ash.” He growled against my ear and I let out a soft whine as he moved one hand around and took a hold of my cock, giving it a slow torturous stroke.

“Ahh...I...mhm...want you...ahha...harder...p-please...” I breathed as I closed my eyes and enjoyed the feeling of having him inside me. Anton gave a small chuckle as he listened to my pleas and then he slowly tightened his grip around my shaft.

“Hmm...I didn’t quite get that baby...?” He said in a teasing voice and I whined as he slowed his movements, rocking in and out of me torturously slow.

“P-please...Anton...I...beg you...to please move...harder...I need you harder...just please...!” I begged and I could feel Anton’s hand start to move along my cock again. I let out a relived sigh but it was instantly turned into a gasp as Anton roughly pushed me down against the covers of the bed.

“Mhm... are you sure you can take it Ash? Remember what I said before, I won’t stop half-way through...” He said in a teasing voice and I could feel the familiar stab of stubbornness hit me again. That’s right...I had challenged him hadn’t I...?

I let out a small breath and then I turned my head slightly and settled my eyes on his face. I would probably come to regret this... but what the hell!

I gave Anton a mischievous smirk and then I opened my mouth and said in a mocking tone:

“Can it be that you’re getting tired ‘old man’...? I mean didn’t I tell you to ‘bring it on’ before...?”

I watched as Anton’s expression went from teasing to shocked and then finally to amused. He shook his head in disbelief but then he roughly took a hold of my hair and forced my head to the side. He placed a pillow underneath my hips and then he pushed my legs further apart. He paused slightly and I wondered if he was actually going to back out of this himself. I didn’t need to wonder for long though...

I let out a sharp hiss as Anton entered me yet again but this time wasn’t like before. Now he was more animal than man and I could feel his claws slightly dig into my hips as he kept me steady.

My eyes rolled into the back of my head as he moved in and out of me, not letting me recover the slightest as he went. It wasn’t long before I was panting heavily but Anton didn’t seem to be even close to slowing down.

“Tired you said...?” His dark voice whispered from behind me and I whined lowly.

Well yeah...maybe I had asked for it...