Jungkook's Pov

I opened my eyes to the chattering sound. I was in the middle of the room with my hyungs as BTS marble was in front of us.

" You are awake Kookie-ah?!" A girl's voice asked making me look in the direction. It was Y/N.

"Yah! keep your attention on playing." Jin Hyung's scolding voice echoed through the room. I can't help but chuckle a bit. Suddenly the doorbell rang.

"I will get that," I said and made my way to open the door. As I opened the door, my eyes met with my parents and brother who were standing in front of me.

"Eomma!? Appa! Hyung! What are you doing here?" I asked excitedly as I gestured them to come in.

We were in the hallway when I heard a shattering sound from inside. My reflex made me ran towards the direction of the hall, where I was with hyungs.

My heart dropped at the sight in front of me. Everything seemed shattered and Destroyed. The room was dead silent and empty.

Where is everyone?

I felt the cold sweat break down on my forehead as,

"Hyung!? " "HYUNG ?!" "Y/N ?!" I shouted as I was wandered in the middle of the mess.

I felt afraid...

Wait! My family? I averted my gaze only to see my parents leaving.

"EOMMA! APPA!" I shouted as I ran behind them to stop them. But as if they were not listening to me, they went outside the main gate, leaving me behind. I was seeing them disappearing with teary eyes when I felt a hand on my shoulder. I got a ray of hope. I turned around only to see Junghyun Hyung.

"Hyung," I said as a little smile crept on my sad face.

'At least someone is here...'

I was going to pull him in a hug but he backed off. I looked over him dumbfounded.

"Do you think I am your Hyung after what you had done ??" He spoke up.

"What Have I done hyung? " I asked him in disbelief.

"Don't try to act innocent. Saw this mess?!... This is all because of you. You are the cause, your bandmates left you. You know why Eomma, appa left? You! Because of you. Wanna know why? Because you are mean, you are selfish, you only think about yourself. You only care about yourself and your interests. Honestly, you don't deserve anyone's presence..you only deserve emptiness. Just like this" He said in a raspy voice as he signaled surroundings from his hands.

'What happened to him?' I thought as I felt the warm sensation in my eyes.

"I'm leaving now, " He said and passed by me. I called him numerous times, as I tried to stop him. I begged him as I held his arm. But he shook it off roughly, making me fall to the ground. I couldn't stop him...

My mind was trying to process what's happening when I heard a muffled sound from inside. I quickly got up and walked in the direction.

As I entered the hall gate,

Y/N?

She was sitting in the middle of a dimly lit room, sobbing quietly. Her back going up and down. I slowly walked towards her.

"Y/N?" I said as I placed a hand on her shoulder while kneeling down beside her. But she yanked my hand away. My eyes went wide as I was taken aback by her action.

"You are the reason for all of this!!" She said angrily as her puffy red eyes met with mine. Her cheeks were stained from tears as her eyes were throwing daggers on my side.

"Why you came into my life huh? Everything was fine until you came with a curse! I wish I never met you. I don't wanna see your face anymore!!" She said as she got up angrily.

I felt the tear trickle down my cheek as I abruptly hold her hand. A frown crept on her place as she angrily yanked my hand again, and ran away. I was about to go behind her when suddenly everything went dark.

Pitch black surrounding was everywhere at the voices of my members started echoing. They all were repeating everything that Junghyun hyung had said. First, it was faint but slowly it started taking over all my senses. I closed my ears with my hands to prevent them but all efforts were in vain.

My tears weren't stopping as I was shouting at them to stop. My eyes were tight shut as the flashbacks of all the loved ones leaving were in front of me and I could do nothing. My throat went dry as I felt my breathing getting heavy.

My legs went numb as I felt weak against the gravity...

My eyes shoot open as I got up. My breathing was heavy as I felt the sweat covering my body. As I adjusted my sight, Everything was black. I pulled my knees to my chest and buried my head under my hands, covering myself in the duvet.

Why?

Y/n's Pov

The dry sensation in my throat made me wake up. I glanced over to look at the time. It was 3:09 a.m.

huh...I sighed and sat up. I turned on the side lamp only to meet by the empty Jug.

Ugh! I groaned in frustration.

Now I have to pull myself all the way to the kitchen in this big mansion-like apartment.

Who will want to drag themselves a long distance, in the middle of the night, just to get water??

But my thirst was telling me that if I didn't drink the water now, I may pass out by morn...

A very bad attempt to make a joke.

Sleepily, I made my way to the kitchen. I poured myself a glass of water and quenched my thirst. I filled my jug full and turned back on my heels to my room. While returning, the moonlight and blowing winds were giving the empty dark hallway the feeling of a horror movie.

And being a scardey cat, I paced a little. I was about to open the door when I heard a faint panting sound and muffled sobbing.

Is it Eunji?

No? it's a male voice...

Is it...

Jungkook?!?!

Out of curiosity and kind of worries, I turned to check on him. First, I was going to knock, but my reflex made its way to the doorknob.

I twisted it and, It was open?

Why?

I shooked of that useless question in my head.

I entered his room only to see his body curled up on one side of the bed. The sounds of sobbing were quite clearly audible as the said person was sitting on the bed. His head was buried into his hands and shoulder rising up and down in a non-rhythmic manner.

Worriedness took over my body as my eyes went wide.

What happened to him?

Concerning I made my way towards him as I placed the jug on the side table. I was shifting quietly, and Jungkook doesn't seem to notice my presence.

I slowly placed my hand on his shoulder. His body stiffened at my touch.

He flinched and suddenly looked at me, Shocked and terrified.

All I can see was his puffy eyes, tears glancing in the moonlight coming from the window just opposite his bed.

My heart ached as I jerked my hand away and went to the side table.

I quickly poured some water into the glass nearby. [ The jug was on the opposite side table, which is near the door. ]

"Water," I said offering him the glass. He slowly took it while catching his breath and gulped down in an instant. I took the glass from his hand and was about to turn to keep it at its place when I felt a tight grip on my wrist. I looked down only to meet his tear-brimming eyes.

"P-Please, d-don't ...Le-ave...m-me...Y/N!!" he pleaded.

"I'm not going anywhere Jungkook," I said while giving him an assuring nod. He pulled my hand, gesturing me to sit beside him. I sat down as I kept the glass on the floor.

Jungkook was immersed in his own thoughts. Tears were falling from his eyes when he was not sobbing at all.

I felt my heart clench over the sight.

"Jungkook... " I said while slowly touching his hand to get his attention. But as soon as I did, and before I could pull out or understand something, he grabbed my hand.

"Don't leave me, please," he said as he turned and looked into my eyes.

"I will never leave you Jungkook. Okay? what happened? A nightmare?" I asked whilst he nodded in approval.

"Do you want to share it?" I asked slowly. But his face was showing the opposite.

"Okay if you- ..." before I could say anything he cut me off.

"I am so mean, right? I don't deserve this! I don't deserve anything. In the end, everyone will leave me. I am not even a good son. I never did anything good. I have always been selfish. keeping people near me for my sake. "he said as his voice cracked.

"Who told you that? No one will leave u Jungkook. And you are selfless, not selfish." I said as matter of fact.

"I am useless Y/n. I am just a burden to my family, my hyungs, to everyone," he said as he further buried his face in his knees.

He is sounding so depressed.

"This is what you saw in the nightmare? " I assumed as I raised my eyebrow went upwards questioningly.

He looked over me with slight disbelief in his eyes. His cheeks were stained with dry tears. His one hand still protectively gripped my right hand.

"Just remember one thing that you are precious, very very precious Jungkook-ah! You don't know but you have changed the lives of so many. You are a world of many people. And of course of your parents. " I said, genuinely looking in his eyes, as I slightly patted his back.

"Really?" He asked looking at me with his doe eyes.

"Yes! Truth is the truth!" I spoke softly.

"Now! It's getting late. You need some sleep." I added.

"I can't. Whenever I close my eyes, all the scenes of the nightmare re-appear in front of me. All the voices echo in my head." He said.

"But you need rest. Everything will be fine as you have talked it out. "I said.

"But..No.!" He shook his head.

"Do you trust me?" I asked. I can't leave him like this...He still seems shaken. He nodded.

"Then lay down," I said. "You will not leave me right?" He asked in a small voice.

I can clearly sense the emotional breakdown in his voice.

" I am here till you sleep. Okay? It's fine." I answered...

Then he laid down on the bed as I shifted backside. I was sitting with my one knee folded and one foot on the floor. He rested his head on the pillow as he was still holding my hand. He was holding it so tight; Maybe he is insecure that I would leave him.

"Unless you close your eyes, how would you be able to sleep?" I asked him as I saw him, trying to keep his eyes wide and open.

"I can't. " he answered, " I don't want to remember those horrible things."

" You trust me, right? So close your eyes." I spoke softly. "I'm here with you anyways," I added trying to sound as assuring as possible.

He slowly closed his eyes but flutter open the next second, shaking his head in disapproval.

"No.." He murmured.

"Shh... Should I sing a lullaby of my mother? She used to sing that when I was little." I asked as I remembered.

My mother used to sing me that lullaby when I used to have tough nights and nightmares. Just concentrating on her voice and her hand patting on my forehead used to vanish all my stress and afraidness.

Getting his approval, I squeezed his hand a little and slowly started singing the lullaby. His features were relaxing. And soon he drifted to sleep. I small smile appeared on my face over the sight. I rested my head on the bed back for a while and closed my eyes for some moment. But before I could get up and go back, I felt tiredness taking over me.