Our lips move slowly together, something that I treasure. I can't help, but love the feeling that my insides have developed into. Swirling nervously with desire as the soft movement of our mouths stays the same, showing passion and love.

I have no idea why Jackson let me leave with Colten, maybe because he thought we should catch up, or he had too much to drink. Either way, I'm not complaining. Being away from Colten for so long has me feeling all types of ways, none that have to do with being sad, luckily.

"I've missed you," Colten pants, blindly leading us into his room. "So much."

I whimper, silently agreeing with him. Then our lips are back to being attached. Colten's hands are placed differently, one palm is pressed against the back of my neck to control my movements, and the other is situated on my waist.

Then the bed is beneath us, my boyfriend sitting down first, having me straddle his lap. He scutches towards the head board so he's leaning against it, my body molding to his perfectly. I thread my fingers in his already unruly hair, tugging and pulling every time a crazy feeling is shot through my body.

"These past two weeks have been hell, baby," he whispers, his mouth now leaving hot kisses down my neck, slowly yet passionately. My head tilts back in a form of pleasure, little moans and gasps releasing from my lips. "I need you. All of you."

I nod, my body subconsciously giving into every touch of his. "I need you."

"Mm..." He hums, his teeth grazing the pulse in my neck making my body jump. "I know you do."

I don't get much time to digest his words when he's pulling away from me and lifting his shirt over his head. It's so hot having him so close and bare chested. My hands can't seem to keep to themselves with the way they glide over his trapezius muscles and down his broad shoulder and biceps. He's so warm. Or maybe it's just me.

His eyes stay on mine as I trace the indentation of his drool worthy abs, making a round of goosebumps break out across his skin.

"Your hands, baby," he groans, grabbing them as they follow his happy trail. "Are going to get you punished."

I roll my eyes at his never changing behavior.

Colten helps me out of my own dress, chucking it across the room as he stares down at my breasts than back up to my eyes.

"Tell me you missed me," he orders, the pad of his finger running over my nįpple through my bra. This immediately makes them harden and my body jolt. "Tell me you didn't sleep with any other guys."

"I missed you so much," I pant, my body threatening to become emotional again. "I could never be with another guy like that, not now."

He seems pleased with my answer and unclasps my bra, throwing it to the ground and instantly palming my breasts.

"Good answer," he rasps. "Because no one can ever make you feel the way I do. Right, baby?"

"Yes..." I moan, the feeling of his hands on me threatening to drive me mad. That's when his mouth lowers and plants kisses along my cleavage. "Uh..."

"I've missed your smooth skin," he mumbles against my chest, his tongue circling around the pink areoles. "I've missed touching you. Loving you."

I bite my lip, every moan trying to come out of my lips is silenced every single time by Colten's changing his actions. At first it was kisses and now it's sucking and biting.

My hands wrap into his hair, my body threatening to shut down from the pleasure I've been deprived of for so long.

Then his lips are back on mine and his hand is trailing down my spine. It actually tickles, but I'm to into his kiss to laugh. The pad of his finger runs along the hem of my panties making me shiver.

"Nice to know I still effect you the same," Colten breathes, not letting me think twice until he's ripping my panties. I gasp and his mouth is back on mine, swallowing every noise made by me.

Now, his hands slide over my soaking mound, my body jolting.

"Relax," he mumbles against my lips, his finger sliding down my slīt. The coolness of his finger mixed with the hotness of my core is an amazing feeling that has me moaning. My mouth falls agape as he massages my clìt between his fingers, his eyes purely on my face.

A whimper of need falls from my lips, more friction. Usually, Colten would probably tease me about being eager, but I can feel his huge bulge against my ass, so he adds one finger into me, making me moan for the thousandth time.

"Fuck my finger, Nikki," Colten demands, his teeth nipping at my jaw line. "Let me feel you."

My body ignites fully at his words and I begin to move my hips back and forth on his finger, all the while he pumps in and out. I want the real thing, I want more.

"Uh..." I moan, my mouth falling open as the feeling of climaxing becomes to much. Colten starts thrusting his finger in and out at a faster pace until I'm withering in pleasure. That's when he rolls us over, his body between my naked legs, his face above my own.

"I want to go slow with you, tonight," he tells me, a certain huskiness to his voice that has me trying to clench my legs shut. "I want to feel all of you."

I moan and help him undress the rest of the way. Feeling slightly bold, my hands grip his erection making his face contort into one of pure bliss. I move my hands up and down, watching his face for every single reaction. Pride takes over my being when I see he's enjoying it.

"Keep doing that..." He pants. "And I'll come now."

I immediately stop, Colten pressed his lips to mine again. It's like I can't get enough of it, I just want to kiss him all day long no matter how sore my lips will be. Then his mouth disappears from mine and he's looking through his night stand.

"Colten," I breathe. He turns his head to me, a questioning look on his face.

"Hmm?"

"I-I got on birth control," I tell him.

I didn't do it because I thought I would be having sex with anyone, but Brittni had talked me into it. She said and I quote "better safe than sorry". So, I picked up the pills from a nearby pharmacy earlier this week and have been taking them every day since.

"Why?" He breathes, anger swirling in his eyes. I know what he's thinking, and I probably should've cleared that up when I first told him. "Were you planning to fuck Capri?"

My face reddens, not because I was, but because of the way he says it. I don't like when he uses that word unless he's talking about him and me.

"No," I shake my head, my face begging. "Brittni talked me into it a while ago. I did just because..."

It probably won't make sense to him, but I don't want to fight. I just want him to love me like he had said.

"Don't think of it any different than that," I tell him, cupping his face with my hands. "I love you. I can't imagine sleeping with anyone else, only you."

This seems to put him at ease, for his guard has been drawn down and he pecks my lips.

"Slow," he murmurs, his forearms braced beside my head, our bodies close to joining. I'm shaking in anticipation.

Our eyes lock as he slowly slides into me, a loud, broken whimper falls from my lips in bliss, and my head falls back against the pillows.

I missed being so close to him. You never know just how much until your joined again, and I realize it now. I never want to be away from him, unless necessary.

"God..." I cry out, feeling like I may sob from the amazing feeling of having him so close. Maybe it's because he doesn't have a condom on, but I'm going to go with it because we haven't been together for so long.

"Fuck...you feel amazing," he grunts, his jaw clenching as he keeps a slow pace rhythm of thrusts. He's going so slow and It's like I can feel every inch of his bare skin against mine. "So goddamn warm and wet."

I moan, nodding my head, my finger nails digging into his back as his slow thrusts become too much. At this, my legs wrap around his waist, getting a new position of pleasure.

Colten plants kisses on my chest, neck and face as he loves me. We aren't just having sex or fucking we're making love. And for once, I notice the difference. When making love, Colten is slow and passionate, calculating every thrust in the most caring way. His lips are always somewhere on my skin while he whispers sweet nothings. It feels ten times more powerful.

Grunts of approval fall from Colten's lips as the thrusts pick up due to both our climaxes coming. I feel mine start in the pit of my stomach before traveling towards my core. I come undone in an earth shattering way.

"Colten!" I cry out, my back arching in the most erotic way, my body shaking and sweating for the man that has me feeling this amazing.

"Ah shit..." He groans, his body pounding into mine until he too, climaxes. I feel his seed spill into me. And it's not as uncomfortable as I thought it would be.

A few more pumps fill me until he pulls out completely. I watch him watch me sinfully as his essence oozes out of me. Strange thing. "Fucking gorgeous."

I blush as his intense gaze meets mine. I love him so much.

He plops down beside me, pulling my sweaty body into his, his cheek laying on the top of my head. I trace weird patterns on his chest while he runs the pads of his fingers up and down my bicep.

"Did that feel different to you?" I ask, wondering if he felt the change as well.

"Like how?" He looks down at me.

"Like...filled with more love," I tell him. "More passion."

He smiles, pecking my forehead. "Yes, I felt it. I love you."

"I love you too," I close my eyes. "This has been the best birthday."

I hear him release a breath and snuggle closer to me making the love I have for him intensify that much more.

"I'm so glad you said that," he whispers.

And we both fall asleep; content.

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