Dear Niall,

I'm no good with words, and i know you don't want to see me, and to be honest with you i don't want to see me either, but please read this.

I know that no matter what i do, what i have done cannot be erased, what i did to you is unforgivable, and i am so sorry i hurt you, but please just know that i never meant to.

you are kind, and you are loved, and i do not deserve you.

i know i never told you this but i love you niall horan

you are the sweetest person on this earth, i bet honey is jealous of you. but please know that this is no excuse for you to take me back, or to even talk to me.

i want you to be happy, i want you to move on and be happy with someone who truly deserves you, someone who is worthy of your beauty, your wittiness, your kindness and your subtle pink blush.

i know i'm a little too late, but i was scared niall, i was scared to love you, and i lost you because of that.

you know my family is not the one to show affection or any kind of emotion, really, and i was afraid that if i did, it would make me look weak.

but i'm not afraid anymore, and i love you, you are the love of my life, but i had to leave, i don't want to hurt you anymore, i want you to be happy and i want you to smile because you stopped doing that with me.

i guess what i'm trying to say is i'm sorry for everything i've done to you, and i'm sorry for not telling you this any sooner, but i just couldn't do it.

you are worthy of kindness, happiness and love.

i hope to see you soon,

love

zayn

PS: please dont look for me

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:) liz