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Both men stare at me and I have to decide. Adam or Niall? Niall, my boyfriend or maybe ex-boyfriend or Adam, who's cute. Adam or Niall?Think, Olivia, think!, my inner voice rushes me to make a decision.

Adam or Niall? Niall or Adam?

The girl, who's name is still a secret to me, goes to Niall and takes away my decision. I don't know if that's good or not. She goes to Niall, cups his cheeks but he turns his head away and breathes out heavily. My heart breaks for the millionth time and I turn my head away from them. I don't, and I can't face Niall and his new girl now. He said they are just friends but I can't believe that anymore. Not after tonight. A big wave of pain rushes through me as I go over to Adam. I hold onto his arm and the man who holds him steps away. Adam looks over my shoulder and is heavily breathing. Anger and aggression is in his eyes. I place my hand on his cheek, which gives me goosebumps, and turns his head to face me. He looks down at me and licks his lip. "Are you okay?"

Shouldn't I be the one who asks. I should ask him that. He was the one who just got into a fight with my boyfriend... or ex-boyfriend.

I nod and he takes my hand.

"Come." Adam leads me away from Niall and that girl and the other people in this club. He turns around, to glare at Niall and then drags me even quicker away from the mess. I want to turn around to see Niall, but I can't. I keep my eyes on what's in front of me. Adam opens a door and lets me step in first. He puts his hand on my back when he closes the door behind us. We enter a little office. It has a small sofa, a desk and bookshelves.

"I'm sorry." I mumble as we sit down on the couch.

"Why?" He chuckles. I love that he can still laugh, despite the fact that he just got into a fight because of me. I look up from my lap and take a closer look in the damages. I cup his face and turn it to the right and to the left.

"He was pretty bad. Didn't hurt my face." Adam smirks and I giggle quietly. "He only hit my arms and my chin one time, but other than that... I'm fine." He places his hands on mine and takes them away from his cheek. My heart starts racing as he holds me hands. I'm embarrassed because of Niall and look down. Adam puts his finger under my chin and lifts it up to face him.

"Are you really okay?"

"Are you?" I want to know. He chuckles and nods. Adam leans in for a kiss and I quickly stand up from the sofa. "I have a boyfriend."

"Doesn't seem like it." He raises his eyebrows.

I sigh. "I know." I admit. It really doesn't seem like I have a boyfriend... maybe I don't have a boyfriend anymore. A boyfriend wouldn't lie that he has work and then go out clubbing with another girl. A boyfriend wouldn't have said nothing seeing me having fun with another guy. A boyfriend wouldn't have ignored me the whole night. A boyfriend wouldn't let me be so much with another guy, like Niall did. He let me do all this stuff, plus getting drunk. He just let me and that's what probably hurts the most. It was like, I was irrelevant to him... maybe I am.

"Olivia!" Adam tears me out of my thought. I wonder how many time he had to do this in this night already. Most likely more than twice.

"I need to pee." I say eventually after just looking into his face. Adam stands up and opens the door behind the desk. A small bathroom is inside and he looks so proud of it.

"It's just for workers but you're special." He laughs. His laugh give my heart a warm feeling before it turns cold again because he's not Niall. He's not Niall and he'll never be Niall. Even if Niall and I aren't together anymore, Adam will never be able to replace him. Niall is Niall and he's mine... or was mine. But a feeling inside me tells me that Niall is still mine. We can and will forget tonight and the other nights where he went out with his mates and that girl instead of spending time with me, we'll forget it. Maybe I'm giving in to easily, but I love him too much and won't let that shit break us apart. Niall might be out there with that girl, but I know that he thinks and feels the same as I do. He just has to.

"Olivia..." Adam brings me back to reality. I'm back from my trip to my thoughts and smile at him.

"oh yea, right." I blush and go into the small bathroom. I don't actually have to pee, but at least I have a few moments to clear my thoughts.

If I was irrelevant to Niall, he wouldn't have fight against Adam... right? I can't be irrelevant to him and I know that I'm not. A feeling inside me tells me that he still loves me as much as I love him. Niall has his reason. He probably wants to protect me from something... right? But from what does he want to protect me? And why does he have to be with that girl? He wants to protect me but doesn't know how much it hurts to see him with her. If I had reacted quicker, I would be by Niall's side now. I would be the one who patches him up and not that girl. I would be the one, he holds and kisses on the head, whispering "Thank you" into my ear, not that girl. But I don't even know if he really does that. I don't know if he's sweet to her like he's to me. He said they are just friends and as much as he ignored me, he ignored the girl even more. Niall has his eyes either on me or on his phone. What has he looking at? The girl didn't seem to mind that Niall wasn't paying attention to her. She just leaned against him, either looked around or looked with Niall into his phone. The fact that she's with him already hurts and that they laughed together brings even more pain. Pain that only a very good reason can recover.

I step out of the little bathroom again and ask myself how long I've probably been in there. My phone in in the car and I would give everything to find Ally and Maria now. Adam fell asleep on the couch and I take a picture. Before I leave, I kiss on his cheek, whisper "Thank you" into his ear and then go out to find my friends. Niall and the girl are back at their table. Niall has both his hands around a bottle and she looks on her phone and doesn't pay attention to him. I walk around with my head down but I can't hide with the high heels on. Niall's eyes find me instantly and I feel him watching me as I try to find Ally and Maria. When I finally see them, I sigh in relief and quicken my steps over to them. "Can we go, please?"

"Why now?" Maria asks and takes a sip of her drink.

Why now? Well, maybe, because Niall has his eyes glued on me, while he sits next to that girl, after he had a fight against Adam who wanted to kiss him. That's why.

But I can't tell her that.

Maria doesn't know that Niall and I are a couple, or were a couple. And both of them don't even know that he's here. How could they have not seen him? Also both of them probably don't know that the fighters were Niall and Adam. As far as I know Maria, she probably spend in the fight in the toilet, because she drank too much. Only now I realize that the fight made me dry again. I feel like I had no drink at all tonight.

"Just because. Please!" I beg them. Ally shrugs and it's up to Maria.

"Wait! Is that Niall over there?" She asks and points behind me. I take a deep breath and turn around. Niall is approaching us slowly. His blue eyes are darker than usual and he still looks pretty angry.

"Fine. I'm going." I quickly walk pass them, out of the club. At the wardrobe of the club, I quickly take my coat and run out into the cold.

The freezing air hits my face instantly and I feel tears building up. Not because of the cold, but because of Niall. I have the strong feeling that he's following me. I thought that my phone is in Ally's car, but I'm proven wrong when I fish it out of my coat. I have a feeling that Niall is following me, and quicken my steps. I don't even close my coat probably, I just rush through the night streets of London. This might not be the safest thing I've ever done - that anyone ever does - but I don't give a shit right now. I just haveto get home.

When a black car slows down on the street, I know that it's Niall. The window goes down and a red faced Niall looks at me. I look straight in front of me and push the strand of hair that falls into my face aside. I have to ignore him. I can't deal with him now. I know that he'll try to explain and make up for whatever was tonight, but I don't have the energy.

"Olivia."

"No!" it comes louder than I expected. My voice is already weak and shaky. Niall quicken the speed of his car and turn to the right on the next corner. He knows that I have to walk ahead, which is now not possible. "NO!" I exclaim. The angry face expression on Niall's face changes to soft and hurt.

"Olive, please..." His eyes widen and the corners of his lips are down. He's sad and maybe even a bit hurt.

"No."

"Just get into the car, please. I'll drive you home. It doesn't make sense if you just walk. It's cold and dangerous." His Irish accent is what makes me get into his car - His Irish accent and the fact that I love him. And the fact that he's right. It's freezing and walking would take forever.

I buckle up and I know Niall wants to place his hand on my thigh but I hold my hand up to signalise him to not do it. "If you touch me, I'll scream and jump out of the car. I don't care if you're still driving when it happens. I don't care if I get hurt. I don't care if I could die. Don't touch me." I say all those things, knowing that I wouldn't do it even if he touches me. He knows it as well. I press my thighs together because I want that he places his hand on me. I want his touch on my skin. But he can't know that and I have to stay strong. I'm not allowed to give in. Not tonight.

"Olivia..." Niall starts but I raise my hand again.

"Don't talk to me either. I don't want to hear your voice. I don't even want to be in his car, Niall." I feel tears building up but my voice remains strong.

"Olivia, please." I know that it hurts him as much as it hurts me. It hurt him to see me dancing with Adam. It hurt him to see Adam lean in fora kiss. It even hurt him seeing me having fun with another guy. But it's his fault. He was the one who lied, who went out with another girl, who ignored me, who just looked at me to glare into my skin. It was him who brought that girl into our life. Him. It's not my fully my fault.

"Niall, please not tonight." A tear rolls down my cheek and I look out of the window. He shouldn't see the tears, because I know that he'll try to comfort me. If I could go back in time, I would go the point where he was first seen with the girl. I would have asked him, demanded a reason. I shouldn't have just given in too early. We wouldn't be here, if I was stronger.

"Olivia..." Niall stops the car. Probably to be able to concentrate on me and not on driving but it also gives me the change to get out. I told him not to talk to me and he did. A feeling inside tells me to stay, hear him, give in and be happy again, but the other and stronger feeling tells me to let him wait, feel the pain I felt and not give in.

I'm about to open the car, when he grabs my wrist. Thanks for giving me another reason to leave, I think as I shake his hand off. I open the car door and rush out. "Olivia!" He calls me back but I ignore him. I can't fight my tears anymore and they just stream down my cheeks as I walk home. The streets are empty and only Niall's car is on the street. I don't know what time it is, but it doesn't matter anyway. I'm few minutes away from home now and Niall knows that. I hear him get out of his car as I quicken my steps.

"Olivia please stop!" He yells after me and starts to run. Just then it starts to rain. He calls out my name again and stops. While tears just stream down my face, I turn around and face him. His cheeks are red and tears roll down his cheek. Only now I notice that he isn't wearing a jacket and is probably freezing. The strong desire to go over to him and warm him builds up in me, but then I see him and that girl laugh in front of my eyes and the feeling fades away. With big steps I go over to him and push him back.

"I said: not tonight, Niall!" I raise my voice and push him again."Not. Tonight." I turn around and my hair flies into his face.

My heart wants to stay, turn around and forgive him but I know that I can't.

My feet carry my away and run to the student accommodation.

I leave Niall standing in the middle of the street as tears roll down his cheek.