I shouldn't be this affected by Colten's cold shoulder earlier, but I am. It shows just how much by the fact that I can't keep my eyes off of him all practice.

I know he probably noticed, but he not once looked my way. It hurt.

I was hoping I'd be able to get some information while walking to Jackson's truck, but he ran off before they got off the field.

"I'll check online for show times," Brittni tells me when we situate in the car. I nod, even though I am no longer as excited to go to the movies with her. Not with Colten's ignorance.

We drop Brittni off at her house so she can shower and what not then start heading home.

"Hey Nikki?" Jackson calls after me right as I out one foot on the step.

"Yeah?" I turn slightly, to show him I'm paying attention.

"I want you to know," he clears his throat. "That I'm happy you forgave us. It means a lot."

I nod. "No problem."

He won't be saying that when he finds out I'm in love with his best friend.

•••

"I think it was good," Brittni argues, countering my complaint on the cheesy romance.

"It was good," I look at her with a raised eyebrow. "But it was very cliche, I knew the outcome before it even happened."

"You knew she wasn't actually going to die?" She questions and when she sees the look I give her, she rolls her eyes.

"Yes, I knew," I smile.

The movie wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. It got my mind off of Colten for a little over an hour, though, that'll probably change once I get home. I know he'll be there.

"Do you mind if Jackson comes to my house tonight?" Brittni asks somewhat nervously.

"I don't see why it'd matter," I explain to her.

"I just don't like leaving you at home by yourself-"

"I'll be fine," I wave her off. "I swear."

"You sure?" She bites at her lip.

"Yeah, I'll be fine, I swear it." This seems to put her at ease with the large breathe she releases and the smile.

The car ride back to my place is spent with laughter at old memories and stories. It's nice to finally have some best friend time with Brittni when she's always been with Jackson. I guess I can't really complain, I've been with Colten for the last couple days.

"Make sure you lock the door please," Jackson makes me promise.

"I will," I roll my eyes and say goodnight to him as he leaves. I lock the front door and look around the empty house.

This is how it'll be once Jackson's off at college.

When I got home, Colten must've found out we were on the way and left. I don't know why he's being so petty, but it's honestly getting me extremely mad. At first I was upset, now I'm just irritated.

After brushing my teeth and what not, I get comfortable in my bed and start going through my phone. He hasn't texted me.

Suddenly, there's a knock on the front door, and I hurriedly get out of bed to answer it. I don't know who'll be knocking on the door at nine at night, guess I'll have to find out.

"Colten..." I breathe when he shows up, his breath ragged.

"Hey," he pants.

"What are you doing here?" I ask, not that I'm not happy to see him.

"I needed to see you."

"I find that hard to believe with the cold shoulder you've been giving me," I scowl.

I'm not really mad at him. I could never be.

"I was just irritated," he runs a hand through his hair. I'm very much aware of the cold night air seeping into my house.

"With what?" I furrow my eyebrows.

Colten's looks around before saying, "Can I come in?"

I bite my lip to go over my answer, but I already know I will.

I close the door after he gets in and turn to face him.

"I'm new with this whole dating thing and I got angry you didn't want to hang out with me," he comes right out and says.

"It's not that I didn't want to hang out with you," I defend.

"I know that, Nikki," he blows out a breath. "But at the time, that's what I thought."

"I'll always want to hang out with you," I say softly.

I know he's new at the dating field and I want to make sure there's no insecurities on his part. It was my fault for not clearly asking him if we were hanging out and taking Brittni's offer to see a movie, but at the same time it's his fault for not talking to me.

"We need to communicate when things like this happen," I soothingly explain to him.

"I'm sorry," he groans like he's mad at himself. "I'm an idiot."

"No you're not," I bite my lip and take a step closer to him. "I understand where you're coming from, but that's why we have to talk it out not ignore each other."

"Okay," he smiles slightly. "Hopefully I'll learn the rope quickly."

I laugh. "We skipped a few notches."

"That's true," he nods and wraps his arms around my waist, my hands falling to his chest. "We skipped right to the sex."

I blush. "Yeah, that."

"That?" He smirks, his eyes dancing with amusement. "You love my sex."

"Can we not-"

"No we can't not not talk about it," he chuckles. "I want to hear you say it."

"This is ridiculous," I roll my eyes, trying to hide just how affected I am by his dirty talk.

"You can either say it willingly," he leans so his lips are right by my ear. "Or I can fuck it out of you."

My breath hitches in my throat and I can tell Colten notices by the way his smirk is felt against my neck.

"Which one will it be, baby," he huskily asks, laying his tongue flat against my skin.

If it wasn't for his grip on my waist I'd probably be on the ground by now.

"I take it you picked the latter." Before I have a chance to respond, I'm hoisted up and my legs whined themselves around Colten's waist. "Where shall it be?"

I only moan. I don't care where it is, I need him now even though I just slept with him on Saturday night.

"The couch?" He questions, sucking at my flesh. "The counter? What about the table where we eat?"

My insides are quivering in delight. I'm soaking right now and I'd be surprised if Colten didn't realize exactly what his words do to me.

"Just tell me where, baby," he whispers, already walking somewhere. "Hmm?"

"Anywhere," I throw my head back as his lips find their way to my throat, his tongue pleasuring me in ways only he can.

"If you say so," he smirks against me. I already know he's climbing up the steps before he even gets to the first one.

Colten is a very sexually experienced person, and I don't think he'd bang me anywhere Jackson would be later.

I barely remember the way up the stairs and to my room, but when I'm not so gently thrown on to the bed, I realize I must've zoned out.

I open my eyes for the first time in minutes and stay on Colten as he pulls his shirt off. The way his abdomen retracts with muscle makes me bite my lip in order not to moan. He is one fine specimen.

"I can't explain what your body does to me," he growls lowly, placing one knee on the bed and his hands stray to my hips. I keep my eyes on his hands as he lifts the fabric slowly, ducking his head so he can press his lips just below my naval. "So fucking sexy."

"Colten..." I practically whine, running my fingers through his hair as he trails his lips up my stomach along with my shirt.

"You love my tongue, don't you?" He questions, looking up at me while sucking on one area of my skin below my bra.

"You know I do," I breathe, my body lifting to his. With help from me, we get my shirt off and to the other side of the room. Colten's face is now level with mine.

"Of course I do," he smirks, pressing his lips to mine while one hand massages my covered breast. I moan into his mouth, his tongue sneaking in at the same time.

He always has that same taste of mint and almost like...cinnamon. I can't really explain it.

My fingers play with the hairs at the nape of his neck while wrapping my legs around his waist.

"Fuck," he curses, when I bring his hips down to mine, rubbing against his bulge. "Keep doing that and I'll come in my pants."

I blush, but stop anyway. I let him leave hot, opened mouthed kisses down the calm of my neck, the base of my throat and to the valley of my breasts. Here, he unclasps my bra and throws it somewhere then covers my hardened peak with his mouth.

"Oh god..." I moan, tugging at his hair and throwing my head back.

I yelp in surprised when he takes my bud between his teeth and slightly bites down. The action sends a surge of energy straight to my core.

His assault on my breasts doesn't last long before his lips are attacking my stomach.

"Mm..." I moan, playing with his hair again while looking at his mouth move against me.

"I'm so glad you're not wearing any pants." He nips at my stomach making my hips lift and a groan fall from my lips.

"What are you doing?" My voice comes out hastily and rushed.

"Going to make you feel so fucking good," he rasps, his tongue running along the top of my cotton panties.

"Uh..." I moan, my eyes never straying from his mouth on my skin. If anticipation doesn't kill me...

"Fucking gorgeous," he grunts, sliding off my panties slowly. His eyes never straying from my mound, his tongue darting out to lick his lips. "Try not to scream, baby."

I don't understand what he means at first, but when he blows on my wetness, I bite my lip to stifle the loud moan I want to let loose.

"Keep your legs spread, Nik," he orders, kneeling in front of me even more, so his mouth is completely leveled with my core. "You're fucking soaked."

I whimper. I need him to do something now before I honestly have an aneurism.

I keep my lip between my teeth as he lays a feathery kiss at the top of my mound before leaving another one at my fold. My legs are already shaking and he hasn't really done anything.

The only thing I've done for 'foreplay' is fingering. By Adam and Colten, but not once have I don't this. Adam and I never did anything sexual besides actual sex and that's it. So this is a new experience for me, but obviously not for Colten.

The moment Colten's eyes capture my own is the same time his tongue presses flat to my soaking core.

"Holy..." My back arches in pure and utter pleasure.

Colten groans against me and begins to move his tongue against me, his mouth sucking on my sensitive bud.

It's so erotic I can't keep my eyes off of him as his mouth moves against me sexily. On top of that, he decides to add a finger into me; pumping at a fast pace.

I've never came this fast before.

"Colten!" I finally let go, crying out his name so the neighbors can probably hear. My legs shake as Colten keeps his tongue and finger going at it until I'm fully done.

"I knew you'd taste good," he smirks, licking his lips that glisten with my arousal. I bite my own lip.

"That was..." I can't catch my breath.

"You've never done that before?" He asks in confusion, unbuttoning his pants and slowly dragging them down his legs.

"No," I shake my head. "Should I have?"

I'm distracted by his erection springing free.

"I'm glad you didn't," he lays between my legs, a foul package already in his hand. "But I always thought people were like me."

"Like you?" I question, stiffening when the cold condom brushes against my still sensitive nerves.

"Pleasing the girl before themselves," he rasps, looking into my eyes, his iris's soft.

His words make my heart swell. Even with something as simple as this, it shows just how nice and caring Colten really is.

"Oh." Is all I say before he attaches his lips to my own and sliding into me with ease. I moan into his mouth causing him to pull on my lower lip, letting it smack back into place.

"Fuck," he growls, his forearms being placed by my head, as he mercilessly pounds into me. I only catch some of his pleasure until he's hitting a particular spot inside of me.

"Oh," I squeak making Colten slow down.

"What's wrong?" He asks, worried.

"It felt...weird," I struggle out, Colten thrusts in the same spot that I had talked about making my back arch and a cry of his name leave my lips.

"The things I can do to you," he grunts, my bed rattling with the speed of his thrusts. "The things only I can do to you."

"Yes..." My eyes practically roll to the back of my head as he keeps hitting that one spot.

"No other man will ever have you screaming the way I do," he strains, his thrusts becoming sloppy signaling his release. "They won't know your body like I do, they won't know how to please your pûssy, Nikki."

I see stars. This orgåsm is more powerful than anything I've ever felt and literally makes tears spring to my eyes.

"Ah, fuck," Colten grunts before releasing into the condom, his thrusts still working.

"We really need to get you in birth control." He says once we've slightly calmed down.

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