I was about to push Lucas away when I realized that he was already pushed towards the wall with Damon strangling him. I didn't have the time to get surprised or shocked or whatever, so I immediately ran towards Damon to calm him down, which I didn't think was gonna happen.

"Damon, stop it. Calm down."

"LISTEN TO ME YOU DRUNK JERK, DON'T YOU DARE TOUCH HER EVER AGAIN, OR ELSE...OR ESLE...I'M LITERALLY GONNA KILL YOU! DON'T PLAY GAMES WITH ME LUCAS!"

He turned to look at me and shouted,"Stay out of this angel!"

"I can't Damon, please stop it," I was really panicking now because Lucas had a hard time breathing.

"I won't stop... I'm I-Im... never gonna stop l-loving and t-t-touching... Bailey. She's... mine and she's always gonna... be...be mine," Lucas was saying between his coughs and intakes of breath.

"THIS DOUCHEBAG DOESN'T HAVE THE ABILITY TO UNDERSTAND! YOURS? SHE'S NEVER EVER GONNA BE YOURS!"

"Damon, if you don't let him go right this second, I swear to God I won't ever talk to you again!! NOW!" I said shouting because I knew this would in some way make him at least hear me.

When Damon turned to look at me he saw that I was more serious than ever and he gradually let Lucas go, while the later fell down to the floor.

Lucas was still coughing unable to normalize his breathing.

"Finally you two idiots end this stupid fight. Aren't you tired of all this? Damon you can't learn to control yourself, can you? And Lucas, can't you get that we're over and we're never gonna be together, I don't love you anymore. Now, I'm with Damon."

Lucas got up, wiping the blood that was coming out of his nose.

"There's so much you don't know about "your" Damon. If you did, you wouldn't wanna be with him and I'm sure of that. He can't even be called a human. He-"

Anger was boiling inside Damon and feeling that I turned to make sure he didn't do anything, as always. He wanted to make a step forward, but because I was looking at him, he sighed and stepped back.

"Enough Lucas! I don't wanna hear it anymore. I know what I'm doing with my life! Now go, I don't wanna see you anymore."

"This isn't over, this is soo not over. This is just the beginning my darling. I'm leaving today, but believe me, one day you'll want me to come back to you."

"As if that's gonna happen," I said smirking as Damon would do.

Lucas left closing the door making a huge noise that made me jump a little. I walked towards the sofa and sat down.

"What am I gonna do with you Damon?"

He came closer to me and got on his knees in front of me.

"What do you mean angel?"

"What am I gonna do with your temper? You're gonna get yourself in trouble one day with this temper."

"Angel, I just couldn't stand behind the wall and not do anything. Don't you get it? I've already told you that I don't want you to kiss someone else, moreover, I don't want some other guy, especially your ex, kissing you. I can't stand it. I can't control myself at that moment."

"You know very well that my eyes see you and only you Damon. I am the one who should be worried about you looking or kissing other girls."

He put his hand on my cheek and looked me straight into the eyes.

"I can't do that anymore. Seriously. I don't even want it angel. Trust me."

I just smiled as an answer because I couldn't come up with one. Words weren't coming out of my mouth.

I got up from the sofa and started preparing it for him, so that he could go to bed when he would like to. I was surprised how he didn't ask to sleep with me, maybe because he knew I wouldn't let him do that? I don't know what he thinks anymore. For some reason, I was sad. I was okay before this whole incident with Lucas, but after it all happened I don't know what happened. I really don't, though I wish I did.

"Do you need anything else?"

"Nothing angel. Everything's perfect."

"Good night, then demon," I said with a sad smile.

"Good night baby."

I winked at him and went upstairs. For a very long time I couldn't sleep. This kind of a thing happens to me when I think too much about different stuff, but today I wasn't necessarily thinking about anything. I couldn't sleep for an unknown reason.

I suddenly heard my doorknob turn and saw that he was standing there with his pillow like a child that came to his mom afraid of nightmares.

"Angel, can I sleep with you?"

"Are you afraid of nightmares little baby?"

"Haha very funny. Can I? Please?" He said making a cute face.

I nodded and he came closer. He made his way under my blanket and now we were lying together and the weird thing is that it wasn't weird or uncomfortable or anything. It felt like we've been doing that forever.

I turned towards him and now we were facing each other.

"Why were you sad angel?"

"I don't know, I really don't. It's just...I just..."

"What's bothering you angel? You can tell me," he said playing with my hair.

"Do you know what's frightening me Damon?"

His glance came back to me from being on my hair.

"Never mind," I said closing my eyes, as if nothing happened and I didn't say anything.

"Say it angel, it'll get better if you do."

"I'm afraid that you'll leave me. All along I was really afraid of this feeling. Both of my parents are alive, but I've always felt like I was all by myself. Even if they were around they have always cared mostly about their professional lives and you see that mom's not here, but she's only texting me. It feels like she doesn't miss me enough to call, that she doesn't miss my voice. With people who aren't your family it's even worse, there isn't the responsibility of a family member and they can easily leave you. Do you know what I mean? So, i'm constantly afraid that you're gonna leave me just like you do with everyone else."

"But you're not everyone else baby. You're angel. My angel. Listen angel, I didn't want to tell you this because it would sound too cheesy or not boyish, but whatever I feel for you, whatever you make me feel is different and I don't know how to deal with this yet. I'm trying to figure out. I'm not good at expressing my feelings with words, so just give me your hand for a second," he said looking at me waiting for me to do what he told me.

We were really close to each other and I extended my hand as much as I could. He took my hand and put it on his chest, where his heart was.

"Do you feel it? Do you feel how hard and quick the beating is?" he asked in such a soft voice that I melted.

"Uh huh, I do," I whispered listening to his quick heartbeat. At that moment that was the only thing I needed to hear and feel. That was the only thing that mattered. A tear of relief rolled down my cheek and when he saw it, he came closer and kissed it away.

I felt like I could sleep now.

"Let's sleep?" I asked him feeling that his eyes were barely open.

He nodded and I turned my back to him. He brought me closer to him, hugged me from behind and put a little kiss on my neck. His hug was the most comfortable place I've ever been, honestly. It was so warm, so tight and so powerful in every way. This felt just incredible.

Is it normal that I want every moment spent with him last forever and never ever stop?

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I'm sooo happy I could finally update😅Sorry had to make you wait this long😓I'm in my final year at the uni and I have a capstone to write, so a looot of things are happening now, but I try to make time for the book as well whenever I can😄😅

I hope you like this chapter, because I felt this one so much and I felt strong feelings here...hope u did it too🥰

I hope I'll be able to update next Sunday so u can read the continuation as well😉

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Published on 28.10.19