"Nope. Nope. Not doing it." I'm sat on my bed watching Karl panic on Dream's bed, Don't worry Dream went out with ninja and duck boy but right now Karl is currently refusing to break into the school with me.

"Why not? We won't get caught!" I plead, He just shakes his head. "Nope. Ask Dream or someone, anyone but me!" "I'm not asking Dream!" I yell, "Ask Sapnap then! He always does shit like that with Dream he'll help you just don't say anything bad about Dream!" Sapnap? Does he mean ninja boy? Really Karl, you date one Dream slaves? "Who's Sapnap?" I ask, if it's ninja boy I might just cry, no I won't but you get the point.

"He wears a white bandana, everyone calls him Pandas though." Okay, this can work. "Okay, can you ask him to come here? Say it's an emergency but duck boy doesn't need to come?" He nods and takes out his phone. I go on mine as well while I wait.

A few minutes later Sapnap, or as I like to call him ninja boy, practically ripped the door off its hinges. "Karl! Baby, are you okay?" Ew. He grabbed Karl's cheeks checking his face to make sure he wasn't hurt. "Yup. I'm fine! It's actually George who wanted you here." Karl took his hands off his face and pointed to me, I just sat there. While ninja boy turned around.

"Oh, it's you." He crossed his arms, alright moody bitch. "Mhm. I need your help." I said showing the same energy as him, crossing my arms. "With?" He asked dragging out the i. "Umm, breaking into the school later?" I ask rubbing the back of my neck. He seems to like that idea though because he smiles. "Hell yeah dude! I have a questions though."

"Shoot." He smiles, "Okay, so why? And can I set the principles files on fire?" Great. Another arsonist, "That was two questions and because I need to do something and sure if you want to." He starts jumping up and down. "Karl! Why didn't you tell me how awesome this guy is!" Karl just shrugged. "He's my friend." Karl replied folding his arms, Nick just ran around the room like a child talking about how fun tonight is going to be.

"What's got Sap in a good mood?" Great. Dream's back. "George!" He yelled, I just cringed. That sounds sus. "Mhm, anyway Snapmap. You should go change make sure your in dark clothes and meet me by the fountain at 10. Okay?" He got up and pretended to salute, "Sir yes sir!" He ran off giggling Karl following behind.

"Did you agree to go commit arson with him or something?" Dream asked, flopping onto his bed. "Something like that." It's 6:48 I'm meeting ninja boy at 10. Great that's like three hours with Dream annoying me. I pulled out my phone and went onto Spotify, and started playing twin size mattress.

This is for the lions living in wiry broke down frames

Of my friends bodies

When the flood water comes, it ain't gonna be clear

It's gonna look like mud

"No George! That's disgusting it looks like mud!" I just laughed, "It's not that bad! Look!" I cupped my hands and threw a handful of water on him, "Oh you've done it now!" He yelled throwing his shoes by mine. "Wait, I don't know how to swim." He looked down at me and I just smiled.

But I will help you swim

I will help you swim

I'm gonna help you swim

"I'm doing it!" It's been two hours since I offered to help him swim, now he's swimming around the lake smiling. God, I love that smile. It's enough to brighten anyone's day, and enough to make someone try to make you smile just to see it.

This is for the snakes and the people they bite

For the friends I've made, for the sleepless nights

For the warning signs I've completely ignored

There's an amount to take, reasons to take more

"Ow it bit me!" I burst out laughing while he grabbed his hand pouting, "Calm down, it's just a pet snake it won't do anything to you." He smiled. "Okay, I believe you but if I die. Your fault." He giggled poking my chest at the last bit.

It's not big surprise you turned out this way

When they closed their eyes and prayed you would changed

And they cut your hair, and sent you away

You stopped by my house the night you escaped

With tears in my eyes, I begged you to stay

You said, "Hey man, I love you, but no fucking way!"

"What happened to your hair?" I was confused, but you would be too. He just appeared at my front door, his hair now short instead of being long and curly like before, his eyes red and puffy instead of being wide and full of life. "They cut it." They? Oh. "This is about the other night, isn't it?" He nodded. Shit. I started crying, "Your not leaving, right?" He shook his head, "I have to George." "No! Please, not like this! Stay please! We can run away or something! Please?" My voice cracked, why? Why him? I should of seen this coming, I can just never be happy, can I? He looked up, "Hey man, i love you, but no fucking way!" He left. He left! He left me to be alone and deal with all the bull shit alone.

I'm sure that we could find something for you to do on stage

Maybe shake a tambourine, or when I sing, you sing harmonies

"I want to be on stage when I'm older George." I laid my head on his shoulder, "We can find something for you to do?" He smiled, "Like what?" I looked up at him, his round glasses reflecting stars into his eyes, his lips tilted upwards into a smile. A smile I caused. "I don't know, you can play a tambourine or sing?" He laughed, "A tambourine? What the hell George?" He choked out between laughs, I could help but laugh along, "I don't know, they're just easy, I guess?"

This is for the lake that me and my friends swim in

Naked and dumb on a drunken night

But it should if felt good, but I can hear the Jaws theme song

On repeat in the back of my mind

Make sure you kiss your knuckles before you punch me in the face

There are lessons to be learned

Consequences for all the stupid things I say

And it's no big surprise you turned out this way

The spark in your eyes, the look on your face

I will not be late

"I love you." He slowly backed away, "W-what?" I frowned. "I love you?" He shook his head, "No, no George! I love you too, but my parents!" He sat on the floor with his head in his hands, "Screw them! We can go to Phil and ask for help! He'll help us!" He shook his head again, "We can't." Well I just fucked everything up, but he's not the only one with homophobic parents! "My parents are homophobic too though!" I started getting angry, not at him. But just at the fact that there are some assholes who don't let people be happy. "It's different George." I shake my head. "No! No, it's not different! Your just- your just too much of a pussy to accept that!" I stuttered, "take that back." He grit his teeth. "No." He looked up, "Take. It. Back." I shook my head. He kissed his hand and then swung for my face. Punching me in the cheek. I really fucked up..

I'm sure we could find something for you to do on stage

Maybe shake a tambourine or when I sing, you sing harmonies

I wanna contribute to the chaos

I don't wanna watch and then complain

'Cause I am through finding blame

That's the decision I have made

"Are you sure Gogy?" Tommy looked at me offering a hand, I took it. 'Cause why not? I'll just complain about how I want to do it later. He smiled and we chased after Jack, Tubbo and him.. We ran through the garden jumping the fence while the owners followed us, we ran to the other side of the farm and jumped the fence. "That was fun!" We all laughed, "I agree, I'm going to join you guys doing this stuff more often!" I smiled.

She hopes I'm cursed forever to

Sleep on a twin size mattress

In somebody's attic or basement my whole life

Never graduating up in a size to add another

And my nightmares will have nightmares every night

Oh, every night, every night

I hardly laugh now, I smile but most of the time it's forced. All because they took him away from me. I still see his smile sometimes, and I hear his laugh, but he's on the other side of the ocean now.

I miss you..

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