Hey there beautiful souls! I'm a real person typing behind your screen, writing all these colourful poems which you just finished.

Welcome to HELLDISE where paradise feels like fighting demons in heaven.

I wrote these poems, as a you can say, healing practice. Because what we write, helps us become a better person. It condenses our terrifying thoughts and give space to breath. It's a comforter for people who suffocate from their own brilliant ideas because they are not in a reality where their ideas can flow like they believe.

I wrote a lot about darkness, about light, about twin flames, tarot, starseeds, and tbh they just sooooo inspire me to write about the zodiac. Yes, these esoteric things really feel like I'm connected to an ancient civilizations full of engimatic crazy people who ride on rainbows and fly with star dust.

Just a pisces here, wishing to purge out all the toxicity which I gained in 16 years of human experience on this earthly plane.

And if you ask me, I've changed my mind. At first I thought humans could be a beautiful species. Then I became so antihuman I was already manifesting their eradication.

Ps: I am also at fault hoes, I manifested this as Covid 19 TT just kidding. But I guess I'm left with no wish to eradicate the whole species again, I promise (灬º‿º灬)

Now I see, they are beautiful creatures with sensitive minds and hearts who need to go through their death of ego- and lots of things. Yes, they are little beautiful demons finding a way through life.

Everyone has their time of spiritual awakening which is beautiful. Spirituality is not about all the material stuff I talked about earlier, it's about the constant bliss and peace and love you are in. You are aligned with the cosmic forces, the Divine, yourself and your reality. That's it.

And I swear on my 16 years of life, (just turning 17 next month) I want nothing except to be in this constant bliss I have been somewhere sometime before being born as a human.

Hehe, just wanted to say, if you just liked all the crazy stuff I said, (proving I need a therapist, reminds me of my Scorpio friend TT)

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Btw, I loved to write poems for other people, and writing and finishing one book of the year, TT don't mind it's a poembook. So see ya crazy folks!

Stay sexy and have a savage day 😎✨💜

Your grateful poet (ahem- author)

かな恵ー

Ps: Thank you for all the love and support towards this book.

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