My body ignites in the way only Colten can make it and I feel like all the oxygen has been sucked out of my lungs.

The kiss is anything, but gentle and caring like our other ones. It's hot and rough, all the things I love.

I grip the shirt at his sides, pulling him closer to me. My breasts press against his firm chest, bringing heat to my face and body. Our mouths close around each other, Colten's tongue sliding into my mouth at the tiniest of gasps. Moaning small nothing's, he grips the back of my thighs and bends his knees slightly to lift me up. I wrap my legs around his waist, my core rubbing against his already erected groin.

"Colt..." I moan, my head falling back as my brothers best friend attacks my throat with his lips. We're walking up the stairs towards my room, not having trouble at all. Then I remember that this isn't exactly the first time Colten's been here.

It's when we reach my room that I totally forget the way up. His lips can do dangerous things to me.

I'm set down on the bed, and when I look up Colten his lifting the shirt over his head, then chucking it off somewhere.

"Like what you see?" He smirks, gesturing to his eight pack that I can't seem to keep my eyes off of. Adam doesn't have one of those.

I don't answer, and before I can tell, Colten places his body on the bed and spreads my legs to lay between them.

"I think we should get some of these clothes of, hmm?" He suggests, running a hand down my stomach.

"Mm..." I moan, bucking my hips to meet his hand that is dangerously close to my treasured area.

"I'm guessing that's a yes?" I nod frantically, letting Colten sit me up and peel off my dress, leaving me in my red lace set. "Fuck."

I bite my lip, watching his eyes cloud over with hunger at the sight of my almost naked body.

"God you're so sexy," he rasps, looking me in the eyes and attaching his lips to mine. We fall back against the bed, Colten's erection rubbing against my core, causing me to moan his name repeatedly.

My breathing is ragged as I try to juggle kissing and pleasure at once. I get a break when he decides to venture my body with his lips.

He leaves hot opened mouthed kisses along the column of my neck and down to the valley of my breasts.

"You're body," he looks up at me when his lips find their way to my cleavage. "Is fucking with my head."

"Colten...please," I plea leaving a chuckle to escape his mouth.

"You're going to wish you didn't say that," he smirks, reaching behind my back and unclasping my bra, flinging it across the room.

I feel the need to cover up, but before I can, Colten pins my arms above my head.

"Relax," he soothes, keeping his eyes on me, letting his head lower to my left breast. It's all in slow motion until he finally takes a hardened peak into his mouth, swirling his tongue around it.

"Uh...Colten!" I shriek, my chest arching towards him. My eyes close due to pleasure, Colten's tongue having no mercy on me as he sucks and nips at my sensitive bud.

He groans against me, sending a shock wave of pleasure up my spine. My moans empty out of my mouth, while my body lifts trying to get closer to his desirable lips.

"Oh god..." I gasp, my mind going haywire when Colten's lips leave my breasts and down my stomach.

"You're skin is so smooth," he lets his tongue drag against a patch of skin. "And delicious."

"Mm..." My moan sounds desperate.

"You want me?" He asks, his head leveling with mine. "You want me to fuck that tight püssy of yours don't you?"

A whimper escapes my lips at his words.

"I wonder how you taste?" He hums, his hand delicately sliding down my stomach until he's at my covered core, rubbing against me. "Probably so sweet...so pure."

What is he doing to me? Everything he's saying is just so sexy coming out of his mouth I can't even.

"You sure?" He asks, bright blue eyes staring down at me.

Of course I'm not sure, but it's to late now. I would be considered a tease if I suddenly said I was having second thoughts.

"Yeah," I nod, I watch his every move. From when his eyes dart to his hand and when his finger slides into my unexplored area.

I shake my head from the memories, focusing on how different it feels having Colten doing this.

"You going to let me finger fuck you, baby?" His teeth nip at my ear. I nod, my desire polling against the fabric of my panties. Colten let's my hands go and they immediately head to his shoulders. "So wet, fuck, you're so ready for me."

I whimper, Colten's large hand sliding my panties out of his path and making their way into me. So good.

"Colten...oh god...faster," I moan, my hips bucking against his finger.

His speed picks up, reappearing and then dissolving into my body. In every way this feels amazing, my body not being able to take it.

"I wonder how you're going to feel around me," he whispers, my eyes clenching shut. "My fat cøck in your tight little pûssy, pounding into you, hearing you scream my name."

I bite my lip, a strangled sound escaping my lips.

"The way you'll clench around me before you come undone, your juices-"

"Colten..." I moan loudly, my body convulsing in a million different ways, letting the waves of pleasure ripple through my body. My eyes can't open, everything is blurry, so good. I now see exactly why everyone wants him, he's a sex God with traits of his own.

I don't hear the rustling of clothes or crinkling of a condom packet, but I do open my eyes and watch my panties get discarded from my legs.

"You want to do this?" He asks, sliding the rubber on his well standing length.

Huge is an understatement.

I swallow, a nod controlling my head.

"Tell me if it's too fast," he says and I agree.

When I feel the condom brush against my still sensitive nerve, I jerk away.

"Just relax," he whispers, his lips right by my ear. I wrap my hands around his bicep as he slowly enters me.

A hiss leaves my mouth from his size and it only being my second time. Adam isn't this big.

"You okay?" He strains, unmoving.

"Yeah," I choke out. He starts moving in and out of me at a regular pace, the pain subsiding as he does so. "Mhmm...faster."

"Faster?" He questions and I nod. Obeying my command, he begins to thrust in and out of me at a fast speed, my eyes rolling to the back of my head. "Fuck...you're even tighter than I thought you'd be."

"Colt..." I moan, burying my face in his shoulder, my teeth meeting the conjugation of his neck and body.

"I love hearing you say that..." He growls, pounding into me as my insides turn to mush. "Fuck."

Another plea leaves my lips, Colten's thrusts evoking more rough, my body being shaken.

"I want to tell you all the dirty things that your moans do to me," he pants. "There's too many."

"Colt..."

"You love my dirty mouth, don't you?" He strains, his hips rocking into mine roughly and passionately. "I can tell by how wet you are right now, so slick."

I bite my lip so hard I begin to think I can taste blood as Colten's dirty words and body drive me mad.

"Adam could never fuck you like this," his lips brush over my own. "He doesn't know you like I do, Nik. I know how you like to be touched."

I don't know how he does, but he's right. Everything he is doing makes me feel special and so pleasured that it's scary. Adam could never treat me this way.

"Only you," I whimper as my stomach tightens and my legs wrap around Colten's waist. My finger nails dig into his biceps. "Faster."

"I knew it," he speeds up while pants leave his mouth. "I knew you'd be the type of girl who is innocent on the outside and a fucking vixen on the inside."

"God yes..." I throw my head back as the blissful feeling is on its edge.

Pants leave my mouth fast, my body feeling the pleasure wanting to take over. Just a little longer, I never want this to end.

"Colten..." I cry out, my body finally giving into the pleasure and releasing everything.

"Ah, fuck," Colten curses and fills the condom in a huff. Colorful words spill out of his mouth, drenching my room in sins.

Colten collapses on top of me, his ragged breathes hitting my clammy skin. Our bodies are covered in so much sweat it should be embarrassing. My windows are slightly fogged up and my sheets are slightly wet.

We went hard.

Colten suddenly jerks up, looking like he's just seen a ghost. Silently, he climbs off of me and moves over to find his clothes making me even more confused.

I sit up, my naked body not being acknowledged by Colten as he heads to the door. With his hand still on the knob he turns to me with a regretful look in his eyes.

"I'm sorry, I need to go."

What. Just. Happened?

You were only a one night stand. A chance to finally fuck his best friends little sister. That's all.

•••

The pain from Colten leaving after we had sex is still fresh in my mind while I shower this rainy morning. I can't stop looking at the marks he's left on my body, the love bites and red blotches from our bodies rubbing against each other.

The memory should make me smile, but instead it makes me want to curl up into a ball and cry. I thought things would change after this, it's obvious, though that I was only a one night stand to him. This hurts me worse than it should.

I should've known that Colten only wanted one thing, it's pretty obvious and I didn't. I feel like a fool for giving myself to a guy I've known almost my whole life.

I make sure every mark made by Colten is covered up before heading downstairs. Brittni and Jackson are on the couch watching a movie, and don't see me come down right away.

"Hey," Brittni happily greets, but her smile drops when she notices how I look. "We were going to wake you, but we didn't know how late you were out."

"It's fine." I'm glad they didn't come wake me, one; I was still naked and two; I cried myself to sleep.

I can tell she wants to say something, but I walk into the kitchen before she can. It's already one o'clock in the afternoon and I still can't find the will power to wake up. This feeling weighs on me like ten thousand bags of mulch.

I make myself a bowl of cereal not thinking I can stomach anything else, and sit at the counter going through Twitter.

There's pictures of the party last night and this only makes me more upset. Especially when I see a picture of Brittni and Jackson with Colten in the background making a funny face.

Why can't I get over this?

Because you like him. Maybe. It's not like we'll ever happen, though, what happened last night is a clear sign of that.

As I'm about to head upstairs, I receive a text and my heart nearly jumps out of my chest. This feeling only deflates when I realize it's only Adam.

No one can find out.

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