(I have realized my mistake, and will change y/n from vegan to vegetarian.)

Back to the Present

Jungkook Pov

I..

Y/n and ...

Jimin hyung..?

Someone wake me up if this is a dream.

What I just saw right now was totally unexpected.

I looked down at the chocolate brownie I bought specially for Y/n..

"Y/n? What do you like the most? As for dessert?

"Um, I really like chocolate brownie , without eggs tho. " She laughed.

"Understandable. But I'm not sure of places where you can get them here."

"Yeah, but like in my native, it's easily available."

"Jungkook-ah? You are going where?"

"To buy some chocolate brownies hyung. There is this shop bakery near the countryside."

"Okay, but why suddenly? we are leaving by tonight!"

" I will be back before evening hyung! I'm going with staff!! Bye Jin hyung!"

I pulled out the pink letter from the box which I had written for her.

I..

I wanted to let her know about my feelings, but wasn't sure of how.

She would have seen this if she opened this box.

I can't help but chuckle bitter sweetly at the paper in my hand. Good thing that Jin hyung is not in the room right now or he would be questio-

But speaking of the devil,

The sound of the twisting knob made me swiftly put the letter back in the box and chucked it under the pillow and hurriedly wiped the wetness which fell unconsciously on my face.

"Yah Jungkook-ah you scared me!" Jin hyung exclaimed as he switched on the light.

oh yes, it was dark till now.

Clearing my throat, I spoke "I just came hyung."

I made my way to the cupboard to pack my belongings.

Huh? It's empty.

"So what you thought? I will let everyone get late because just you didn't pack your stuff." He crossed his arms as he signaled to the neatly packed suitcases on the right side of the wall.

"Oh! Thank you, hyung." I was about to go in washroom when

"Jungkook-ah? Something happened?" He said as he stood in my way, raising his brows.

"U- nothing happened hyung, what you talking about?" I played dumb.

I am not in the mood right now.

"Do you really think I will buy it, Jungkook?"

"What's there to buy it in, any way?"

"I'm going to ignore your behavior for right now as...Did u give that letter to Y/n?"

"Which letter?"

Don't tell me he saw me in the middle of the night yesterday-

"Well, someone was writing in lock screen's light in the corner of room under the blanket..on that couch. And someone had left dear Y/n envelope on the table-" He said sarcastically.

"You must be mistaken. You need to get your eyes checked." I rolled my eyes.

"Jungkook-ah" He blurted in a stern voice, which made me regret my decision.

"Look hyung...I'm glad that you listened to my rant yesterday..But please leave this to me only." I pleaded looking into his eyes.

He just stood there with his eyes wide as I moved past him and unlocked washroom door.

"And hyung, please, this should only be between us. I don't want anyone to be involved. If possible, please pass this to Yoongi hyung too." I said.

"Also, if you can pretend if nothing happened, It will be really helpful." I added before entering washroom and locked the door behind me.

I suddenly felt my legs shake as I took a deep breath.

The way I talked with Jin hyung just now broke my heart.

But-

But I don't want any false hope.

I felt so good yesterday after letting it out and clearing things with Jin hyung and yoongi hyung.

I..

I was sure that I have fallen for y/n..

I was so happy but,

But after the thing I saw today...

It doesn't feel right anymore.

Jimin hyung just confessed Y/N.

I..

I can't help it but this feeling of jealousy is arousing inside me.

He not only let his feelings know to her, but by his own freaking words.

But I?

What I was doing?

I had planned to just pass it to Y/n. And wait for her the next day.

But he not only let his feelings out..

He was before me too.

Aish...

I was rethinking my decisions.

The scene where they were sitting so close with each other, holding hands was replaying in my head.

I was feeling really guilty for thinking this way but..

Somewhere inside I wanted Y/n's answer to be No...

Wanting for all this to be a lie...